: 16 : Atmadharma : phAgaN : 249p
prasango to najare dekhAy chhe. pachhI vRuddhAvasthAno sho bharoso? atyAre yuvAnaavasthA
vakhate tun em kahe chhe ke vRuddhAvasthAmAn karIshun; paN vRuddhAvasthAmAn jyAre shaktio kShIN thaI
jashe tyAre tane pastAvo thashe ke are, yuvAnImAn vakhat hato tyAre AtmAnI kAI darakAr
na karI. mATe vAyadA karavAnun mUkIne atyArathI ja AtmAnun hit thAy–evo udyam kar.
bahAranA sanyoganI sagavaDatAmAn tane potAnI sarakhAI lAge chhe,–paN bhAI!
e bahAranA sanyogamAn tun chho ja kyAn? tArun rUp to tenAthI judun chhe. tun to gnAnarUp
chho; tArA sAchA rUpane tun oLakh. ‘hun koN chhun? kyAthi thayo? shun svarUp chhe mArun
kharun?’–eno shAntithI vichAr kar.
re jIv! ekendriyathI asangnI panchendriy sudhI to tene vichAr karavAnI shakti ja
na hatI, atyAre vichAr karavAnI shakti UghaDI chhe to AtmAnA hitano vichAr karIne
teno sadupayog kar. ghaNA jIvo to manuShya thavA chhatAn eTalI badhI mandabuddhivALA hoy
chhe ke mUDh jevA ja rahe chhe; koIne thoDIghaNI buddhi hoy chhe to bahAranA kAryonAn tIvra
abhimAn ADe buddhine temAn ja roke chhe, AtmAnA hit mATe buddhino upayog nathI
karato. paisA kem kamAvA temAn buddhi vApare chhe (–jo ke paisA to puNyaanusAr maLe chhe)
–paN AtmAnA hitanI kamANI kem thAy temAn buddhi vAparatA nathI. AtmAnA hitano
vichAr karyA vagar monghun jIvan veDaphI nAnkhe chhe. are, Avun monghun jIvan, te mAtra
dhanamAn–strImAn ke rAjapATamAn veDaphI nAnkhavAnun na hoy; temAn to AtmAnA hitano evo
vichAr karun ke jethI pharIne A sansAramAn AvA dukho bhogavavA na paDe,–em vichArIne
tArA AtmAne mokShapanthamAn joD. tArA chaitanyaprabhune ten kadI na dekhyo. to have atyAre
tene dekh. chaitanyanA darshanano (samyagdarshanano) A avasar chhe.–
mumukShu potAnA chaitanyaprabhunA darshananI tIvra bhAvanA bhAve chhe ke are,
ekendriyathI asangnI panchendriy sudhImAn men kadI mArA chaitanyaprabhune na dekhyA...kemake te
vakhate to dekhavAnI shakti ja na hatI. paN have A manuShyapaNAmAn chaitanyaprabhune
dekhavAno avasar Avyo chhe, mATe he chetanAsakhI! mane mArA chaitanyaprabhunAn darshan
karAv. ‘dekhaN de...sakhI, dekhaN de.’
pote potAnA chaitanyaprabhune dekhavAnI darakAr ja jIv kyAn kare chhe! navaro hoy,
kAI kAm na hoy topaN kAI dharmanA vAnchan–vichArane badale maphatano pArakI chintA
karyA kare; dhananI chintA, sharIranI chintA, strI–putranI chintA, deshanI chintA–em pAr
vagaranI pArakI chintAmAn jIv vyartha kAL gumAve chhe, paN AtmAnA hitanI