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rAgAdibhAvo ke sanyogo mahimAvant lAgatA nathI. –
vItarAgI dhArA gurudevanA pravachanamAn sadAy vahe chhe... tene
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dvArAy gurudevanA tAjA pravachanonI madhurI prasAdI thoDIghaNI paN ame
Apane pahonchADI shakIe chhIe tethI santoSh mAnIe chhIe; ne Apane paN
te vAnchIne jarUr prasannatA thashe.
ke hajAro jignasuo Atmadharma vAnchavA IntejAr hashe mATe koIpaN rIte
ank bahAr paDe to sArUn. –amane paN e vyAjabI lAgyun; tethI jevaDo
banI shake tevaDo ank paN bahAr pADavo em vichArIne mAtra ra4 pAnAnno
A ank ApanA hAthamAn ApIe chhIe. trIs varShanA niyamit prakAshanamAn
Atmadharmano ank bandh rahevAno prasang mAtra ekaj vAr banyo chhe. A
nAno ank Ap ekane badale be vAr vAnchasho to ochhA pAnAnun sATun vaLI
jashe; temaj ame paN have pachhInA ankomAn visheSh sAmagrI ApIne adhUrA
pAnAnnI khoT pUrI karIshun.
ApaNI grAhak sankhyA traN hajArano AnkaDo vaTAvI chukI chhe–je atyAr
sudhInA 30 varShamAn sauthI vadhu chhe. mAtra chAr rUpiyAnA lavAjamamAn Apane
bheTapustak paN maLe chhe; ne Atmadharma dvArA jainadharmanA je uttam vItarAgI
sanskAro maLe chhe te to jignAsuomAn ghareghare prasiddha chhe. Ap paN
Atmadharma vAncho... temAn kahelAn tattvane samajo ane uttam vItarAgI
dharmasanskAr vaDe bhavabhramaNathI chhUTavAno mArga prApta karo... AtmadharmanA
uttam sanskAro tamane jarUr AtmAno mahAn Anand Apashe.
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bhAgya chhe. gurudevanA pratApe sonagaDhamAn roj roj dharmavRuddhinA mangalaprasango banyA kare
chhe, te prasangomAnthI paramAgamanA sArarUp potAnA nijAtmAnI apUrva bhAvanA prApta
karIne ‘AtmalAbh’ te mumukShunun kartavya chhe. aho, gurudevanI mangalachhAyAmAn dharmavRuddhinA
prasango suvarNapurImAn nitanit banyA kare chhe... tenA samAchAr ApatAn Anand thAy chhe.
Avo AtmalAbh denArA guru maLyA te dhanya prasang chhe.
thayun chhe. niyamasAranI rachanA AchArya bhagavAne ‘nijabhAvanA’ arthe karI chhe... param
gambhIr chaitanya paramadevanI antarmukh bhAvanAnun temAn vAramvAr UnDun UnDun gholan karyun chhe...
ne vItarAgarasane puShTa karyo chhe. evA A paramAgam dvArA nijAtmabhAvanAnun pharI–pharIne
gholan karatAn gurudev paN prasannachittathI vadhune vadhu khIlatA jAy chhe, ne
adhyAtmarasajharatAn pravachano sAmbhaLatAn mumukShu shrotAjano paN nijAtmAnI
samyakbhAvanA prApta karIne Anandit thAy chhe.
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paramAtmAno nirdoSh upadesh jANIne, men nijabhAvanA mATe A shAstra rachyun chhe.. eTale
bIjA shrotAjanoe paN A shAstra dvArA vAramvAr nijabhAvanA kartavya chhe. evI bhAvanA
mATe A niyamasAr pharIpharIne vanchAy chhe.
Aje (mAh sud pAnchame) dashalakShaNadharmano pahelo divas chhe. vItarAgI
mAsanA dasalakShaN parvano Aje pahelo divas chhe... tethI mangal divas chhe, ane Aje
ApaNe paN ahIn lAbhachoghaDIye paramAgam–pravachanasAr kotaravAno prArambh thAy chhe.
Atma–lAbh te mokSha chhe. AtmAnI pUrNa shuddhadashAnI prAptirUp mokShane
pravachanonI Aje pharI mangal sharUAt thAy chhe. A rIte paramAgamanI prabhAvanAno
avasar chhe. antarmukh thaIne nijAtmAnI bhAvanA eTale ke anubhUti karavI te vItarAgI
paramAgamonun tAtparya chhe.
vANImAn je shuddhAtmA kahyo chhe tenI pharIpharIne bhAvanA AchAryadeve A niyamasAramAn
karI chhe.
