Atmadharma magazine - Ank 295
(Year 25 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2494, A.D. 1968)
(English transliteration).

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sadAy vignAnaghanasvabhAvapaNe ek evo hun ‘shuddha’ chhun, mArI nirmaL anubhUti
sarve kArakonA bhedathI pAr chhe. jaDanA kartA–karma vagere kArako to AtmAmAn kadI nathI;
rAg ane vikalpanI kriyAsambandhI kArako paN AtmAnI anubhUtimAn nathI. ane nirmaL
paryAyarUp kriyAno hun kartA, te mArun karma, gnAn tenun sAdhan–evA je nirmaL kArakonA
bhedanA vikalpo te paN shuddha AtmAnI anubhUtimAn nathI. te vikalpothI paN pAr shuddha
anubhUtimAtra hun chhun.
juo, AvA AtmAnA nirNay vagar samyagdarshan thAy nahi. samyagdarshan
pAmanArane bIjA vikalpo to vachche Ave ke na Ave, paN AtmAno Avo nirNay to
jarUr tene Ave ja. AvA nirNay pachhI anubhavavaDe samyagdarshan thAy chhe.
samyagdarshanarUpI bIj UgI pachhI te jIvane kevaLagnAnarUpI pUrNimA thAy ja.
aho, AtmA to potAnI nirmaL anubhUti svarUp chhe tethI te shuddha chhe. nirmaL
anubhUtimAn vikalpanI ashuddhatA nathI, kartA–karmanA bhed nathI. AvI anubhUtimAn
chaitanyanA mahAn svAd pAse AkhI duniyAno ras chhUTI jAy chhe. chaitanyanA Anand pAse
bIjun badhun thothAn jevun chhe. Avo nirNay kare tene shubh vikalpanun svAmIpaNun potAmAn
bhAsatun nathI.
gnAnasvabhAvI evo mAro AtmA pratyakSha chhe, ek chhe, nirmaL anubhUtirUp shuddha
chhe; te krodhAdi koI parabhAvonA svAmIpaNe pariNamato nathI–temAn ekapaNe pariNamato
nathI, tethI hun mamatArahit chhun; parabhAvano anshapaN mane svapaNe bhAsato nathI.–je shuddha
AtmAno anubhav karavo chhe tene pahelAn nirNayamAn to levo joIe ne? te nirNayanI
A vAt chhe.
krodhAdibhAvonA svAmIpaNe dharmIno AtmA pariNamato nathI, te to krodhathI bhinna
gnAnanA ja svAmIpaNe pariName chhe. krodhAdi bhAvo kahetAn pAp ane puNya banne bhAvo
temAn laI levA. shubh rAgano svAmI thaIne agnAnI svargamAn paN dukhI ja chhe. are,
svargamAn dukh! hA, bhAI! e sanyogamAn kAI thoDun sukh chhe? andar dukhanA kAraNarUp
parabhAv sAthenI ekatvabuddhi jene paDI chhe te jIv svargamAn paN dukhI ja chhe. sukh–dukh
kAI sanyogamAn nathI, sukh–dukh to potAnA pariNAmamAn chhe. ahIn to anAdinun agnAn
ne dukh TALIne AtmAne sukhI kem karavo tenI vAt chhe.
AtmAne sukhI karavA mATe tenA yathArtha svarUpano nishchay ane anubhav
karavAnI A vAt chhe. parabhAvano ek ansh paN mArA chidAnandasvarUpamAn nathI.
gnAnabhAvathI paripUrNa evo hun mamatArahit chhun kemake parabhAvanA ek anshanuny svAmItva