Atmadharma magazine - Ank 311
(Year 26 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2495, A.D. 1969)
(English transliteration).

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have ame vanajangalamAn jaIne AtmAmAn lIn thaIne AtmAnI siddhine sAdhashun. mATe
he jIvo! tame paN moh chhoDIne rajA Apo.
juo, A gnAnIno vairAgya! juo, A muni thanAr jIvanI antaranI
taiyArI.
pitA tathA mAtAnA AtmA pAse jaIne vairAgyathI kahe chhe ke he pitAnA
AtmA! he mAtAnA AtmA! A puruShano AtmA tamArAthI utpanna thayo nathI em
tame nishchayathI jANo. paragneyothI bhinna mArA gnAnatattvane men jANyun chhe, ane have
vairAgyathI hun mArA AtmAne sAdhavA mAngun chhun, mATe tame mane vidAy Apo. jene
gnAnajyoti pragaTI chhe evo mAro AtmA Aje potAnA AtmA pAse jAy chhe;
AtmA ja potAno anAdi janak chhe arthAt potAnI nirmaL paryAyarUpI prajAno
utpAdak pote chhe. ame amArA AtmAne svAnubhUtithI jANyo chhe, ne have antaramAn
anubhavelA te mArge jaIe chhIe, have muni thaIne AtmAnA kevaLagnAnanidhAnane
kholashun. have pharIne bIjA mAtA–pitA A sansAramAn nahIn karIe. amAro AtmA
A sansAranA kaleshathI thAkyo chhe. A sansArathI have bas thAv. have ame chaitanyanA
pUrA Anandane ja anubhavashun. –Am vinayathI rajA laIne mokShamArgane sAdhavA guru
pAse jAy chhe ne munipaNun angIkAr kare chhe.
ahA! dharmakALamAn to AvA ghaNA prasango banatA. nAnakaDA kalaiyAkumvar jevA
rAjakumAro paN vairAgya pAmIne dIkShA letA. bharatachakravartInA ekaso nAnakaDA kumAro
vanakrIDA karavA gayelA ne tyAn jayakumAr–senApatinI dIkShA samAchAr sAmbhaLatAn ja
vairAgya pAmIne vanamAnthI bArobAr AdinAth prabhunA samavasaraNamAn jaIne dIkShA
laI lIdhI. mAtA–pitAne pUchhavA paN na rokAyA. vAh! nAnI ummaranA rAjakumAro
muni thaIne hAthamAn nAnakaDun kamanDaL ne nAnakaDI morapInchhI laIne chaitanyanI dhUnamAn
masta chAlyA AvatA hoy,–e to jANe ke nAnakaDA siddhabhagavAn!! ahA,
munidashAnA mahimAnI shI vAt! AvA muninAn darshan paN mahA bhAgye ja maLe chhe.
atyAre ahIn to muninAn darshan paN kyAn chhe? jyAn sAcho tattvanirNay paN na hoy
tyAn munidashA kyAthi hoy? tattvane jANyA vagar em ne em mAnI lye ke ame
muni chhIe, –e to moTI bhramaNA chhe; ene munidashAnI khabar paN nathI. munidashA
e to parameShThI pad! Indro ane chakravartIo paN bhaktithI jeno Adar kare chhe ne
kevaLagnAn levAnI jenI taiyArI chhe e munidashAnI shI vAt!