Atmadharma magazine - Ank 341
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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tattva chhUTun ne chhUTun chetanAmay chhe.–Am antaramAn dekhatAmvent potAne param atIndriy
Anandano svAd Ave chhe. Avo svAd laIne he jIv! tun prasanna thA...ujvaL thA..ne
AvA upayogasvarUp AtmAne anubhavamAn le.
AhA! sarva prakAre tun prasanna thA...koI prakAre dukhI na thA! are, chaitanyamAn te
dukh hoy! rAjI thaIne Anandamay chaitanyatattvane tun dekh! Avo ne Avo tun atyAre
paN chho. andar dekhatAn ja tane, mahA Anand thashe. AvA tattvane dekhIne dharmI kahe chhe ke–
have parabhAvamAn hun nahIn jAun...nahIn jAun...nahIn...jAun! chetanapaNe ja hun chhun–evI
shraddhAnA sinhanAdathI dharmI kahe chhe ke amAre have bhav kevA ne dukh kevA? jem sUryanA
prakAshamAn andhakAr nathI tem mArA chetanasUryanA prakAshamAn rAgAdi parabhAvonA andhArA
nathI–nathI–nathI.
ahA! chaitanyanI AvI vAt sAmbhaLatAn koN khushI na thAy! AvA tArA
chaitanyano lakShamAn laIne tun khushI thaI jA. jyAn AtmAnun lakSha thayun tyAn dharmI param
AnandanA vedan sahit nishank thaI jAy chhe ke bas, sarvagnadeve joyelo AtmA ame paN
anubhavI lIdho chhe. jevo sarvagnaprabhue joyo chhe tevo ja amAro chaitanyasvarUp AtmA
ame anubhavI rahyA chhIe.
ahA! pramodathI tArA chaitanyanI vAt tun sAmbhaL to kharo? AtmAnun Avun
saras svarUp sAmbhaLatAn andar asankhya pradesh pramodathI ullasI jAy chhe...mumukShu jIv
potAnA tattvane dekhIne mahA prasanna thAy chhe. potAnI vastu ghaNI gambhIr ne ghaNI mahAn
chhe, paN te evI nathI ke temAn gnAnavaDe pahonchI na shakAy! gnAnanI ujvaLatA vaDe andar
AvA chaitanyatattvane anubhavI shakAy chhe. AtmA potAnA chaitanyalakShaNane kadI badalato
nathI. lAkh pratikULatA vachchey gnAnI potAnA chaitanyalakShaNane chhoDatA nathI, ke
chaitanyalakShaNarUp je svatattva tenun lakSha kadI chhoDatA nathI. ahA, AvA chaitanyalakShaNavant
svatattvane tun AnandathI anubhavamAn le.
Am shrIgurue atyant karuNAthI bhedagnAn karAvyun, te mujab pote gnAnanI
ujvaLatA karIne shiShya param prasanna thayo chhe, Anandit thayo chhe. chaitanyatattva ja evun chhe
ke jene lakShamAn laIne anubhav karatAn mahA Anand thAy chhe.
“dhanya guru! –ke jemaNe param anugrahagnaNathI bhedagnAn karAvIne
shiShyane svatattvamAn sAvadhAn karIne Anandit karyo.”