Atmadharma magazine - Ank 352
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
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Atmadharma
varSha 30
saLang ank 352
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jinapravachananI khUbI... adbhut chaitanyamahimA!
jinapravachananun je rahasya Aje ApaNane shrI
gurudevanA mukhethI sAmbhaLavA maLe chhe–temAn ek khUbI chhe...
evI sundar khUbI chhe ke jyAn sudhI e pravachan sAmbhaLIe
tyAn sudhI satatapaNe chaitanya paramavastu ja jagatamAn
sarvotkRuShTa mahimAvant lAge chhe ne enA sivAy bIjA koI
rAgAdibhAvo ke sanyogo mahimAvant lAgatA nathI. –
jinapravachan vaDe je paramasvabhAvanA mahimAne lakShagat kare
chhe tenI ruchimAn mahAn palaTo thaI jAy chhe. ane
chaitanyatattvamAn tenI ruchi evI ghUsI jAy chhe ke antaramAn
UnDe praveshIne chaitanyanA anant nirmaL bhAvone bahAr
kADhIne AnandathI tene vede chhe. AvA chaitanyamahimAnI
vItarAgI dhArA gurudevanA pravachanamAn sadAy vahe chhe... tene
jhIlIne he jIvo! antaramAn adbhut chaitanyamahimAno
sAkShAtkAr karo... tyAre ja jinapravachananun paramagambhIr
rahasya kharekharUn samajAshe.

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bandhuo, Aje ApanA hAthamAn Atmadharmano hammeshAn karatAn nAno
A ank muktAn joke thoDo sankoch to thAy chhe chhatAn paN nAnakaDA ank
dvArAy gurudevanA tAjA pravachanonI madhurI prasAdI thoDIghaNI paN ame
Apane pahonchADI shakIe chhIe tethI santoSh mAnIe chhIe; ne Apane paN
te vAnchIne jarUr prasannatA thashe.
Am to sampAdakanI tabIyatane kAraNe A ank bandh rAkhavAno
vichAr karel, paN ghaNA jignAsuo taraphathI lAgaNIpUrvak evI salAh thaI
ke hajAro jignasuo Atmadharma vAnchavA IntejAr hashe mATe koIpaN rIte
ank bahAr paDe to sArUn. –amane paN e vyAjabI lAgyun; tethI jevaDo
banI shake tevaDo ank paN bahAr pADavo em vichArIne mAtra ra4 pAnAnno
A ank ApanA hAthamAn ApIe chhIe. trIs varShanA niyamit prakAshanamAn
Atmadharmano ank bandh rahevAno prasang mAtra ekaj vAr banyo chhe. A
nAno ank Ap ekane badale be vAr vAnchasho to ochhA pAnAnun sATun vaLI
jashe; temaj ame paN have pachhInA ankomAn visheSh sAmagrI ApIne adhUrA
pAnAnnI khoT pUrI karIshun.
param pUjya gurudevanI mangal chhAyAmAn Anand–mangalapUrvak
Atmadharma vadhune vadhu pragati sAdhI rahyun chhe. A varShanI sharUAtathI ja
ApaNI grAhak sankhyA traN hajArano AnkaDo vaTAvI chukI chhe–je atyAr
sudhInA 30 varShamAn sauthI vadhu chhe. mAtra chAr rUpiyAnA lavAjamamAn Apane
bheTapustak paN maLe chhe; ne Atmadharma dvArA jainadharmanA je uttam vItarAgI
sanskAro maLe chhe te to jignAsuomAn ghareghare prasiddha chhe. Ap paN
Atmadharma vAncho... temAn kahelAn tattvane samajo ane uttam vItarAgI
dharmasanskAr vaDe bhavabhramaNathI chhUTavAno mArga prApta karo... AtmadharmanA
uttam sanskAro tamane jarUr AtmAno mahAn Anand Apashe.
जय जिनेन्द्र

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 1 :
vArShik vIr san. ra499
lavAjam mAh
chAr rUpiyA phebruArI 1973
suvarNapurInA mangal samAchAr
suvarNapurImAn pU. gurudevanI mangalachhAyAmAn mumukShu jIvone AtmalAbhano sonerI
avasar chhe. A kALe santonI AvI mangalachhAyA prApta thavI te mumukShu jIvonA mahA
bhAgya chhe. gurudevanA pratApe sonagaDhamAn roj roj dharmavRuddhinA mangalaprasango banyA kare
chhe, te prasangomAnthI paramAgamanA sArarUp potAnA nijAtmAnI apUrva bhAvanA prApta
karIne ‘AtmalAbh’ te mumukShunun kartavya chhe. aho, gurudevanI mangalachhAyAmAn dharmavRuddhinA
prasango suvarNapurImAn nitanit banyA kare chhe... tenA samAchAr ApatAn Anand thAy chhe.
Avo AtmalAbh denArA guru maL‌yA te dhanya prasang chhe.
param pUjya gurudev sukh–shAntimAn birAjamAn chhe. mahAsud pAnchamathI savAranA
pravachanamAn shrI niyamasAr–paramAgamanun vAnchan punaH (kul dashamI vakhat) pahelethI sharU
thayun chhe. niyamasAranI rachanA AchArya bhagavAne ‘nijabhAvanA’ arthe karI chhe... param
gambhIr chaitanya paramadevanI antarmukh bhAvanAnun temAn vAramvAr UnDun UnDun gholan karyun chhe...
ne vItarAgarasane puShTa karyo chhe. evA A paramAgam dvArA nijAtmabhAvanAnun pharI–pharIne
gholan karatAn gurudev paN prasannachittathI vadhune vadhu khIlatA jAy chhe, ne
adhyAtmarasajharatAn pravachano sAmbhaLatAn mumukShu shrotAjano paN nijAtmAnI
samyakbhAvanA prApta karIne Anandit thAy chhe.

