Atmadharma magazine - Ank 336
(Year 28 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2497, A.D. 1971)
(English transliteration).

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pariNatimAn rAgAdi hinsAbhAvano abhAv chhe tethI te ahinsA chhe; temAn potAnA sat
svabhAvano svIkAr chhe tethI te ja sAchun satya chhe. temAn ek rajakaNamAtra paradravyanun ke
parabhAvanun grahaN nathI tethI te ja sAchun adratta chhe, temAn ja paramabrahmasvarUpamAn ramaNatA
hovAthI, ne paranA sansargano tadna abhAv hovAthI te ja paramArtha brahmacharya chhe; temAn
svadravyanun ja pari–grahaN chhe, sarvaprakAre pote potAnA svabhAvane ja grahyo chhe, te sivAy
bIjAnA grahaNano abhAv chhe tethI te ja aparigrah mahAvrat chhe. Am shuddha antarmukh
pariNatimAn pAnche mahAvrat samAy chhe; samiti vagere badhun paN temAn ja AvI jAy chhe.
mATe AchAryadev kahe chhe ke aho, antarmukh thaIne chaitanyanA AkArarUp pariNAm thayA
temAn badhun AvI jAy chhe. temAn pachhI ‘A karunne A chhoDun’ evA vidhi–niShedhanA
vikalpo karavAnun rahetun nathI. sankalpa–vikalpo te to asamAdhi chhe, bahirmukhabhAvo chhe, ne
samAdhi te to antarmukh–AkAr chhe eTale ke chaitanyamAn tadrUp pariNaman chhe. te ja gnAnanI
ujvaLatArUp prAyashchit chhe, ne mumukShujIve Avun prAyashchit nirantar kartavya chhe.
shuddhAtmAthI jeTalA bahirmukhabhAvo chhe te agnisamAn AkuLatAvALA hovAthI
aparAdh chhe; teno jenAthI chhed thAy ne shAnt–anAkuL vishuddha chaitanyabhAv pragaTe te
prAyashchitta chhe; temAn potAnA shuddhaAtmAnun ja avalamban chhe.
ahA, AtmA to ekalA atIndriy Anandano gAnThaDo chhe... tene kholatAn temAnthI
je atIndriy Anandamay pariNati pragaTe chhe te dharma chhe, te prAyashchit chhe. atIndriy
Anand ja jenun rUp chhe.–temAn praveshIne tenun avalokan karavun te nishchayathI IryAsamiti chhe.
gnAnasvabhAvanI gnAnabhAvarUp pariNati thaI temAn sarva aparAdhano abhAv chhe tethI te
ja sAchun prAyashchitta chhe. A prAyashchittamAn khed nathI, emAn to atIndriy AnandanI mastI
chhe, ekalA shAntarasamAn samAdhi chhe.
aho, svAtma–chintanamAn tatpar munione nirantar prAyashchit chhe. jeNe atIndriy
AnandamAn pariNatine lIn karI tene bahAramAn pAnchaIndriyano phelAv sankelAI gayo,
pariNati atIndriy thaIne antarmukhAkAr thaI... te jIv vItarAg bhagavAnanI peDhImAn
beTho.
je vItarAgI peDhInun nAm rAkhIne rAganA vepArathI lAbh manAve te to
vItarAgano virodhI chhe; rAganA vepArathI lAbh mAnavo te to dharamanun dIvALun kADhavAno