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ahA, chaitanyavastu anantaanant gnAn–AnandanA nidhAnathI bharapUr chhe; te pote
potAne dekhatAn ja paryAyamAn muktinun sukh anubhavAy chhe. chaitanyanA koI alaukik
chamatkArane gnAnI anubhave chhe. Avo Atmaanubhav bhavabhavanA paritApathI rahit chhe.
AvA chaitanyaanubhavavaDe santoe antaramAn siddhanI sAthe dostI karI chhe.
aho, antaramAn jotAn ja mArA AtmAmAn nijaAtmaguNonI achintya sampadA
sphUrAyamAn thaI chhe. AvI chaitanyasampadA jyAn sphUrI tyAn sansArasambandhI kalpitasukhonI
tUchchhavRutti chhUTI jAy chhe. chaitanyanun je sukh chhe te ja param satya sukh chhe, enI pAse
svargAdinAn kalpit sukho to sAv tUchchha chhe; kharekhar te sukh nathI; chaitanyasukhano svAd
AvatAn ja samasta sansAranA IndriyaviShayomAn ke shubhAshubharAgamAn sukhanI mithyAkalpanA
chhUTI jAy chhe. AtmAnI koI agAdh shakti chhe ke jenA vedanamAn sansAranA koI parabhAv
rahI shakatA nathI, ekalI svAbhAvik AnandasampadAne ja dharmIjIv potAnA antaramAn
anubhave chhe.
svAnubhavI dharmAtmA nishank jANe chhe ke mArI chaitanyasampadA mArA hRudayamAn
sphUrAyamAn thaI chhe,–mane pragaT anubhavamAn AvI chhe. are, pUrve mArI AvI
chaitanyasampadAne men kShaNamAtra jANI na hatI.–paN have mArA hRudayamAn men mArI
chaitanyasampadAne jANI lIdhI, eTale pUrve na jANI tenun prAyashchit thaI gayun. have to
chaitanyanI anubhUtimAn paramasamAdhi thaI chhe, viSh jevA dukhamay vibhAvothI pAr evA
chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnA vishuddha sukhane hun anubhavun chhun. AvA anubhavanun nAm mokShamArga
chhe. Avun sukh svAnubhavavaDe dharmIne potAmAnthI ja sphUre chhe. e koI rAgano vikalpano
viShay nathI; potAnI ja chetanAparyAy nirvikalpa samAdhirUp thaIne potAnA AvA
AtmAne dhyey banAve chhe ne tyAn chaitanyanA AnandarasanA param amRutanI dhArA varase chhe.
–taiyAr thA
re jIv! bhavanI mUrti evA sharIrane
AtmabhAvanApUrvak chhoD to bhavano abhAv thavAnun tane nakkI
thaI jashe. anantA jIvo sharIr chhoDIne siddhapadane pAmyA chhe....
evA siddhapadane sAdhavA mATe have tun taiyAr thA...taiyAr thA.