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tenun abhimAn thatun nathI; tem ja pitA vagere daridra hoy to tethI dInatA paN thatI
nathI. e badhA sanyogathI atyant bhinna chaitanyasvarUpe ja potAne dekhyo chhe. are, mArA
chaitanyanI adhikatAthI bIjun koN adhik chhe–ke jeno hun mad karUn? mArA chaitanyanA tej
pAse chakravartIpad paN jhAnkhun lAge chhe, temAn mArI moTAI nathI. chakravartI pad to rAganun
phaL chhe. kyAn anantaguNamay chaitanyapad, ane kyAn vikAranun phaL! jeNe parameshvaranI
jAtirUpe potAne dekhyo tene have evI kaI khAmI rahI ke bahAramAn dehanI jAti vageremAn
potApaNun mAne? chaitanyajAti pAse jaD–dehanI jAtinAn abhimAn kevA? deh hun chhun ja
nahIn, hun to chaitanya ja chhun–AvA samyak bhAnamAn dharmIne sharIrAdi sambandhI mad hotA nathI.
mithyAtvarUp doSh to dharmIne hoy ja nahi, ane samyaktvanA atichArarUp doShane paN te
dUr kare chhe, teno A upadesh chhe. nishchay samyagdarshan sAthe Avo chokkho vyavahAr hoy
chhe. temAn sahej paN atichAr lAge to te doSh chhe–em samajIne teno tyAg karavo
joIe. dharmanAn sthAn to vItarAgI arihantadev, nirgranth muniguru ane vItarAgI shAstra
chhe, temAn dharmIjIv shankA kare nahi ane tenAthI viruddha hoy tene koI prakAre Adare nahIn.
prAN jAy ke game teTalI pratikULatA Ave topaN vItarAgI dev–gurunI shraddhA chhoDe nahi,
eTale tene samyaktvamAn shankAdik doSh hotAn nathI.
sansAramAn bhramaN karato jIv shubhAshubh karmavash UnchakULamAn temaj nIchakULamAn
anantavAr avatarI chukyo chhe, e to kShaNik sanyog chhe. shAshvat AtmAne A
avatAranAn abhimAn shA? avatAr dhAraN karavo te to sharam chhe. UchchakUL pAmyAnun
phaL to e chhe ke ratnatrayanAn uttam AcharaNavaDe AtmAne mokShamArgamAn joDavo, ne
mithyAtvAdi pApanAn adham AcharaNane chhoDavA. bAkI uttamakULamAn avatarIne paN jo
abhakShyabhakShaN vagere nindya kArya kare to te narakamAn ja jAy; UnchunkUL kAI narakamAn jatAn
roke nahIn.–Am vichArI dharmIjIv kUL ke jAtinA madane chhoDe chhe.
* ek vairAgI bALak mAtA pAse dIkShAnI rajA mAnge chhe.
* tyAre mAtA kahe chhe–beTA! tane dIkShAnI rajA to Apun, paN ek sharate!
* putra kahe chhe–kaho mAtA, kaI sharat?
* mAtA kahe chhe–dIkShA lIdhA pachhI evI AtmasAdhanA kar ke pharIne bIjI mAtA
na karavI paDe; eTale hun tArI chhellI ja mAtA houn! –A sharate hun tane
dIkShAnI rajA Apun chhun.