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: ra : Atmadharma : mAh : ra499 :
pravachanano mangal prArambh karatAn ja gurudeve kahyun ke A niyamasAr bahu UnchI
vastu chhe; tenA dvArA potAnA shuddhAtmAnI bhAvanA vAramvAr karavA jevI chhe, sarvagna
paramAtmAno nirdoSh upadesh jANIne, men nijabhAvanA mATe A shAstra rachyun chhe.. eTale
bIjA shrotAjanoe paN A shAstra dvArA vAramvAr nijabhAvanA kartavya chhe. evI bhAvanA
mATe A niyamasAr pharIpharIne vanchAy chhe.
prasannatAthI gurudev kahe chhe ke–
Aje (mAh sud pAnchame) dashalakShaNadharmano pahelo divas chhe. vItarAgI
dashalakShaNadharma varShamAn traNavAr (mahA chaitra ane bhAdaravA mAsamAn) Ave chhe. temAn mAh
mAsanA dasalakShaN parvano Aje pahelo divas chhe... tethI mangal divas chhe, ane Aje
ApaNe paN ahIn lAbhachoghaDIye paramAgam–pravachanasAr kotaravAno prArambh thAy chhe.
mangaLamAn loko lakhe chhe ke ‘lAbh savAyA. ’ –ApaNe paN lAbhano ja prasang chhe.
Atma–lAbh te mokSha chhe. AtmAnI pUrNa shuddhadashAnI prAptirUp mokShane
‘AtmalAbh’ kahevAy chhe. –A paryAyaapekShAe lAbh chhe.
ane dravya traNekALe pAriNAmikabhAve prApta chhe, tene ‘dravya–AtmalAbh’
kahevAy chhe.
Aje lAbhachoghaDIye paramAgamanA kotarakAmamAn pravachanasAranI kotaraNIno
mangal prArambh thAy chhe. A rIte dharmanA lAbhano A prasang chhe.
samayasAranun kotarakAm Aje samApta thAy chhe, ne pravachanasAranA kotarakAmano
prArambh thAy chhe; panchAstikAyanun kotarakAm pahelAnn pUrun thaI gayun chhe. ne niyamasAranA
pravachanonI Aje pharI mangal sharUAt thAy chhe. A rIte paramAgamanI prabhAvanAno
avasar chhe. antarmukh thaIne nijAtmAnI bhAvanA eTale ke anubhUti karavI te vItarAgI
paramAgamonun tAtparya chhe.
mangaLamAn jinavANIrUp “ nA mahimApUrvak gurudeve kahyun ke ahA! samavasaraNamAn
tIrthankar bhagavAnanA sarvAngethI je dhvani chhUTato hashe–te kevo hashe? enI shI vAt! e
vANImAn je shuddhAtmA kahyo chhe tenI pharIpharIne bhAvanA AchAryadeve A niyamasAramAn
karI chhe.
mangaLamAn TIkAkAr shrI padmaprabhamunirAj sarvagnaparamAtmAne namaskAr karatAn kahe chhe

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 3 :
ke he jinaparamAtmA! amArA antaramAn Ap birAjo chho... tyAn jagatanA bIjA koI
mohI devone ame kem namIe? gnAnadarshanasampanna svasamvedan–pratyakSha evo hun AtmA,
mokShano sAdhak–te vItarAg sarvagnaparamAtmA sivAy bIjA sansArI–mohamugdha jIvone
kem namun?
aho, amArA gnAnamAn sarvagnaparamAtmA vase chhe; temAn rAgano kaIyo paN na
samAy tyAn bIjA mohI–agnAnI jIvone ame kem mAnIe? amArA dev param–
vItarAg sarvagna ja chhe ke jemaNe bhavone jItI lIdhA chhe... ame mokShane sAdhanArA, to
amArA IShTadev paN evA chhe ke jemaNe AtmAnI vItarAgatAvaDe bhavane jItI lIdhA chhe.
–AvA paramAtmAne oLakhIne temane ja hun vandun chhun.
mAh sud pAnchamanI bapore lagabhag savAbAr vAge pU. gurudevanA haste mashIn
par pravachanasAr kotarAvAno mangal prArambh thayo. temAn pratham “ tathA TIkAno pahelo
mangaL shlok
[सर्वव्याप्येक...) gurudevanA suhaste utsAhabharyA vAtAvaraNamAn kotarAyo hato.
gnaAnatattvanao saAdhaka maumaukShau
AtmAnA AnandasvabhAv sivAy bIje kyAy, koI padArthamAn jene
utsAh nathI, harSha–shok pratye jenA vIryano ullAs nathI, ullAs ekamAtra
AtmAnI prAptino chhe; –Avo jIv mokShano arthI chhe; ne mokShane arthe te
anubhUtisvarUp potAnA AtmAnun sevan kare chhe.
sharIrasambandhI anukUL IndriyaviShayomAn jeTalo rAg chhe teTalo
pratikULatAno dveSh paN Ubho ja chhe. e ja rIte pratikULatA pratye jeTalo dveSh chhe
teTalo anukUL viShayomAn rAg paN Ubho ja chhe. are, ek gnAyakatattva, temAn
vaLI rAg–dveSh kevA? A anukUL ne A pratikUL e vAt gnAnatattvamAn kevI?
nindAnI jhapaT bole ke prashansAnA puShpa verAy–gnAnane te aDatA nathI.
AvA gnAnatattvane sAdhanAr mumukShujIv jagatanA pratibandh vagar nijAnandane
sAdhe chhe.

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: 4 : Atmadharma : mAh : ra499 :
shrI samayasAr–paramAgam ane niyamasAr–paramAgam
e banne upar pravachano dvArA gurudev chaitanyanA shAnt–
adhyAtmarasanI dhArA varasAvI rahyA chhe. samayasAramAn
AsravaadhikAr dvArA, gnAnIne gnAnamay bhAvane lIdhe kevun
nirAsravapaNu chhe–te batAvyun chhe; ane niyamasAramAn shuddhabhAv
adhikAr dvArA gnAnInA antaramAn upAdeyarUp shuddha param
chaitanyatattva kevun chhe–te batAvyun chhe. temAnthI Anandamay
shuddhatattvane anubhavagamya karAve evI thoDIk prasAdI ahIn
ApI chhe. (san.)
samyagdraShTine potAnA kAraN–kArya banne shuddha chhe. ane te samyagdraShTi jANe chhe ke
bIjA jIvomAn kAraNatattva sadA shuddha chhe. pariNatinI ashuddhatA kAI dravya–guNamAn praveshI
nathI gaI eTale dravya–guN ashuddha thaI gayA nathI.
agnAnInA AtmAmAny kAraNatattva sadAy shuddha chhe. paN tene potAnA shuddha
kAraNasvabhAvanI khabar nathI. jo kAraNatattvanI shuddhatAne jANe to tene kArya paN shuddha
thAy ja.
dekhAtun nathI. gnAnIe jyAn shuddha kAraNatattvane jANyun tyAn paryAy paN tenA Ashraye shuddha
thaIne pariNamI chhe, eTale gnAnIne to kAraN–kArya banne shuddha chhe. pachhI je alparAgAdi
ashuddhatA hoy te shuddhatAthI bahAr chhe–judI chhe; te kharekhar gnAnInun kArya nathI.
aho, AvA kAraN–kAryane samyagdraShTijIv paramAgamanA anupam rahasya vaDe
jANe chhe; aho, ekatvasvarUp shuddha AtmA badhA jIvomAn shobhe chhe. evA shuddhatattvane
dekhanArI draShTi te dravyadraShTi chhe; ne AvI dravyadraShTivALo jIv samyagdraShTi chhe.
samyagdraShTi potAnA shuddha tattvane jANe chhe, shuddha paryAy thaI chhe tene paN jANe chhe.
ane k kashuddhatA bAkI rahI chhe tene paN jANe chhe.

