Atmadharma magazine - Ank 342
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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atIndriIy AnandanA svAdanun vedan mane kem thAy? AtmAnA AnandarasanA
svAdiyA dharmIsanto pAse jaIne shiShya jhankhanAthI pUchhe chhe, tene AchAryadev tenI rIt
samajAve chhe.
bhAI, je chIjamAnthI tAre Anand levo chhe, je chIj pote AnandasvarUp chhe evo
tAro AtmA pote koN chhe teno tun nirNay kar, tenI oLakhAN kar, ne gnAnane
svasanmukh karIne tenun sAkShAt svasamvedan kar. jem chhAlA–kAchalI ne rAtI chhAl traNene
chhoDIne andar saphed ToparAno mITho goLo svAdamAn Ave chhe, tem sharIrAdi nokarmarUpI
chhotAn, karmarUp kAchalI, ne rAgarUpI ratAsh–e traNethI pAr chaitanyatattvane gnAnamAn laIne
svasamvedan karatAn apUrva Anandasahit AtmAno svAd Ave chhe. jenI vArtA sAmbhaLatA,
ne jeno nirNay karatAn paN mumukShune Anand Ave enA sAkShAt anubhavanI shI vAt?
Avo anubhav karanAr jIve pahelAnn AtmAno kevo nirNay karyo hato tenun A
varNan chhe. AtmasvarUpanA nirNayamAn jenI bhUl hoy tene sAcho anubhav kyAthi thAy?
are, tArun chaitanya–jhaverAt kevun adbhut kimmatI chhe, teno chaitanyaprakAsh sadA udyotarUp
kevo chhe teno nirNay to kar. nirNay pachhI te svabhAvanA gnAnanun gholan karatAn karatAn
vikalpa chhUTI jashe ne Anandaghan AtmAno pratyakSha anubhav thashe. AvA Anandano
atyant prachur anubhav karanArA vItarAgI santonI anubhUtimAnthI nIkaLelA bhAvo A
samayasAramAn bharelA chhe. enI ekek gAthAmAn alaukik bhAvo bharyA chhe.
AtmA kevo chhe? mAro AtmA akhanD chaitanyajyot, mArA svasamvedanapratyakShathI
ja anubhavamAn Ave evo chhe–AvA AtmAno nirNay kare temAn to badhA viparIt
abhiprAyo chhUTI jAy chhe, temAn puNya–pApathI gnAnanI bhinnatA nakkI thAy chhe.
parAvalamban bhAv vagarano ekalo svAvalambI chaitanyabhAv lakShamAn lye tyAre ja sva–
samvedanapratyakSha AtmAno sAcho nirNay thAy chhe. jeNe Avo nirNay karyo tene mokSha mATe
sarvagna bhagavAnanAn kaheN AvI gayA. jem moTA gharanA kaheN pAchhA ThelAy nahi tem
ahIn sarvotkRuShTa sarvagna bhagavAn pAsethI kundakundAchAryadev AtmAnA anubhavanA kaheN
lAvyA chhe, mumukShujIvo te pAchhA ThelatA nathI. honshathI svIkArIne AtmAno anubhav kare
chhe, ne mokShalakShmIne vare chhe.–are, AvA tArA AtmAne gnAnamAn nakkI to kar...tane
andarathI mokShanA bhaNakAr AvI jashe. mAro parameshvar mArAmAn chhe, athavA hun ja
parameshvar chhun.–paN andar anubhUtimAn evA sva–svAmInA bhed rahetA nathI. A hun ne
A mAro parameshvar athavA hun parameshvar–evA bhed–vikalpo chaitanyamAn nathI.