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mohI devone ame kem namIe? gnAnadarshanasampanna svasamvedan–pratyakSha evo hun AtmA,
mokShano sAdhak–te vItarAg sarvagnaparamAtmA sivAy bIjA sansArI–mohamugdha jIvone
kem namun?
vItarAg sarvagna ja chhe ke jemaNe bhavone jItI lIdhA chhe... ame mokShane sAdhanArA, to
amArA IShTadev paN evA chhe ke jemaNe AtmAnI vItarAgatAvaDe bhavane jItI lIdhA chhe.
–AvA paramAtmAne oLakhIne temane ja hun vandun chhun.
mangaL shlok
AtmAnI prAptino chhe; –Avo jIv mokShano arthI chhe; ne mokShane arthe te
anubhUtisvarUp potAnA AtmAnun sevan kare chhe.
teTalo anukUL viShayomAn rAg paN Ubho ja chhe. are, ek gnAyakatattva, temAn
vaLI rAg–dveSh kevA? A anukUL ne A pratikUL e vAt gnAnatattvamAn kevI?
sAdhe chhe.
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adhyAtmarasanI dhArA varasAvI rahyA chhe. samayasAramAn
AsravaadhikAr dvArA, gnAnIne gnAnamay bhAvane lIdhe kevun
nirAsravapaNu chhe–te batAvyun chhe; ane niyamasAramAn shuddhabhAv
adhikAr dvArA gnAnInA antaramAn upAdeyarUp shuddha param
chaitanyatattva kevun chhe–te batAvyun chhe. temAnthI Anandamay
shuddhatattvane anubhavagamya karAve evI thoDIk prasAdI ahIn
ApI chhe. (san.)
nathI gaI eTale dravya–guN ashuddha thaI gayA nathI.
thAy ja.
thaIne pariNamI chhe, eTale gnAnIne to kAraN–kArya banne shuddha chhe. pachhI je alparAgAdi
ashuddhatA hoy te shuddhatAthI bahAr chhe–judI chhe; te kharekhar gnAnInun kArya nathI.
dekhanArI draShTi te dravyadraShTi chhe; ne AvI dravyadraShTivALo jIv samyagdraShTi chhe.
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rAganI ashAnti UbhI thaI. paN chaitanyanI shAnti jeNe dekhI nathI tene shubharAg agni
jevo lAgato nathI. ahA, chaitanyanI shAntino svAd jeNe chAkhyo te to rAgathI chhUTo paDI
gayo–pachhI rAg shubh ho ke ashubh, te badhAy rAg ashAnti chhe– ghor sansAranun mUL chhe.
are, rAgamAn te chaitanyanI shAnti kem hoy?
kADhIsh; shubharAg te kaI paramAgamano sAr nathI. paramAgamano sAr, paramAgamanun
mAkhaN, paramAgamanun rahasya to antaramAn shAntino sAgar AtmA chhe, tene anubhavamAn
le. aho, akaShAyashAntino sAgar AtmA chhe; e amRutanA dariyAmAnthI rAganA jherano
kaIyo na nIkaLe.
paryAyamAn ochhI shuddhatA hoy tyAre dravyamAn shaktirUpe vadhAre chhe–em paN nathI. tem ja
agnAnadashA vakhatey shuddha svabhAv shaktipaNe evo ne evo ja hato–paN te vakhate tenun
bhAn potAne na hatun, bhAn thatAn have khabar paDI ke ahA, jevun shuddha tattva atyAre
anubhavamAn–shraddhAmAn Avyun evun ja shuddha tattva pUrve paN mArAmAn hatun ja. –have tenun bhAn
thatAn paryAy paN shuddha thaI. aho, jeNe Avun shuddha tattva pratItamAn lIdhun–anubhavamAn lIdhun
te samyagdraShTine dhanya chhe... munio paN tenI prashansA ane anumodanA kare chhe. AvA
tattvane anubhavanArA munivaro vandanIy chhe, ne samyagdraShTio paN prashansanIy chhe.
lAbhano A avasar chhe. bhAI, tun munjhAIsh nahIn... agnAnamAn game teTalo kAL vItyo
paN tAro svabhAv melo thaI gayo nathI, te to evo ne evo shuddha chhe; tenun bhAn karatAn
agnAn TaLyun ne param shAnti pragaTI; tyAn dharmI potAnA kAraNakArya bannene shuddha jANe chhe.