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 5 :
dharmIe chaitanyanI vItarAgI shAnti vedI chhe; te chaitanyanI shAnti pAse shubharAgano
kaShAyakaN paN tene agni jevo lAge chhe. chaitanyanI shAntimAnthI bahAr nIkaL‌yo tyAre
rAganI ashAnti UbhI thaI. paN chaitanyanI shAnti jeNe dekhI nathI tene shubharAg agni
jevo lAgato nathI. ahA, chaitanyanI shAntino svAd jeNe chAkhyo te to rAgathI chhUTo paDI
gayo–pachhI rAg shubh ho ke ashubh, te badhAy rAg ashAnti chhe– ghor sansAranun mUL chhe.
are, rAgamAn te chaitanyanI shAnti kem hoy?
ahA, paramAgamanA rahasyane valovI valovIne vItarAgI santoe chaitanyanI
shAnti rUp mAkhaN kADhyun chhe. bhAI! paramAgamane valovIne temAnthI tun shubhAshubh rAg na
kADhIsh; shubharAg te kaI paramAgamano sAr nathI. paramAgamano sAr, paramAgamanun
mAkhaN, paramAgamanun rahasya to antaramAn shAntino sAgar AtmA chhe, tene anubhavamAn
le. aho, akaShAyashAntino sAgar AtmA chhe; e amRutanA dariyAmAnthI rAganA jherano
kaIyo na nIkaLe.
chaitanyanA svabhAvamAnthI siddhapad ane kevaLagnAnanI shuddhatA nIkaLe tyAre paN
shaktimAn shuddhatA evI ne evI purepUrI chhe, shakti kAI ochhI nathI thaI gaI. tem ja
paryAyamAn ochhI shuddhatA hoy tyAre dravyamAn shaktirUpe vadhAre chhe–em paN nathI. tem ja
agnAnadashA vakhatey shuddha svabhAv shaktipaNe evo ne evo ja hato–paN te vakhate tenun
bhAn potAne na hatun, bhAn thatAn have khabar paDI ke ahA, jevun shuddha tattva atyAre
anubhavamAn–shraddhAmAn Avyun evun ja shuddha tattva pUrve paN mArAmAn hatun ja. –have tenun bhAn
thatAn paryAy paN shuddha thaI. aho, jeNe Avun shuddha tattva pratItamAn lIdhun–anubhavamAn lIdhun
te samyagdraShTine dhanya chhe... munio paN tenI prashansA ane anumodanA kare chhe. AvA
tattvane anubhavanArA munivaro vandanIy chhe, ne samyagdraShTio paN prashansanIy chhe.
ahA, Avun shuddha chaitanyatattva jorashorathI santoe tane sambhaLAvyun, to have Aje
ja tun AvA chaitanyatattvane anubhavamAn leje. AjathI ja sharUAt karI deje. AtmAnA
lAbhano A avasar chhe. bhAI, tun munjhAIsh nahIn... agnAnamAn game teTalo kAL vItyo
paN tAro svabhAv melo thaI gayo nathI, te to evo ne evo shuddha chhe; tenun bhAn karatAn
agnAn TaL‌yun ne param shAnti pragaTI; tyAn dharmI potAnA kAraNakArya bannene shuddha jANe chhe.
ashuddhatA to upar–uparanI chhe. upar–upar eTale shun? kAI asankhya pradesh–

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mAnthI uparanA thoDAk pradeshamAn chhe ane andaranA pradeshomAn nathI–em nathI, paryAy to
sarva pradeshomAn chhe paN te ashuddha paryAy andar UnDe eTale ke dravya–guNamAn praveshatI nathI,
dravya–guN ashuddha thayA nathI, mATe ashuddhatAne upar–uparanI kahI chhe. te ashuddhatA vakhate
antaradraShTithI dharmAtmA potAnA shuddha dravyaguNasvabhAvane jANe chhe, tem ja paryAyamAn jeTalI
shuddhatA varte chhe tene paN jANe chhe. ne ashuddhatA vidyamAn chhe tene paN (svabhAvathI
bhinnapaNe) jANe chhe. badhAne jANavA chhatAn, paramAgamanA sArarUp shuddhatattvane ja te
antaramAn upAdeyapaNe anubhave chhe. aho, shuddhatattvanA rasik jIvo! AvA paramatattvane
jANIne Aje ja teno anubhav karo. (samayasAr gAthA 168)
samyagdarshan thayun tyAn pUrNAnandasvarUp AtmA dharmInA anubhavamAn Avyo, tyAn
rAg sAtheno sansarga tene chhUTI gayo... tenI gnAnaparyAyamAn rAgAdinun kartRutva na rahyun, temAn
ekatAbuddhi na rahI; eTale rAgAdi sAthe nahi maLelo evo gnAnamayabhAv tene pragaTyo;
te gnAnamayabhAvamAn rAganun mishrapaNun nathI, gnAnamayabhAv rAgathI judo ja chhe, rAg
vagarano ja chhe. ane gnAnIno Avo gnAnamayabhAv bandhanun jarA paN kAraN nathI; e to
potAne rAgathI bhinna svabhAvapaNe ja prakAshe chhe.
aho, pUrNaAnandadhAm AtmA jyAn dhyeyamAn Avyo tyAn dharmIne gnAnamay dashA
thaI ne rAg tenAthI chhUTo paDI gayo, te pharIne gnAn sAthe kadI ekamek thato nathI. jem
jhADamAnthI kharelun phaL pharIne jhAD sAthe choTatun nathI, tem chaitanyadraShTithI
pUrNAnandasvabhAvane pratItamAn lIdho tyAn dharmInA gnAnabhAvathI rAgAdibhAvo chhUTA paDI
gayA– phaLanI jem kharI gayA; have pharIthI kadI te rAgAdibhAvo gnAn sAthe ek thAy
nahIn, dharmInun gnAn rAgamAn kadI tanmay thAy nahIn. sarvagnabhagavAne jevo AtmA joyo
tevo ja dharmIjIv potAnA svasamvedan–pratyakSha anubhavapUrvak jue chhe. ahA, atIndriy
AnandanA vedanamAn rAg kevo? jem kevaLagnAnamAn rAg nathI, tem sAdhakanA gnAnamAn paN
rAg nathI; rAg hovA chhatAn tenun gnAn rAgathI judun ne judun ja varte chhe. te rAgathI bhinna
potAnA param chaitanyasvabhAvane atIndriy Anandasahit anubhave chhe; temAn rAgAdi
dukhamay bhAvo praveshatA nathI paN kharI jAy chhe.
are, dharmInA chaitanyabhAvamAn rAgano kalesh kevo? atIndriy chaitanyanI shAntimAn
rAganI ashAnti kevI? shubh rAg tenun sAdhan paN thaI shakato nathI. are bApu! rAg
to dukh chhe, te tArI shAntinun sAdhan kem thAy? tArI shAntinun kharUn sAdhan to tArAmAn
anant shAntino samudra bharyo chhe– te ja chhe. AvI shAntinA vedan pUrvak

