Atmadharma magazine - Ank 350
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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koI paN paDakhethI jIvane potAnA svabhAv taraph jhukavAnA vichAr hoy chhe. pachhI
jyAre antaranI koI adbhut ugra dhArAthI svabhAv taraph UpaDe chhe tyAre vikalpo shAnt
thavA mAnDe chhe, ne chaitanyaras ghUnTAto jAy chhe. te vakhate vishuddhatAnA ati sUkShma
pariNAmonI dhArA vahe chhe, jIvanA pariNAm svarUpanA chintanamAn vadhu ne vadhu magna thatA
jAy chhe. pahelAnn AtmAnA svabhAvane lagatA anek prakAranAn vichAr hoy, tenA vaDe
svabhAv– mahimAne puShTa karato jAy chhe, paN te vakhate svabhAv pakaDavA mATe gnAnanI
mahattA chhe; te gnAn vikalpathI Aghun khasIne svabhAv taraph andar DhaLe chhe tyAre tene
potAnA sAchA svarUpanI mahattA samajAy chhe, ane pote kevo chhe – tenun bhAn thAy chhe.
te em jANe chhe ke–
hun ek shuddha sadA arUpI gnAn–darshanamay khare,
kaI anya te mArun jarI paramANamAtra nathI are!
shuddhAtam hai merA nAm, mAtra jAnanA merA kAm;
muktipurI hai merA dhAm, milatA jahAn pUrNa vishrAm.
hun shuddha ek chhun; rAgAdi bhAvothI atyant judI mArI chetanA chhe. agnino kaN
bhale nAno hoy paN te kAI baraphanI jAtano to na ja kahevAy ne? tem kaShAy –
ansh paN bhale shubh hoy paN te kAI akaShAy – shAntinI jAt to na ja kahevAy ne?
– em te jIv vikalpa ane gnAnanI jAtane tadna judI samaje chhe. rAg e pote dukh
chhe tethI temAn ekatva buddhi karavI te dukhanun mUL chhe. Atmasanmukh thavA Ichchhato jIv
tenAthI alipta rahevA prayatna kare chhe. te vichAre chhe ke hun koN chhun? kyAthi thayo chhun?
mArun kharun svarUp shun chhe? kyAn kAraNe mAre A sansAranI paLojaN chhe? – hun tene kaI
rIte tajun? te jANe chhe ke parapadArtha pratyenA mohane lIdhe ja hun mArA AtmasvarUpane
bhUlyo chhun; tethI sauthI pahelAn AtmAne oLakhIne mohane chhoDun.–em vichArI ekAntamAn
besI shAntachitte AtmasvarUpanun chintan kare chhe, andar tene jovAno prayatna kare chhe. tarat
thoDA divasamAn ja te na dekhAy topaN ALas karyAn vagar, ruchi ne dhUn chhoDyA, vagar
te draDh prayatna chAlu ja rAkhe chhe.
puNyamay bhAvothI jIvane svargAdinI prApti thAy chhe, ane pApamay bhAvothI
narakAdi gatinI prApti thAy chhe. sansAranI chAre gatithI chhUTavA mATe te mumukShu puNya – pAp
bannethI rahit evA gnAnasvabhAvano nirNay kare chhe. te jANe chhe ke vikalpathI nirNay te