Atmadharma magazine - Ank 350
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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bhAv sivAy kodhAdi koI bhAvone jarApaN potApaNe anubhavato nathI. eTale teno
kartA thato nathI. A rIte gnAnavaDe ja krodhAdinun kartApaNun chhUTI jAy chhe. chaitanyanA
gneyapaNe jaNAto rAg, teno svAd to chaitanyathI judo chhe, paN agnAnI te rAganA
svAdane chaitanyanA svAdamAn bheLavIne em anubhave chhe ke hun chaitanya ane A
krodhAdibhAvo mArun kArya; –em mAnIne chaitanya ane rAg bannene ekamekapaNe te
anubhave chhe.
are bhAI! kyAn tArI chaitanyajAt! ne kayAn rAganI jAt! temane kartA–karma
paNAno sambandh mAnavo te to anuchit chhe, chaitanyamAn te rAganun kartRutva shobhatun nathI.
chaitanya –amRutarUp bhagavAn AtmA, te marelAn jaD kalevarano kartA thAy – e te kAI
ene shobhe chhe? jem manuShyane bhUt vaLagyun hoy tyAn te manuShyanI cheShTA ja badhI
badalAIne bhUt jevI bihAmaNI bhayankar tenI cheShTA thaI jAray, e te kAI manuShyane
shobhe chhe? – nA, e to amAnuShI vyavahAr chhe, te kAI manuShyane uchit vyavahAr
nathI. tem shAnt – nirvikAr chaitanyaprabhu, tenI cheShTAo to shAnt chaitanyabhAv rUp hoy,
tene badale ‘hun krodh’ evA mithyAtvarUp bhUtane lIdhe te anek prakAranA rAg – dveSh –
puNya – pAp– krodhAdi bhAvonI cheShTA kare chhe ne te bhAvarUpe potAne anubhave chhe.
AchAryadev kahe chhe ke are bhAI! Avun bhUt tane kyAthi vaLagyun? chaitanyanun amRut
ane rAganun jher e bemAn ekamekapaNAnI durbuddhi tane kyAthi thaI? are jIv! tArA
nirvikAr chaitanyanI cheShTAmAn krodhAdi vikAranun kartRutva kem shobhe? vANIyAnA moDhAmAn
mAns te kAI shobhe? kadI na shobhe tem chaitanyanA bhAvamAn vikAranun kartRutva kadI shobhatun
nathI. chhatAn mAne to te agnAn chhe. krodhAdibhAvonI cheShTA te kAI chaitanyane mATe yogya
nathI. mATe he bhAI, tun chaitanya ane krodhane atyant judA jANIne agnAnamay cheShTAone
chhoD.
vaLI jem koI agnAnI pADAnun dhyAn karatAn – karatAn evo tallIn thaI gayo
ke ‘hun moTA shIngaDAmvALo moTo pADo chhun’ em potAne pADArUpe ja anubhavavA lAgyo,
eTale oraDAnA bAraNAmAnthI jANe hun bahAr nahIn nIkaLI shakun – em tene thaI gayun.
joke te manuShya chhe ne bAraNAmAnthI bahAr nIkaLI shake tevo chhe, paN agnAnane lIdhe
potAne pADo ja mAnIne oraDAmAn pUrAI rahe chhe. tem agnAnI Indriy ane mananA
viShayarUp paradravyane jANatAn tenA vikalpomAn evo tallIn thaI gayo ke ‘hun jANanAro
shuddha chaitanyadhAtu ja chhun” e vAt bhUlIne, vikalporUpe ja potAne anubhavato thako temAn
ja shuddhachaitanyadhAtune rokI dIdhI. kharekhar to pote chaitanyadhAtu chhe ne