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 7 :
dharmIne apratihatabhAve gnAn ane rAg bhinna thayA te have pharIne kadI ek thAy nahIn;
rAgano koI ansh dharmIne kadI potAnA chaitanyabhAvapaNe bhAse nahi. chaitanyabhAvarUp
potAne sadAy rAgathI judo ne judo anubhave chhe– AvI samyagdraShTinI dashA chhe. bhale
atyAre kShAyopashamikabhAve samyaktva hoy paN dharmIne temAn evun jor chhe ke kShAyikabhAv
sAthe apratihatapaNe tenI joDaNI karI dye–AvI nishankatAnA jorathI AchAryadev kahe chhe
ke amArun gnAn rAgathI chhUTun paDyun chhe te have pharIne kadI rAg sAthe ek thavAnun nathI.
sarAg bhUmikAmAn paN dharmIno samyaktvabhAv to rAgathI judo ja chhe.
samyaktvAdi gnAnamay bhAvo chhe te badhAy vItarAg ja chhe; ne rAgAdi bhAvo to chetanathI
vilakShaN hovAthI agnAnamay chhe, teo kAI chaitanyanA svabhAvo nathI dharmIno chaitanya
bhAv te achetan (rAgAdi) bhAvothI evo judo paDyo ke anshamAtra bheLaseL thAy
nahi; gnAnano koI ansh rAgamAnn bhaLe ne rAgano koI ansh gnAnamAn na bhaLe. jem
chetan–achetanane ekapaNun kadI na thAy, tem gnAn ane rAgane ekapaNun kadI nathI. gnAn
rAgathI tadna judun paDyun tyAre to samyaktva thayun. badhA vikalpothI bhinna nirvikalpa
chaitanyanI anubhUti thayA vagar samyaktva thAy nahi. chaitanyanI nirvikalpa shAntimAn
rAgano koI vikalpa samAy nahIn.
paramAgamano sAr e chhe ke antaramAn parabhAvothI bhinna potAnI shuddha
chaitanyavastune gnAnamAn–shraddhAmAn–anubhavamAn levI. chaitanyachamatkAr te param tattva chhe;
vyavahAranA vikalpo te kAI param tattva nathI; param tattvanA anubhavamAn–gnAnamAn–
shraddhAmAn te vikalpono abhAv chhe. samyagdraShTi AvA adbhut tattvane antaramAn dekhe chhe...
temAn koI bhed–vikalpa–rAg ke parano sambandh dekhAto nathI... dravyamAn–guNamAn–paryAyamAn
shuddhatA anubhavAy chhe; je ashuddhatA chhe te shuddha tattvanA anubhavathI bahAr chhe. AvA
tattvane shuddha tattvarasik jIvo anubhave chhe. A tattvamAn ekalI shAnti ja chhe... ekalI
shAntino sAgar AtmA, temAn vikalponI ashAnti kem hoy? are jIv! AvA shAnt
shuddha tattvano rasik thaIne tene anubhavamAn le. A ek ja tattvarasik jIvonun nirantar
kartavya chhe.
shuddha chaitanyamay ek bhAv ja hun chhun, ne tenAthI bhinna rAgAdi sarve bhAvo te hun
nathI. ujvaL gnAnavaDe dharmI jIvo AvA tattvane anubhave chhe; ne te ja sarva siddhAntano
sAr chhe.

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: 8 : Atmadharma : mAh : ra499 :
mArA chaitanyanI anubhUtithI bhinna je koI bhAvo chhe te badhAy par–svabhAvo chhe,
te hun nathI. – aho mokShArthI jIvo! chaitanyanA AvA param svabhAvane udArachittathI
sevo. chaitanyathI bhinna je koI parabhAvo chhe te AtmA nathI, sahaj ek chaitanyabhAv
paNe je potAmAn anubhavAy chhe te param tattva ja AtmA chhe. –te ja hun chhun–em dharmI
anubhave chhe. – Avo anubhav te sarva siddhAntano sAr chhe.
chaitanyanI vItarAgI shAnti jeNe vedI chhe tene shubharAgamAn paN ashAnti ane
kalesh lAge chhe. dharmIjIvane savikalpadashA ho ke nirvikalpadashA ho, –tyAn je gnAnapariNati
chhe te to rAgathI judI ja chhe, te kAI bandhanun kAraN nathI; tyAn je rAg chhe te ja bandhanun
kAraN chhe. eTale gnAn bandhanun kAraN thatun na hovAthI gnAnIne bandhan ja nathI em kahyun
chhe. gnAnabhAv bandhanun kAraN nathI ane rAgabhAv bandhanun kAraN chhe–em bannenI tadna
bhinnatA chhe. gnAnabhAvano kartA gnAnI rAgabhAvano kartA thato nathI. gnAnabhAv bandhanun
kAraN nahi paN mokShanun ja kAraN thAy chhe, ne rAgabhAv mokShanun kAraN nahi paN bandhanun
ja kAraN thAy chhe. – e bannenI jAt ja judI chhe. ane rAganun astitva to gnAnanI
hINI dashA vakhate ja hoy chhe, eTale jaghanya gnAnadashA vakhate je bandhan thAy chhe temAn
gnAnano kAI doSh nathI. jaghanya gnAnapariNamanane bandhanun kAraN kahyun tyAn em samajavun ke
kharekhar gnAnapariNAm kAI bandhanun kAraN nathI paN te gnAn vakhate vartato rAg ja
bandhanun kAraN chhe. sAdhakane A rIte gnAn ane rAg banne sAthe rahevAmAn kAI virodh
nathI, paN temAn je rAg chhe te ja bandhanun kAraN chhe, ane je gnAn chhe te bandhanun kAraN thatun
nathI–Am bannenI bhinnatA oLakhavI joIe. temAnthI gnAnabhAvane ja gnAnInun kArya
kahyun, ne tethI tene abandh kahyo. rAgane to gnAnathI bhinna bandhabhAvamAn rAkhyo. –te
gnAnInun kArya nathI.
AvA bhedagnAnavaDe gnAnIe potAnA AtmAne anant chaitanyabhAvasahit
anubhavyo chhe. teNe rAgathI bhinnatA to jANI chhe, ane hajI je abuddhipUrvak, ekatvabuddhi
vagaranA rAgAdi bAkI chhe tene paN chhoDavA mATe vAramvAr upayogane antaramAn ekAgra
karIne. svashaktine anubhave chhe. nIchalI dashAmAn nirvikalpadashA kyArek–kyArek Ave chhe,
ne pachhI munine to vAramvAr nirvikalpadashA thayA kare chhe... rAgathI tadna judo
chaitanyagoLo mahA Anand sahit anubhave chhe. aho, Avo anubhav te vItarAgamArga
chhe. vItarAgamArga to alaukik mArga chhe, jagatathI judI jAtano vItarAgamArga chhe.
(visheSh mATe juo pAnun: 16)

