: 2 : Atmadharma : chaitra : 249p
nirjarArUp je vItarAg paryAy thAy, je kShAyakAdi bhAv thAy te paN paryAyapaNe rahyA chhe,
paN te dhurav svabhAvarUp thayA nathI. Avo je ekarUp dhuravasvabhAv chhe te nishchayathI shuddhabhAv
chhe, te ja paramArtha jIv chhe, ane te ja upAdey chhe. antaramAn tene lakShagat karIne upAdey
karavo te apUrva mangaL chhe.
phattepur pachhI 11 divas bAd Aje gurudevanAn pravachano pharI sharU thatAn saune harSha
thayo hato. shuddhAtmarasanI amIdhAr varasAvato mehUlo madhur nAde gAje chhe, ne hajAro
tarasyA jIvonI tRuShA chhIpAve chhe.
baporanA samaye nivRuttithI svAdhyAy karatAn–karatAn vachche vairAgyanA anek prasangone
yAd karIne gurudeve kahyun ke are, chhakhanDanA rAjane chhoDIne chakravartI dharmAtmA muni thatA hashe–
e dashA kevI! bhedagnAn karIne antaramAn bhinna AtmAne jANyo; tyAn ‘amArun chhe te ame
sAthe laIne jaIe chhIe; ne je amArun hatun ja nahi tene ame ahIn chhoDIne jaIe chhIe,
amArA gnAn ne AnandamAn ame jaIe chhIe. –em dhuravasvabhAvamAn ekAgratA vaDe gnAn ne
Anand ekasAthe pragaTe chhe.
A vAt bhAShA mAtra nathI, andar bhAv pragaTavo joIe. kharI kasoTIno prasang
Ave tyAre andaranA kasanI khabar paDe. Am gurudev pAse vairAgyapUrNa vividh charchAo
thatI hatI. ‘gnAnachakShu’ pustak mATe hastAkShar karI ApatAn gurudeve lakhyun ke–
“gnAn chhe te avinAbhAvI AnandavALun chhe, tethI dhuravasvarUpano Ashray karatAn gnAn
ane Anand ekIsAthe pragaT thAy chhe.”
baporanA pravachanamAn panchAstikAyanI 163 mI gAthA vanchANI hatI. temAn
sarvagnasvabhAvano apAr mahimA samajAvatAn gurudeve kahyun ke–AtmAno svabhAv pUrNa gnAn
ne AnandathI bharelo chhe. evo dravyasvabhAv chhe ne teno Ashray karatAn gnAn ne Anand
paryAyamAn ekasAthe pragaTe chhe. dhuravasvabhAv jevo chhe tevo teno anubhav–lakSha–shraddhA
bhavyajIvane ja hoy chhe, abhavyajIvone teno anubhav hoto nathI. antaramAn
gnAnAnandasvabhAvanI sanmukh thatAn pUrNa gnAn ne pUrNa AnandanI pratIt ne anubhav thAy chhe;
ne tyAre sarvagnanI kharI oLakhAN thAy chhe.
aho! darek AtmA sarvagnasvabhAve pUro chhe. jIv ek akhanD sampUrNa dravya hovAthI
tenun gnAnasAmarthya paripUrNa chhe, antarmukh thaIne teno pUro Ashray letAn