Atmadharma magazine - Ank 342a
(Year 29 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2498, A.D. 1972)
(English transliteration).

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: pra. vaishAkh : 2498 “Atmadharma” : 29 :
je jIv dharmI thayo tenun lakShaN shun? tene potAnA AtmAno anubhav kevo hoy? te
ahIn batAve chhe. jem ‘shrI phaL’ no andarano saphed mITho goLo chhe, te chhAlAn–kAchalI ne
chhAlathI judo chhe, tem chaitanyamUrti AnandarasathI bharel shrI phaL evo AtmA nokarma
dravyakarma–bhAvakarmathI judo, shuddha gnAnane Anandano goLo chhe. svasamvedan pratyakShathI mArA
AvA AtmAne hun jANun chhun. IndriyagnAnano je viShay nathI evA mArA atIndriy
AtmAne mArA sIdhA svasamvenadathI hun anubhavun chhun. AvA AtmAnA anubhavamAn koI
rAgAdi bhAvo nathI, koI bhang–bhedanA vikalpo nathI; vikalpanA svAdathI pAr atIndriy
Anandano svAd temAn Ave chhe.
agnAnadashAmAn Anandane bhUlIne vikAranI AkuLatAnun vedan hatun. jaDanA svAdanun ke
sparshAdinun vedan jIvane hotun nathI. are, atIndriy chaitanyatattva pote shAntinA
svabhAvavALun, tene IndriyaviShayomAn sukh kem hoy? pote chetanatattva, jaDamAn sukh mAne–
–e to unmatta jevun chhe. nadI kinAre beThelo unmatta mANas tyAn AvatA–jatA mANasone
tathA vAhanone potAnAn mAnIne dukhI thAy, tem agnAnIjIv mohathI unmatta chhe te
rAgAdiparabhAvorUpe potAne vede chhe tathA jaD sanyogane potAnA mAnIne dukhI thAy chhe.
have dharmI thayelo jIv jANe chhe ke arere, pUrve mohathI unmatta thaIne men paN anantakAL
dukhamAn gumAvyo. paN have vItarAgIgurunA upadeshathI mArun shuddha svarUp atIndriyagnAnavaDe
men jANI lIdhun chhe, mArA param sukhano svAd men chAkhyo chhe.
pahelAnn mArA mohane lIdhe hun atyant unmatta hato; mane mArA svarUpanun bhAn pahelAnn
na hatun, –paN te mArI ja bhUlane kAraNe tem hatun, koI bIjAne kAraNe tem na hatun. ane
have shrI gnAnIgurunA upadeshathI hun pote sAvadhAn thaIne mArun shuddha svarUp samajyo, mahAn
gnAnaprakAsh mane pragaTyo. juo, banne vAt karI; agnAnadashAmAn moh nimitta hato, ne
gnAnadashA thavAmAn shrI vItarAgIguru nimitta chhe; banne dashAmAn nimittanun gnAn karAvyun, paN
banne dashAmAn hun pote mArI avasthAthI tevo thayo hato; pahelAnn apratibuddha paN hun ja hato,
have agnAn TALIne pratibuddha paN hun ja thayo.
AmAn nimittarUp gnAnIguru kevA hoy tenI oLakhAN paN AvI gaI. aho,
mArA guru shuddhAtmAne anubhavanArA chhe ne rAgAdi sarve parabhAvothI atyant virakta chhe;
rAg sAthenI ekatA toDIne gnAn sAthe ekatA jemane pragaTI chhe, evA virakta gurue