
tene bhAn thayun ke are, mAre je vastune prApta karavI chhe te to ‘UnchI’ chhe, A
chhAyAthI te vastu dUr chhe–judI chhe. sAchI vastuthI dUr rahIne hun prAptino udyam karun te
kyAthi prApta thAy? tem sukhathI bharapUr evI chaitanyavastu antaramAn chhe; tene badale
parabhAvo ane sanyogo–ke jeo chhAyA jevA chhe, chaitanyathI judA chhe–dUr chhe, tenI
sAme joye satya chaitanyavastu prApta thatI nathI. paN UnchI draShTivaDe eTale ke
shuddhasvabhAvanI draShTivaDe ja sAchI chaitanyavastu prApta thAy chhe. vastuthI dUr rahIne tenI
prApti–anubhUti kem thAy? mATe he jIv! tun parathI lakSha haTAvIne tArI svavastumAn
lakShane joD to tane apUrva chaitanyavastunA Anandano anubhav tArAmAn ja thashe.
pakaDavAthI chaitanyavastu prApta thatI nathI. chaitanyanI sanmukhatAthI ja chaitanyanI prApti
thAy chhe. je chaitanyanI jAt hoy tenA vaDe ja chaitanyanI prApti thAy; je chaitanyanI
jAt na hoy tenA vaDe chaitanyanI prApti na thAy.
karyo; te AnTA mArI–mArIne thAkyo paN enA hAthamAn kAI na Avyun. kyAthi
Ave? sAchI vastu to tyAn chhe nahIn. jo UrdhvadraShTi kare to sAchI vastu dekhAy.
adhodraShTimAn sAchI vastu dekhAtI nathI, mAtra tenI chhAyA dekhAy chhe,–vibhAv dekhAy
chhe. tem rAg chhe te kAI chaitanya nathI, te to chaitanyanI chhAyA chhe; te rAgathI pAr
evI UrdhvadraShTi vaDe sAchI chaitanyavastu dekhAy chhe, ne sAchI vastune dekhatAn ja
jIvane paramatRupti–shAnti–Anand thAy chhe.
svarUp mAnyun tethI te kuvAmAn paDIne dukhI thayo. tem chaitanyamUrti siddharAjA potAnun
sAchun svarUp bhUlyo ne rAgAdi parabhAvorUp chhAyAne potAnun svarUp mAnIne
bhavanA kuvAmAn paDyo hato. paN jyAn potAnA sAchA svarUpanun tene bhAn thAy chhe
tyAn sinh jevA potAnA chaitanya parAkramanI sphuraNA vaDe kevaLagnAn pragaT karIne te
traNalokano rAjA thAy chhe; potAnA adbhut chaitanyanidhi Atmavaibhavano svAmI
thaIne traNalokamAn sauthI shreShThapaNe te siddharAjA shobhe chhe. jIv potAnun sAchun svarUp
samajatAn sinharAjamAnthI siddharAj banI jAy chhe, pashumAnthI paramAtmA banI jAy chhe.