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 9 :
shankA ane krodh vaDe jIvanA bhAvamAn ek kShaNamAn kevun
parivartan thaI jAy chhe, ane e ja jIv kShaNamAtramAn potAnA
bhAvone palaTIne kevo ujjavaL thaI jAy chhe–tenun sundar
Alekhan A nAnakaDI dharmakathAmAn Ap vAnchasho. (san.)
kaushAmbI nagarImAn prasiddha ek kalAkAr hato; enun nAm ‘angArak. ’ te ghaNo
kushaL kalAkAr hovA uparAnt dharmano premI ane udAr paN hato; kaLA sAthe A be guNo
hovAthI tenI pratiShThA jhaLakI UThI hatI. AbhUShaNomAn kimmatI hIrAmANek jaDavA te tenun
mukhya kArya hatun ane temAn te ghaNo ja kushaL hato. kimmatI ratno vaDe jIvanamAn anek
AbhUShaNone te shaNagArI chUkyo hato parantu ratnatrayarUpI ratno vaDe potAnA AtmAne
hajI sudhI te shaNagArI shakyo na hato.
Aje kalAkAranun nivAsasthAn padmarAg–maNinI raktaprabhAthI jhagamag jhagamag
thaI rahyun chhe. te padmamaNinI sAme najar mAnDIne angArak vichArI rahyo chhe ke “A
kimmatI maNine AbhUShaNamAn kaI rIte besADavo? kemake A koI sAdhAraN chIj nathI,
A to kaushAmbInA mahArAjA gandharvasene AbhUShaNamAn besADavA mATe Apel mahA kimmatI
padmarAgamaNi chhe. mArI kalA upar vishvAs mukIne mahArAjAe mane A kAm sompyun chhe;
mATe AbhUShaNamAn te evI uttam rIte jaDavo joIe ke tenI shobhA ekadam jhaLakI
UThe.” A vichArathI kalAkAr te padmamaNine ghaDIkamAn dAgInAnI ek taraph goThavato, ne
ghaDIkamAn bIjI taraph goThavato, vaLI ghaDIkamAn tyAnthI pheravIne vachche goThavato. em
vAramvAr pheravatAn pheravatAn ghaNA parishram bAd jyAre Ichchhit sthAne te maNi barAbar
goThavAI gayo tyAre tenI shobhA joIne enun man harShathI gadagad thaI gayun: vAh! mArI
kalAno A ek sarvottam namuno banashe, ane mahArAjA te dekhIne khUb ja prasanna thashe.

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: 10 : Atmadharma : mAh : ra499 :
e pramANe santoShano shvAs laIne jyAn mAthun Unchun kare chhe tyAn to AngaNAmAn
ek digambar munirAjane dekhyA... ahA! e yogInI pavitra AnkhomAnthI jANe param
shAntaras varasI rahyo chhe... enI bhavyamudrA upar vItarAgatA chhavAI gaI chhe... enA
samasta pApo gaLI gayA chhe. aho! enA AtmAnI pavitratAnI to shI vAt! –parantu
enA dehanA charaNathI sparshAyelI raj paN evI pavitra chhe ke asAdhya rogane paN te
naShTa karI nAnkhe chhe. emanA darshan mAtrathI mAnavInun man pavitra thaI jAy chhe ne tenA
hRudayamAn pApo dhovAI jAy chhe. e ratnatrayadhArak yogIrAjanA Atmatej pAse A
padmarAgamaNinA tej jhAnkhA lAgatA hatA.
AvA RuddhidhArI mahA munirAj gocharIvRuttithI gaman karI rahyA chhe... temane
dekhatAn ja angArakanun mastak temanA charaNomAn jhUkI gayun... ane sahasA tenA mukhamAnthI
udgAr nIkaLI gayA; “ahA! Aje mArA bhAgya khIlyAn chhe. Aje hun kRutArtha thayo
chhun...” “he prabho! he mahAmunirAj! ApanA charaNakamaLathI Aje hun pAvan thayo... mArun
ghar pavitra thayun... mArA bhavobhavanA pAp dhovAI gayA. he nAth! padhAro... padhAro...
padhAro...” em munirAjane paDagAhan karIne navadhAbhaktipUrvak angArake AhAradAn
karyun. AhAradAn vakhate gharamAnthI ek jhabakAro UDIne AkAsh taraph chAlyo, paN tenun
tene lakSha na rahyun. AhAr bAd shrI munirAj to pAchhA udyAnamAn chAlyA gayA ne
AtmadhyAnamAn lIn thayA. AvA pavitrAtmA, vishuddhopayogI sAdhushiromaNIne
AhAradAn devAthI Aje angArak kharekhar kRutArtha thayo... dhanya thayo... tenun chitta ghaNun
prasanna thayun.
AhAradAn bAd, te kalAkAr AbhUShaNamAn padmarAgamaNine jaDavAnun potAnun kArya
pUrun karavA mATe Avyo. are! paN A shun? padmarAgamaNi gUm! padmarAgamaNine nahi
dekhavAthI tenI Ankhe ekadam andhArA AvI gayA.. tenun magaj jANe chakkar chakkar pharavA
lAgyun... are, paN eTalI vAramAn e padmarAgamaNi jAy kyAn? shun ene pAnkh AvIne
e UDI gayo? shun koI ene chorI gayun? –nahi, e munirAj sivAy bIjun to koI
gharamAn Avyun ja nathI. to e maNi gayo kyAn? kAI samajamAn nathI Avatun ke e maNi
ekAek kyAn gUm thaI gayo?
padmamaNinA gUm thavAthI angArak bebAkaLo thaIne gharamAn ghUmavA lAgyo...

