: 14 : Atmadharma : phAgaN : 249p
Atmahit mATe
vairAgyarasabhIno upadesh
daul!n samaj sun chet sayAne kAl vRuthA mat khove;
yah narabhav phir milan kaThin hai jo samyak nahi hove.
bhAI, anantavAr manuShyabhav pAmyo paN AtmAnA gnAn vinA te vyartha
gumAvyo. yuvAnImAn viShayavAsanAmAn ne dhanamAn evo mohyo ke bIjun kAI sujhe ja
nahIn! e rIte kimmatI kAL pApamAn gumAvyo. jo ke AtmAnun hit karavA mAnge to
yuvAnImAn paN karI shakAy chhe; paN A to darakAr nathI karatA evA jIvonI vAt chhe.
anantavAr AtmAnI darakAr vagar yuvAnI pApamAn gumAvI, mATe A avasaramAn
AtmAnI darakAr karaje–em upadesh chhe.
manuShyajanmanI yuvAnIno kAL–te to dharmanI kamANIno kharekharo vakhat chhe,
evA vakhate viShayakaShAyomAn DubIne ratnachintAmaNi jevo avasar veDaphI nAnkhe chhe!
bhAI, A manuShyapaNAnI ekek ghaDI mahA kimmatI chhe, lAkho–karoDo rUpiyA ApatAny
enI ek ghaDI maLe tem nathI. nAno hoy to daDA UDADavAmAn vakhat gALe ne moTo
thAy eTale paisA kamAvAmAn vakhat chAlyo jAy. paN bhAI, kShaNekShaNe tArA jIvanano
daDo UDI jAy chhe ane tArA AtmAnI kamANI chukI javAy chhe, tenI kAI darakAr
kharI? Avo avasar vyartha gumAvavA jevo nathI.
vRuddhAvasthA kyAre AvI jAy chhe tenI khabar paN nathI paDatI; vRuddhAvasthA thatAn
ardhamRutak jevI dashA thaI jAy chhe. dehamAn anek rog thAy, hAlIchAlI shakAy nahi,
khAvApIvAmAn parAdhInatA, Indriyo kAm kare nahi, Ankhe pUrun dekhAy nahi, strI–putrAdi
paN kahevun mAne nahi,–ane draShTi to e badhA sanyogo upar ja paDI chhe, eTale jANe ke
jIvan hArI gayo–em te jIv dukhI–dukhI thaI jAy chhe, paN bAl–yuvAn–vRuddha traNe
avasthAthI bhinna potAnA chaitanyasvarUpane mohI jIv jANato nathI. ne AtmAnA bhAn
vagar manuShyapaNun dukhamAn ja gumAve chhe.
vRuddhAvasthAmAny AtmAnun kalyAN karavA dhAre to karI shakAy chhe. –‘e to jAgyA
tyAnthI savAr.’ agAu to ghaNA jIvo sharIramAn saphed vAL dekhatAn vairAgya pAmIne dIkShA
laI letAn, evA prasango banatA. paN hajI dehathI bhinna AtmAnun gnAn paN jyAn na
hoy tyAn dIkShA kyAthi lye? chaitanyanI shraddhA chUkIne dehanI anukULatAmAn ja mUrchhAI
gayo, ne pratikULatA Ave tyAn dukhanA DhagalAmAn jANe daTAI