Atmadharma magazine - Ank 350
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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ane rAgano svAd– e banne svAdanI atyant bhinnatA anubhavAy tyAre
bhedagnAnashakti UghaDI jAray chhe; tyAre te gnAnIdharmAtmA em jANe chhe ke ahA, Avo
chaitanyaras pUrve kadI men chAkhyo na hato; A apUrva chaitanyasvAdapaNe anAdianant
nirantar mAro AtmA anubhavAy chhe; AvA chaitanyarasamAn atIndriy Anand bharyo chhe;
A svAd pAse rAgAdi badhA bhAvo besvAd chhe, mArA chaitanyasvAdamAn parabhAvano koI
svAd nathI. viShayono ashubhasvAd, ke bhakti vagere shubharAgano svAd, te badhAyanI
jAtathI mAro chaitanyaras judI ja jAtano chhe. AvA chaitanyaras sAthe kaShAyarasanun
ekapaNun mAnavun te to agnAnathI ja chhe. gnAnIne potAnA gnAnarasamAn koIpaN prakAranA
rAganI ekatA bhAsatI nathI, rAgathI judI ne judI gnAnarasanI dhArA tenA antaramAn
nirantar vahe chhe. anant atIndriy Anandano khajAno antaramAn bhedagnAnavaDe tene khUlI
gayo chhe. te ThAnsoThAns bharelA chaitanyanA AnandamAn have koI sUkShma vikalpa paN samAy
nahIn. nirantar ek sahaj gnAn ja hun chhun, kRutrim krodhAdi kaShAyabhAvo te hun nathI – em
dharmI anubhave chhe. ‘krodh – rAgAdi hun chhun’ evI Atmabuddhi te jarApaN karato nathI.
bhale shAstranA shabdonI dhAraNA na hoy, shivabhUti muni javAne मा रुष... मा
तुष eTalA shabdo paN yAd rahetA na hatA, chhatAn andaranA vedanamAn rAgathI judo
chaitanyaras atyant spaShTa anubhavAto hato; te chaitanyarasanA anubhavanI dhUnamAn lIn
thaIne antarmuhUrtamAn kevaLagnAn pAmyA.
मा रुष... मा तुष bhale yAd na rahyun paN
andaranA svasamvedanavaDe shAntachaitanyaras ane krodhAdi kaShAyaras – banne ne atyant judA
karI nAnkhyA, ahA, kyAn chaitanyanI shAnti! ne kyAn krodhAdinI AkuLatA!! tene
ekamekapaNe gnAnI kem anubhave? chaitanyanI shAntimAn kaShAyano agnikaN kem samAy?
– Avun spaShTa bhinnapaNun bhedagnAnavaDe anubhavamAn Ave tyAre jIv gnAnI thayo kahevAy,
ane te gnAnI Anandamay gnAnachetanArUp vidhAnaghanapaNe ja vartato thako, rAgAdi sarve
parabhAvono atyant akartA ja chhe. A rIte atyant madhur chaitanyarasanA svAdathI
bharelA bhedagnAn vaDe ja rAgAdinA kartApaNAno nAsh thAy chhe –e vAt siddha thaI
aho, AtmAmAn bharelo Avo saras chaitanyasvAd, tenI mIThAsanI shI vAt!
bhedagnAnavaDe he jIv! tun tArA chaitanyarasane ekavAr chAkh to kharo. tane tAro Akho
AtmA param atIndriy AnandarUpe anubhavAshe.