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 11 :
ek kShaN pahelAnn maNinA tejathI jhagAmagatA tenA gharamAn atyAre andhakAr chhavAI gayo.
jANe pRithvI kampavA lAgI... maNi jatAn jANe potAnI pratiShThA paN chAlI gaI em tene
lAgyun. tene chintA thatI hatI ke are! mahArAjAne hun sho javAb ApIsh? he bhagavAn,
have shun thashe? nirAshAthI gherAyelo te ekAek krodhathI rAto–pILo thaI gayo. bas! game
tem karIne e maNino patto meLavavo ja joIe. teNe pharIne vichAr karavA mAnDyo: are,
hajI hamaNAn ja gnAnasAgar munirAjane AhAradAn devA mATe padmane men A peTI upar
mukyo hato. ne te munirAj AhAr karIne pAchhA jAy chhe tyAn to padma gum! enA
sivAy bIjI koI vyakti mArA gharamAn AvI ja nathI... mATe? mATe... jarUr e munino
ja AmAn hAth hovo joIe. bas, thaI chUkayun! uparano vichAr AvatAn ja je yogIrAj
pratye ek kShaN pahelAnn to angArakane atyant bhakti ane shraddhAno agAdh dariyo
UchhaLato hato te ja muni pratye have bhayankar krodhathI angArak angArA jevo banI gayo...
jarUr, te muni nahi paN muniveShamAn koI chor hashe; e DhongInun ja A kAm lAge chhe!
chhatAn, tAjetaramAn ja nIhALelI e vItarAgI munirAjanI bhavya upashAnt mudrA
ane antarangamAn rahelI jainadharma pratyenI bhakti, tene lIdhe kaLAkAranA antaramAnthI
avAj UThyo: A shun? shun tun pAgal thaI gayo chhe? jeNe Indra jevA vaibhavane chhoDyo chhe
ne sansArane taraNAntUlya jANIne tyAgI dIdho chhe, jagatanA padArthomAn IShTa–aniShTa
vRuttione oLangIne jeo ghaNA AgaL vadhI gayA chhe evA e munirAj shun A tAro
paththarano TUkaDo chorashe? samyagdarshan–samyaggnAn ne samyakchAritra jevA vishvavandya ratnathI
jemano AtmA shobhI rahyo chhe te shun A jaDaratnathI mohit thashe? are, eNe to
svAtmasthit chaitanyamaNi prApta karI lIdho chhe, te A achetan maNine shun kare?
ek kShaN to tene AvA vichAro AvI gayA... paN, maNi na dekhavAthI tene pharI
prashna UThyo: to e jAy kyAn? maNinA mohathI pAgal jevo thaIne Akhare teNe nakkI
karyun ke–nahi, nahi, e muni nathI paN koIk mAyAvI chhe, tenun ja A kALun kAm chhe. e
ThagArA–mAyAvIe mantranA prabhAvathI maNi chorI laIne gUm karI dIdho chhe... paN mArAthI
chhaTakIne te kyAn javAno hato? muniveShamAn rahIne Avun kAm kare chhe ene to hun barAbar
shikShA daIsh. game tyAnthI hamaNAn ja tene pakaDI pADun. –em dhArIne krodhathI rAto–pILo
thato angArak te munine shodhavA udyAn taraph jhaDapathI chAlyo.

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: 1r : Atmadharma : mAh : ra499 :
ekAnt shAnt udyAnamAn shrI gnAnasAgar munirAj AtmadhyAnamAn nimagna chhe.
jagatanI mAyAjALathI ghaNe dUr–dUr, sansAranA viSham vAtAvaraNathI pAr, ane param
AnandasvarUp siddha bhagavantonI ekadam najIk teo vartI rahyA chhe... anant sukhamay
AtmAnA dhyAnamAn teo vadhune vadhu ekAgra thatA jAy chhe.
A taraph krodhathI dhamadhamato angArak hAthamAn lAThI laIne munine shodhavA doDyo
Ave chhe. dhyAnastha munine dUrathI dekhatAn ja te garjyo –are pAkhanDI! jaldI bolI nAkh
ke mAro maNi kyAn chhe? –paN koN javAb Ape! muni to dhyAnastha chhe. joke te
munirAj avadhignAnI hatA, paN svarUpamAnthI bahAr AvIne avadhino upayog muke to
ne? –e to AtmasAdhanAmAn tallIn hatA.
temanA maunathI vadhAre krodhit thaIne angArake kahyun, –are dhUrta! dhoLA divase
chorI karIne pAchho Dhong kare chhe? tun jANato nahi ke hun tane emane em chhoDI daIsh.
jaldI bolI de ke kyAn chhe mAro maNi!
paN e vItarAgI munirAjanI kShamArUpI DhAl upar te krUr vachanorUpI bAN kaI
asar na karI shakyA... munirAj to aDagapaNe dhyAnastha ja hatA.
angArake joyun ke mArA vachanathI AnA upar kaI asar thatI nathI, paN jarUr
maNi eNe kyAnk santADayo chhe. tethI ja te maun chhe. “–kem, sIdhI rIte bole chhe ke nahi?
... ke A... no svAd chakhADun?” – em kahIne teNe munirAj upar lAThI ugAmI...
are! ek kShaN pahelAnn to jenA pAvan charaNakamaLamAn pote shraddhApUrvak shir
jhukAvato hato tenA ja shIr upar atyAre prahAr karavA angArak taiyAr thayo chhe. jIvanAn
pariNAmanI kevI vichitratA chhe!!
munirAj to na bolyA... te na ja bolyA... dhyAnathI na DagyA te na ja DagyA!
angArake lAkaDI UnchI karIne muni upar vInjhI... paN... re! e lAkaDI munirAjanA shir
sudhI pahonche tyArapahelAnn to upar jhADanI DALe beThelA moralAnI Dok upar lAgI ne
tarat ja karUN chitkAr sAthe te moranA kanThamAnthI ek vastu nIche sarI paDI. rAtA
prakAshathI pRithvI jhagamagI rahI... jANe ke munirAjanun rakShaN thavAthI pRithvI AnandathI hasI
rahI...

