: 10 : Atmadharma : chaitra : 249p
vinubhAIno svargavAs
das varSha pahelAn (san. 2014mAn) sonagaDhamAn akalank–nikalankanA nATakamAn, jainadharmane
khAtar balidAn ApanAr nikalankano pATh bhajavanAr bhAIshrI vinodarAy shivalAl gAndhI
Aje ApaNI vachche nathI; tA. 21–3–69 chaitra sud 3 nI rAtre mumbaI mukAme temano
svargavAs thaI gayo. keTalAk vakhatathI temane hRudayanA vAlvanI (shvAs levAnI) gambhIr
takalIph hatI, ne tenI sAravAr arthe mumbaI gayelA. doDh be mAs jIvan–maraN vachche jholA
khAtAn khAtAn ante 27–28 varShanI bharayuvAn vaye temano svargavAs thaI gayo.
temanun kuTumb sonagaDhamAn rahe chhe, tethI temaNe paN lAmbo vakhat sonagaDhamAn rahIne
gurudevanA satsangano ne tattvaabhyAsano lAbh laIne AtmAmAn dhArmik sanskAr reDyA chhe.
gambhIr mAndagI vakhate paN teo avAranavAr gurudevane yAd karatA ne svAdhyAy
sAmbhaLatA. gurudev raNAsaN hatA tyAre mumbaIthI patra AvatAn gurudeve “shuddhabuddha chaitanyaghan
svayamjyoti sukhadhAm” enA vichAr karavAnun temanA pratye lakhAvyun hatun.
temanI mAndagI vakhate karAtA opareshanonI je vigat patradvArA sonagaDh AvatI te
vAnchatA em lAgatun ke jem lAkaDAmAn kApakUp kare tem sharIramAn vAramvAr kApakUp thatI
hatI. sharIranI A sthiti sAmbhaLIne gurudevanA mukhathI vAramvAr tIkShNa vairAgyanA udgAro
nIkaLatA are! sharIr ne sansAr to AvA asharaN chhe! chaitanyatattva andar judun chhe.
vinodabhAIe maratAn maratAn paN bahAdurIpUrvak nikalankane shobhe evA vIraudgAro kADhyA
hatA. DokaTaro ane bIjAo jyAre dardanI gambhIratA (sIrIyas) kahetA, tyAre vinubhAI kahetA ke
hun AnandamAn chhun. ekavAr temanI nasano kaTako kApavAnun opareshan karavAnun hatun ne te mATe bebhAn
karavAnI davA sunghADavA dAkataro taiyArI karatA hatA tyAre te kahe ke, davA sunghADavAnI jarUr nathI
emane em nas kADhI lyo, men dehanun lakSha chhoDI dIdhun chhe! tAjetaramAn ja lagna thayelA ek sushikShit
navayuvAn maratAn–maratAny AvA vIr udgAro kADhI shake chhe, te gurudeve ApelA jaD–chetananI
bhinnatAnA sanskAranun baL chhe. ahA, anubhavarUp bhedagnAnanA achintya apAr sAmarthyanI to shI
vAt! parantu te bhedagnAnane lakShagat karIne tenA thoDAk sanskAr paN jIvane keTalun baL ApI shake
chhe! te dekhIne jIvoe sAkShAt bhedagnAnanI satat josadAr bhAvanA karavA jevI chhe.
svargastha vinubhAIe, jainadharmanI sevAnI ja uttam bhAvanAo bhAvI chhe, ne
gurudevanA pratApe bhedagnAnanA abhyAsanA je sanskAro meLavyA chhe tenA pratApe teo
AtmAnun paramahit sAdhe ane A rogadhAm evA sharamajanak sharIrothI chhUTe–e ja bhAvanA