Atmadharma magazine - Ank 318
(Year 27 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2496, A.D. 1970)
(English transliteration).

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nAno chhokaro ApI daIe. te sAmbhaLatAn ja strInun mAtRuhRuday putravadhanI vAt sahan
karI shakatun nathI, ne em na karavA khUb ja karagare chhe. paN pitAnun pattharahRuday
pIgaLatun nathI. evAmAn amarakumArano moTo bhAI paN AvIne TApashI pUre chhe ke he
mAtA! tun nakAmo soch na kar. ame ATh–ATh bhAIo chhIe, temAnthI ek detAn
tArun shun javAnun chhe, ek putra ApatAn paN tAre sAt putro raheshe ne jIndagIbhar
badhAnun dAridra paN TaLashe. Am pitAputra krUrachitte amarakumArane balidAn mATe
ApI devAnun nakkI kare chhe. tenI mAtAatyant AghAtathI behosh banI jAy chhe.
tyAre, jenA hRudayamAn panchaparameShThIno namaskAramantra draDhapaNe kotarAI gayelo chhe
evo e nirdoSh bALak amarakumAr tyAn AvI pahonche chhe, atyant dhIr–shAnt ane
vairAgyabhAvathI mAtAne AshvAsan Ape chhe ke he mAtA! tun shok chhoD! panchaparameShThI
mArA hRudayamAn birAje chhe pachhI bhay kevo? he mAtA! rakShak evo rAjA pote jyAre
bhakShak thavA taiyAr thayo chhe, ane janmadAtA evo pitA pote jyAre sonAnA TukaDA
khAtar mane venchavA taiyAr thayo chhe, tyAre tun shoch kem kare chhe? A sansAr evo ja
chhe, temAn jIvane panchaparameShThI sivAy bIjun koI sharaN nathI. mArA dehanA balidAnathI
badhA sudhI thatA hoy to bhale thAy. hun rAjA pAse jAun chhun, panchaparameShThIno mantra mArI
pAse chhe, ne he mAtA! tun paN e ja mantrane hRudayamAn rAkhaje.–Am kahIne bALak
nishankapaNe jAy chhe.
(4) rAjAnI AgnAanusAr bALak amarakumArane vadhastambh upar laI
javAy chhe. be chAnDAL UghADo chharo laIne vadh mATe taiyAr thAy chhe,–paN atyant shAnt
nirdoSh bALakane dekhIne temanun hRuday pIgaLI jAy chhe, Ankho bhInI thAy chhe, ne hAth
dhrUje chhe. tyAre bALak tene kahe chhe ke bhAIo! mArA pitAe paisA khAtar mane
venchyo, eNe dayA na karI, rAjA ke je prajAno rakShak kahevAy chhe teNe paN mAro vadh
karavAnI jyAre AgnA karI, to have tame shun vichAr karo chho? tame tamArI pharaj
bajAvo! paN jarAvAr UbhA raho...mArA gurue Apelo IShTamantra (panchanamaskAr
mantra) hun yAd karI laun...pachhI tame...
em kahI bALak vadhastambh upar pahonchI jAy chhe; garadan jhukAvI balidAn
mATe taiyAr thAy chhe...ne atIv shAntabhAvathI panchaparameShThInun smaraN kare chhe,–nistabdha
vAtAvaraN chhavAI rahyun chhe,–mAtra namaskAramantranA madhur nAd sambhaLAy chhe–