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–e hato padmarAgamaNi! angArak to e maNine jotAn AshcharyathI Abho ja
banI gayo... tenI Ankhe pharIne andhArA AvI gayA... lAkaDI hAthamAnthI paDI gaI. ne
dha... ba karato teno deh munirAjanA charaNomAn paDyo. padmarAgamaNi gUm thavAnun rahasya
have khUlI gayun hatun, ne e kalAkAr potAnA avichArI kartavyathI pashchAttApanA sAgaramAn
bebhAn thaIne paDyo hato. dhyAnastha munirAjane to bahAramAn shun banI rahyun chhe tenI
darakAr ja kyAn hatI?
shrI munirAje “namo siddhAN” kahIne jyAre dhyAn pUrun karyun ne Ankho kholI...
tyAre joyun ke kShaN pahelAnn atyant prasanna evo A angArak potAnA pag pAse
pashchAttApathI dhrUsake–dhrUsake raDI rahyo chhe... ekabAju padmamaNi dhULamAn ragadoLAto paDyo
chhe. thoDe dUr lAkaDI paDI chhe. upar beThelo mayur maNi taraph TagaTag nIhALI rahyo chhe...
shrI munirAj badhI paristhiti samajI gayA... temaNe angArakane AshvAsan ApatAn mahA
karUNAthI kahyun: vatsa angArak! dukhI na thA; kShobh chhoDI de! AbarUno ane lakShmIno
moh evo ja chhe ke jIvane avichArI banAvI de chhe. bhAI, je thaI gayun te thaI gayun...
have shok chhoDI de.. ne Atmahit sAdhavA mATe tatpar thA.
pashchAttApathI baLatA angArakanA haiyAmAn munirAjanA vachanoe amRut sIchyun.
teNe hAth joDIne munirAjane kahyun–“prabho! mane kShamA karo... mohathI andh thaIne men
mahAanuchit kAm karyun... krodhathI hun avichArI banI gayo... prabho! mane kShamA karIne A
bhayankar pApathI mAro uddhAr karo. nAth, ApashrInA AhAradAn vakhate men A maNi peTI
upar mukelo, ne te vakhate upar beThel A mayur tene khAvAnI vastu samajIne upADI
gayo. paN te maNi tenA gaLAmAn salavAI rahyo... men vagar joye vagar vichArye ApanA
upar shankA karI.. Apane prahAr karavA lAkaDI UgAmI, paN prabho! sadbhAgye te mor
ApanI pAchhaL–pAchhaL AvIne ahIn ja jhAD upar beTho hato ne tenI Dok upar lAkaDI
lAgatAn ja DokamAnthI maNi sarI paDyo... A rIte ApanA prAN bachI gayA. mayuranA
paN prAN bachI gayAne mArA A pApI haste ek vItarAgI yogInI hinsA thatI bachI
gaI.” Am bolatAn–bolatAn pashchAttApathI angArakanA pApo pANI–pANI thaIne
AnkhamAnthI ashrudhArArUpe bahAr nIkaLI jatA hatA. thoDI vAr thAk khAIne teNe kahyun:
“prabho! ApanA vachanathI Aje hun navajIvan pAmyo chhun. nAth! A pApamay sansArathI
have mAro uddhAr

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karo... atyAre ja mane nirgranth munidIkShA Apo... ne mArun kalyAN karo.”
munirAje kahyun: bandhu, tArA bhAv uttam chhe... parantu pahelAnn A padmamaNi laIne
rAjAne pAchho sompI Av...
prabho! e padmamaNino sparsha karatAn paN have mArA hAth dhrUje chhe.
‘vatsa! em samaj ke e maNinA nimitte ja Aje tArAmAn mahAn parivartan
thaI rahyun chhe... ’
angArake dhrUjate hAthe maNi upADyo... ne munirAjanA charaNe namaskAr karIne
rAjadarabAr taraph chAlyo.
“lIjiye, mahArAj! Apano A padmarAg maNi” angArake kampatA hAthe maNi
mahArAjA taraph dharyo.
maNi emane em pAchho Avelo joIne rAjAe vismayathI pUchhayun–kem kalAkAr,
maNi shA mATe pAchho ApI rahyA chho?
rAjan! A maNine AbhuShaNomAn jaDavAnun kAm have mArAthI thaI shake tem nathI.
are! shun kaho chho, angArak? tamArA jevo kushaL kalAkAr jo A kAm nahi karI
shake to bIjun koN karI shakashe? –rAjAe pUchhyun.
angArake kahyun: rAjan! AvA maNi–ratno jaDI–jaDIne anek AbhUShaNone men
shobhAvyA... ne emAn ja jIndagI vItI gaI... parantu samyagdarshan–samyaggnAn ne
samyakchAritrarUp ratnothI men mArA AtmAne hajI sudhI AbhuShit na karyo... mahArAj!
have to jIvanamAn e ratnone jaDIne tenAthI AtmAne shobhAvavo chhe.
kalAkArane ekAek A shun thaI gayun tenI rAjAne kaI samaj na paDI... eTale
teNe pUchhyun: paN kalAkAr, chhe shun te to kaho?
angArake kahyun: rAjan! ApanA A maNinA nimitte ja Aje ek evI ghaTanA banI
gaI ke je mArAthI kahI shakAy tevI nathI. paN A maNine AbhUShaNamAn jaDavAthI mane je
puraskAr malat tenA karatAn vishiShTa koI ananto puraskAr Aje mane malI rahyo chhe.
rAjan! have hun ratnatray–maNithI mArA AtmAne shaNagAravA jAun chhun...

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“paN mArA ek A maNine jaDavAnun kAm to pUrun karI Apo.”
nahi rAjan! have A angArak evo pahelAnnno kalAkAr nathI rahyo, have to te
potAnA AtmAmAn ja samyaktvAdi maNi jaDavA mATe jAy chhe... em kahIne angArak
chAlato thayo.
rAjA to digmUDh banIne joI ja rahyo. ghaNo vichAr karavA chhatAn A ghaTanAnun
rahasya te ukelI na shakyo.
bIje divase, jyAre nagarInA loko gnAnasAgar munirAjanA darshane AvyA tyAre
temanI sAthe bIjA ek nUtan munirAjane dekhIne nagarajano vismit thayA ne saue
bhaktithI temanA charaNamAn paN shIsh jhukAvyun. paN are! A to kalAkAr angArak!
potAnI nagarInA ek nAgarikane A rIte munidashAmAn dekhIne saune Ashcharya thayun ne
kShaNamAtramAn AkhI nagarImAn e vAt phelAI gaI.
rAjAne khabar paDatAn ja te shIghratAthI AvI pahonchyo... munirAjane vandanAdi
karIne rAjAe pUchhyun: prabho! kAlano kalAkAr Aj achAnak adhyAtmayogI banI jAy
chhe, –AmAn shun rahasya chhe te jANavA ame sau Atur chhIe.
shrI gnAnasAgar munirAje maNi gUm thavAnI, ane te prApta thavAnI badhI vAt
savistAr karIne rahasyanun udghATan karyun, ane kahyun–rAjan! have teNe potAnA AtmAmAn
samyagdarshan ane samyaggnAnarUpI maNi jaDI dIdhA chhe; gnAnamaNinA prakAshathI teno AtmA
jhaLahaLI rahyo chhe ne eto agnAnaandhakAr naShTa thaI gayo chhe. have te jaD–paththarano
kalAkAr maTIne, chaitanyamaNino kalAkAr banyo chhe.
kalAkAranI rahasyabharI kathA sAmbhaLatAn rAjA ane nagarajano khUb ja vismit
ane harShit thayA. saue ek svarathI “ratnatray–kalAkArakI jay, angArak munirAjakI
jay” bolIne AkAsh gajAvI dIdhun... ne rAjAe e padmarAgamaNi vaDe angArakamuninA
charaNonI pUjA karI... kalAkAre je maNi chhoDI dIdho te ja pharIne tenA charaNomAn
jhagamagI rahyo.

