Atmadharma magazine - Ank 342
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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mArun chaitanyatattva rAgathI pAr chhe, teno anubhav karatAn chaitanyamAnthI amRutanA
nidhAn jhare chhe, emAn koI bIjAno pravesh nathI.–Avun tattva ja hun chhun. mArun bIjun
kAI nathI.
ahA, ekavAr parabhAvathI judo paDIne tun tArA AtmAno anubhav to karI jo,
tun nyAl thaI jaIsh. agnAnabhAve potAnI chaitanyavastuno ja nakAr karIne agnAnI
jIvo moTI bhAvahinsA kare chhe, te bhAvamaraN chhe. tenAthI chhoDAvavA santo karuNAthI kahe chhe
ke he bhAI! A sharIr to rajakaNonun banelun chhe ne te rAkh thaIne dhULamAn rakhaDashe; te
kAI tun tathI. tun to avinAshI chaitanyatattva chho. tun IndriyothI pAr atIndriyasvarUp chho.
are, tArI mahAn lakShmIne chukIne tun rAgAdivaDe ke sanyogavaDe moTAI levA mAge chhe to
tun garIb–bhIkhArI chho. bIjA pAse bhIkh koN mAnge? je garIb hoy te. je AtmA
potAnA sukhane mATe paravastunI IchchhA kare chhe (–pachhI ek pAI mAngato hoy ke karoDo
rUpiyA mAngato hoy) te bhIkhArI chhe. ne je pote potAnA sukhasvabhAvane anubhave chhe,
koI paN parachIjane Ichchhato nathI, te moTo chaitanya vaibhavasampanna mahArAjA chhe.
mArI chaitanyavastumAn rAg paN nathI, tyAn paravastu kevI? hun pote ja bhagavAn,
jagatamAn sarvashreShTha chaitanyarAjA chhun. AvA samyaksvabhAvI AtmAno anubhav karo.
anant jIvo Avo anubhav karIkarIne mokShe sIdhAvyA chhe. mATe, kaThaN samajIne tun A
vAt kADhI na nAnkhIsh; kaThaN lAge ke sahelun lAge, paN A rIt ane A upAyavaDe
AtmAnA sAchA svabhAvano anubhav karye ja A bhavadukhathI chhUTakAro thAy tem chhe;
bIjo to koI dukhathI chhUTavAno upAy nathI. shubh–ashubh je kAI upAy kar te badhAy
sukhane mATe vyartha chhe, anAdithI te karavA chhatAn kinchit sukh tenAthI na maL‌yun; sAcho
upAy tenAthI judo chhe. rAgathI judo, jemAn rAgano pravesh nathI, rAgavaDe jene jANI
shakAto nathI, je pote potAnA gnAnagamya chhe, –evA AtmAne jANIne teno anubhav
karatAn tane mahA Anand thashe.
bhAI, tun jo ke rAgAdi vRuttionun valaN to bahAr jAy chhe, ne gnAn to rAgathI
judun antarmukh vedAy chhe. AvA gnAnanun vedan rAg vagaranun chhe. teno anubhav karIne he
jIv tun chaitanyanA AnandanI laheramAn Av. sansAranA sankalpanI jALamAnthI bahAr
AvIne ekavAr to nirvikalpa thaIne tArA Anandamay tattvane dekh! tArA svasamvedanamAn
koI parabhAv AvatA nathI. koI rAganI, koI vikalpanI evI tAkAt nathI