: chaitra : 249p Atmadharma : 19 :
viShayarUp chhe. bhAvanA kaho, shuddhachaitanyapariNAm kaho, samyagdarshan–gnAn–chAritra kaho,
upashamAdi bhAv kaho, ke mokShamArga vagere nAm kaho, te badhA ekaparyAyane ja lAgu paDe chhe.
te paryAye antarmukh thaIne potAnA paramasvabhAvanun avalamban lIdhun chhe, te shuddhAtmaabhimukh
thaI chhe. jIvanI AvI dashA thAy tyAre te mokShamArgamAn Avyo kahevAy.
aho, A to jainadharmanA syAdvAdanI sugandh chhe. shuddhadravyanI bhAvanA vaDe shuddhaparyAy
thaI, eTale dravya–guN–paryAy traNey rAgarahit shuddha thayA. paramAtmAnI bhAvanArUp je
bhAv chhe tenA vaDe chaitanya parameshvaranA darabAramAn praveshAy chhe; te bhAvanAmAn nishchayaratnatray
samAI jAy chhe, paN rAgano pravesh nathI. bhAI, tArI mokShaparyAyanun kAraN dehAdi paramAn to
nahIn, rAgAdi udayabhAvamAn paN nahIn, dhuravasvabhAvanI sanmukh joye mokShamArga pragaTe chhatAn
dhuravasvabhAv pote mokShanA kAraNarUp thato nathI, mokShanA kAraNarUp bhAvanApariNati chhe.
utpAd–vinAsh vagarano, bandh mokSha vagarano, paramaAnandathI bharelo je sahaj pAriNAmik
paramabhAv chhe temAn paryAy ekAkAr thatAn atIndriy Anandanun jharaNun vahe chhe. AvA
nijasvarUpane bhAvavun–anubhavavun–temAn pariNamavun te mokShanI sAchI bhAvanA chhe. AvI
bhAvanA vaDe bhavano abhAv thAy chhe.
are jIv! tArA AvA uttam tattvanI bhAvanA to kar, AvA tattvanA anubhavanI
to shI vAt! –enA vichAr kare topaN sharIr ne rog badhun bhUlAI jAy tevun chhe. sharIranI
sambhAL (mamatA) ADe AtmAne bhUlI rahyo chho, tene badale sharIrane bhUlIne AtmAnI
sambhAL karane! sharIr kyAn tArun sAchavyun sachavAy chhe? tun game teTalI enI sambhAL kar
chhatAn e to kALe chhUTI javAnun chhe. tenI mamatA karIne maphatano tun dukhI thaIsh. kyAn
mRutakakalevar sharIr, ne kyAn AnandathI bharelo AtmA! banne jarAk ekakShetre rahyA tyAn to
AtmA potAne bhUlIne sharIrarUpe ja mAnI beTho. bApu! tun sharIr nathI, tun to arUpI
Anandaghan chho......jANanAro jAgato bhAv te ja tun chho. –AvA AtmAne lakShamAn le.
AtmAnA pAnch bhAvomAn kayA bhAvo mokShanun kAraN chhe tenun A varNan chAle chhe.
svabhAvanI bhAvanAthI pragaTelo aupashamikAdi traNabhAvo mokShanun kAraN chhe, ne te traNe
bhAvo rAgarahit chhe eTale rAgane (audayikabhAvane) mokShakAraNamAn na levo; A rIte
asti–nAstirUp anekAntathI mokShamArganun svarUp spaShTa karyun. AvA mokShamArganI sharUAt
chothA guNasthAnamAn thaI gaI chhe. rAgarahit evo upashamAdibhAv, eTale ke shuddhaAtmAnun
avalamban chothA guNasthAnathI sharU thaI jAy chhe. jeTalun shuddhAtmAnun avalamban teTalI shuddhatA
chhe, ne te shuddhatAnAn ja upashamAdi nAmo chhe,