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paramAgamanA rahasyanI prasAdI
(pRuShTha 8 thI chAlu)
gnAnInun gnAn bhale jaghanya hoy–nAnAmAn nAno ansh hoy, –to paN te gnAnamAn
rAganI bheLaseL nathI, rAgathI atyant judun svasamvedanasahitanun gnAn chhe, te gnAn
mokShamArgane sAdhe chhe; te kAI bandhanun kAraN thatun nathI. aho, te gnAn to vItarAgI
shAntine vedanArun chhe. aho, chaitanyano mahA Anand ane vItarAgI shAnti... enI shI
vAt? te shAntimAnthI khasyo tyAre rAganI utpatti thaI, te to ashAnti ane kalesh chhe;
shAntinA baraph pAse to te agninI bhaThThI jevo ja chhene!
aho, chaitanyatattva, tenA param bhAvanI shI vAt! te ja dharmIne antaramAn upAdey
chhe. AtmAnA param svabhAvamAn sahaj sukh–gnAnAdi anant bhAvo chhe–teo svatattvapaNe
upAdey chhe.
aho! upAdey–tattvanI A mIThI–madhurI, chaitanyarasavALI vAt chhe. AtmAmAn
trikAL sahaj AnandasvarUp chhe. sahajagnAn–sahajadarshan–sahajachAritra ane sahajasukh
evA param bhAvasvarUp svadravya chhe; teno AdhAr ekarUp paramapAriNAmikabhAv chhe, te
ja kAraNasamayasAr chhe. tene upAdeyapaNe anubhavamAn letAn shuddhadashArUp kAryasamayasAr
pragaTe chhe.
ekarUp sahaj antaratattva, temAn gnAnAdi anant sahaj svabhAvo rahelA chhe.
samyagdarshanAdi nirmaLaparyAyo te kArya chhe, ne tenun ‘kAraN’ AtmAmAn trikAL chhe. antarmukh
thaIne te trikALI svabhAvane upAdey karatAn paryAy pote samyagdarshanAdi nirmaL kAryarUp
thaI gaI chhe. te paryAye antaramAn shuddha kAraNaparamAtmAne upAdey karyo–em kahevAy chhe.
vartamAn paryAyamAn chidAnandasvabhAvanun param mAhAtmya AvatAn paryAy temAn DhaLI
gaIne tenA AnandanA apUrva vedan sahit anubhUti thaI te samyagdarshan chhe; tenI sAthe
anantaguNanI nirmaLatAno svAd chhe. vibhAv guNaparyAyothI pAr je ekarUp sahaj sukh–
gnAnAdi anant svabhAvothI bharel paramasvabhAv–kAraNaparamAtmA te dharmInI draShTimAn
dhyeyapaNe samAy chhe. andar moTo chaitanyabhanDAr chhe; temAnthI samyagdarshan–kevaLagnAnAdi
nidhAn pragaTe chhe.

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gnAnane udAr ane ujvaL karIne, eTale rAgathI atyant judun karIne mokShArthI
jIvo Anandamay shuddha chaitanyajyotinun ja sadAy sevan karo. shuddha chaitanyabhAvapaNe mane
anubhavamAn Avatun tattva te ja hun chhun; ne chaitanyathI judA anya lakShaNavALA je koI
rAgAdi anya bhAvo navA navA pragaT thAy chhe–te koI hun nathI, te bhAvo mArI
chaitanyashAntithI judI ja jAtanA chhe.
rAganA vedanamAn hun nathI, mati–shrutagnAnamAn svasamvedan–pratyakSha thayo te hun chhun.
mArA gnAnanA svasamvedanathI bahAr je koI rAgAdi bhAvo chhe te hun nathI, te mArAthI
paradravya chhe. Am bhedagnAnavaDe dharmIjIv shuddhaAtmAne svasamvedanamAn lye chhe. e sivAy
bIjA koI vikalpo mArA dravya–guN–paryAyamAn nathI. svasamvedanamAn je
shuddhaanubhUtiparyAy thaI temAn rAgano anubhav nathI, mATe gnAnInI shuddhaparyAy thaI temAn
rAgAdi nathI. rAgadashA jeTalI chhe teTalI dharmI jANe chhe paN chaitanyapariNatithI tene judI
jANe chhe. shAntinA vedananI sAthe rAgAdinI ashAntinA vedanane te bheLavato nathI, tene
paradravya jevA judA jANe chhe. jagat jagatamAn rahyun. mArAmAn jagat nathI.
are, A chorAshInA avatAr karatA jIve agnAnathI vikAranA paDakhA ja sevyA
chhe. te paDakhun chhoDIne gnAnanA paDakhe AvavAnI A vAt chhe. rAgathI bhinna shuddhAtmAnun
sevan karatAn gnAnamAn apUrva svasamvedanasahit shAnti pragaTe chhe. te shAntinA vedan pAse
rAgAdi bhAvone dharmI potAthI bhinna, agninI bhaThThI jevA jANe chhe.
amArun shuddha jIvAstikAy asankhya pradeshe mahA AnandathI bharelun chhe. asankhyapradeshe
anant shAntithI bharelun amArun chaitanyatattva chhe, tenAthI anya pudgalasambandhI je koI
bhAvo chhe te kharekhar amArA nathI. rAgAdibhAvo pudgaladravya sAthe sambandhavALA chhe, te
amArA chaitanyabhAv sAthe sambandhavALA nathI;– Am tattvavedI jIv spaShTapaNe potAnA
shuddhatattvane anubhave chhe, ane te apUrva Anandasahit siddhine pAme chhe.
aho, vItarAgI santoe chaitanyano garabhalo taiyAr karIne Apyo chhe eTale ke
chaitanyanA Anandanun rahasya khullun karIne batAvyun chhe; have te lakShagat karIne andaramAn
pachAvavun–anubhavamAn levun te potAnA hAthamAn chhe. gnAnanA upayogane antarmukh karIne
AvA shuddha jIvAstikAyane anubhavamAn letAn ati apUrva evA siddhapadanA Anandano
mahA svAd Ave chhe... te mahA Anandano svAd leto–leto mumukShu jIv alpakALamAn ja
ati–apUrva siddhine pAme chhe.