Atmadharma magazine - Ank 342
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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shAstra–rAganA vikalpo e badhAyane bAd karatAn, temanA vagar paN AtmA TakI
rahe chhe, paN chaitanya bhAv vagar AtmA TakI shake nahi; A rIte badhun bAd karatAn chhevaTe
chaitanyabhAvapaNe je anubhavAy chhe te ja hun chhun,–Am anubhav karavo te AtmaprAptinI
rIt chhe. AtmA evI vastu chhe ke chaitanyapaNe ja te anubhavamAn Ave chhe, bIjA
koI bhAnathI anubhavavA mAge to AtmA anubhavamAn AvI shake nahIn.
bhAI, A to mokShanA daravAjAmAn praveshavAnI vAt chhe. chaitanyamahArAjAne
maLavAnI vAt chhe. –hun koI nokar ke mAgaN nathI, paN chaitanyarAjA hun pote ja chhun–em
rAjA thaIne pote potAne sevavAnI A vAt chhe. are, AtmAno anubhavavA mATe
rAganI madad mAgavI e te kAI chaitanyane shobhe chhe? mAre koIkanI madad joIe, mAre
rAg joIe–em je dInatA kare chhe te to kAyar chhe, evA kAyar jIvo AtmarAjAne
bheTI shaktA nathI, tene anubhavI shaktA nathI. A to shUravIronun kAm chhe; vItarAgano
mArga e shUravIrano mArga chhe.–mane mArA AtmaanubhavamAn parano Ashray chhe ja nahIn,
vikalpano Ashray mane nathI. svAdhInapaNe mArI chetanAvaDe ja hun mArA AtmAne
anubhavun chhun.–AvA anubhavavaDe mokShanA dvAramAn pravesh thAy chhe.
anubhUti thatAn bhAn thayun ke ‘A chaitanyasvarUp AtmA hun chhun’ paryAyamAn gnAn–
rAg Adi anek bhAvo mishra chhe, paN temAn vivekabuddhivaDe, eTale bhedagnAnanI atyant
sUkShmatA vaDe bIjA badhA bhAvone judA pADIne je A ekalA chaitanyabhAvapaNe param
shAnt tattva anubhavAy chhe–te ja hun chhun–em AtmagnAn thAy chhe; AvA AtmagnAnamAn
jevo AtmA jaNAyo te ja hun chhun em nishank shraddhA thAy chhe; AvA gnAn
ane shraddhApUrvak AtmAmAn TharatAn AtmAnI siddha thAy chhe.
mArA AtmAno Avo anubhav karavo te kAI ashakya nathI, te shaky chhe–
thaI shake tevun chhe, ne te ja mAre karavAnun kAm chhe.–AvA svIkArapUrvak chaitanyasvarUp
AtmAno anubhav thaI shake chhe. dharmIne evo anubhav thayo chhe.–pahelAnn paN AtmA to
Avo anubhUti svarUp ja hato, kAI parabhAvarUp thayo na hato, paN agnAnadashAmAn
potAne rAgAdibhAvarUpe ja mAnIne tene ja sevato hato, rAgathI bhinna chaitanyasvarUp
AtmAne kadI ek kShaN paN sevyo na hato. have parabhAvathI bhinna chaitanyasvarUp
AtmAnun bhAn karyun tyAre apUrva gnAn–shraddhA–AcharaN pragaTyA, ne tyAre teNe
gnAnasvarUp AtmAnI sevA karI. eTale tene sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi thaI, tene mokShamArga
pragaTyo. te jANe