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aho, nirNayamAn keTalI tAkAt chhe! vikalpathI lAbh mAne te nirNay sAcho nahi.
‘gnAnasvabhAv’ ja tyAre nakakI thAy ke vikalpathI judo paDe tyAre; kemake gnAnasvabhAvamAn
vikalpanI to nAsti ja chhe. bhAI! AtmAnA anubhavanI ramatun judI chhe. – jeno
nirNay karatAn AkhI duniyAno ras UDI jAy; AkhI duniyA phare toy eno nirNay na
phare. kemake te nirNayamAn gnAnasvabhAvanun ja avalamban chhe, bIjA koInun avalamban emAn
nathI. bhAI! ekavAr haiyun sarakhun rAkhIne AvA gnAnasvabhAvano nirNay kar. ‘gnAn
svabhAv chhun’ em nirNay karavA jAy tyAn rAganI – puNyanI – sanyoganI honsh rahe nahIn,
kemake tenAthI judA gnAnasvabhAvano nirNay karavo chhe, te nirNay karavA mATe
antarasvabhAv taraph gnAn DhaLe chhe. vachche vikalpa hoy chhe paN gnAnano jhukAv te vikalpa
taraph nathI, gnAnano jhukAv gnAnasvabhAv taraph ja chhe; te gnAn kAI vikalpane rachatun nathI,
judun rahe chhe. (gnAnasvabhAvanA apUrva nirNayanI vAt sAmbhaLatA mumukShuo DolI UThe chhe
ne kahe chhe ke aho! (AtmAnA anubhavanI ekadam saras vAt chhe!)
bhagavAn! tArA svabhAvanA nirNayanI vAt paN apUrva chhe gnAnasvabhAvano
nirNay karanArane bIjA koIno mahimA raheto nathI, ke tenA vaDe potAnI moTAI
bhAsatI nathI. aho, Avo gnAnasvabhAv prasiddha karIne ‘AtmakhyAti’ mAn AchAryadeve
kamAl karI chhe! bhAI, gnAnasvabhAvano nirNay karavA jaIsh tyAn vikalpamAnthI tArI buddhi
haTI jashe. Avo nirNay kare te gnAnasvabhAv taraph jhukIne nirvikalpa anubhav kare chhe.
aho, chaitanyanA anant kiraNono prakAsh anubhavamAn jhaLakI UThe chhe.... anant guNanAn
kiraNo ek sAthe phUTe chhe. je anubhUtimAn bhagavAn pragaTyA tenI shI vAt! bApu, tArI
anubhUtimAn tAro chaitanya bhagavAn na Ave ne ekalI pAmaratArUpe ja tun tane dekh to
tAro sAcho AtmA ten dekhyo nathI, bhagavAne kahelA gnAnasvabhAvane ten nirNayamAn paN
lIdho nathI. are, ekavAr gnAnasvabhAvane lakShamAn laIne teno nirNay to kar. nirNayamAn
sAchun svarUp AvyA vagar tun anubhav kono karIsh? mATe kahyun ke pratham ja gnAnasvabhAv
AtmAno nirNay karavo.
A vAt koI sAdhAraN nathI; A to antaranA svabhAvane anubhavamAn
laIne paryAyamAn prasiddha karavAnI apUrva vAt chhe. mokShalakShmIne mATe A
kevaLIprabhunAn kaheN chhe. svabhAvanA gambhIrabhAvo AmAn bharyA chhe. je lakShamAn letAn
rAg vagaranI anubhUtimAn AtmAno sAkShAtkAr thAy, parameshvar AtmA potAnI
paryAyamAn prasiddha thAy – evo svabhAv batAvyo chhe. A TIkAnun