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sarva pradeshomAn chhe paN te ashuddha paryAy andar UnDe eTale ke dravya–guNamAn praveshatI nathI,
dravya–guN ashuddha thayA nathI, mATe ashuddhatAne upar–uparanI kahI chhe. te ashuddhatA vakhate
antaradraShTithI dharmAtmA potAnA shuddha dravyaguNasvabhAvane jANe chhe, tem ja paryAyamAn jeTalI
shuddhatA varte chhe tene paN jANe chhe. ne ashuddhatA vidyamAn chhe tene paN (svabhAvathI
bhinnapaNe) jANe chhe. badhAne jANavA chhatAn, paramAgamanA sArarUp shuddhatattvane ja te
antaramAn upAdeyapaNe anubhave chhe. aho, shuddhatattvanA rasik jIvo! AvA paramatattvane
jANIne Aje ja teno anubhav karo. (samayasAr gAthA 168)
ekatAbuddhi na rahI; eTale rAgAdi sAthe nahi maLelo evo gnAnamayabhAv tene pragaTyo;
te gnAnamayabhAvamAn rAganun mishrapaNun nathI, gnAnamayabhAv rAgathI judo ja chhe, rAg
vagarano ja chhe. ane gnAnIno Avo gnAnamayabhAv bandhanun jarA paN kAraN nathI; e to
potAne rAgathI bhinna svabhAvapaNe ja prakAshe chhe.
jhADamAnthI kharelun phaL pharIne jhAD sAthe choTatun nathI, tem chaitanyadraShTithI
pUrNAnandasvabhAvane pratItamAn lIdho tyAn dharmInA gnAnabhAvathI rAgAdibhAvo chhUTA paDI
gayA– phaLanI jem kharI gayA; have pharIthI kadI te rAgAdibhAvo gnAn sAthe ek thAy
nahIn, dharmInun gnAn rAgamAn kadI tanmay thAy nahIn. sarvagnabhagavAne jevo AtmA joyo
tevo ja dharmIjIv potAnA svasamvedan–pratyakSha anubhavapUrvak jue chhe. ahA, atIndriy
AnandanA vedanamAn rAg kevo? jem kevaLagnAnamAn rAg nathI, tem sAdhakanA gnAnamAn paN
rAg nathI; rAg hovA chhatAn tenun gnAn rAgathI judun ne judun ja varte chhe. te rAgathI bhinna
potAnA param chaitanyasvabhAvane atIndriy Anandasahit anubhave chhe; temAn rAgAdi
dukhamay bhAvo praveshatA nathI paN kharI jAy chhe.
to dukh chhe, te tArI shAntinun sAdhan kem thAy? tArI shAntinun kharUn sAdhan to tArAmAn
anant shAntino samudra bharyo chhe– te ja chhe. AvI shAntinA vedan pUrvak
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rAgano koI ansh dharmIne kadI potAnA chaitanyabhAvapaNe bhAse nahi. chaitanyabhAvarUp
potAne sadAy rAgathI judo ne judo anubhave chhe– AvI samyagdraShTinI dashA chhe. bhale
atyAre kShAyopashamikabhAve samyaktva hoy paN dharmIne temAn evun jor chhe ke kShAyikabhAv
sAthe apratihatapaNe tenI joDaNI karI dye–AvI nishankatAnA jorathI AchAryadev kahe chhe
ke amArun gnAn rAgathI chhUTun paDyun chhe te have pharIne kadI rAg sAthe ek thavAnun nathI.
vilakShaN hovAthI agnAnamay chhe, teo kAI chaitanyanA svabhAvo nathI dharmIno chaitanya
bhAv te achetan (rAgAdi) bhAvothI evo judo paDyo ke anshamAtra bheLaseL thAy
nahi; gnAnano koI ansh rAgamAnn bhaLe ne rAgano koI ansh gnAnamAn na bhaLe. jem
chetan–achetanane ekapaNun kadI na thAy, tem gnAn ane rAgane ekapaNun kadI nathI. gnAn
rAgathI tadna judun paDyun tyAre to samyaktva thayun. badhA vikalpothI bhinna nirvikalpa
chaitanyanI anubhUti thayA vagar samyaktva thAy nahi. chaitanyanI nirvikalpa shAntimAn
rAgano koI vikalpa samAy nahIn.
vyavahAranA vikalpo te kAI param tattva nathI; param tattvanA anubhavamAn–gnAnamAn–
shraddhAmAn te vikalpono abhAv chhe. samyagdraShTi AvA adbhut tattvane antaramAn dekhe chhe...
temAn koI bhed–vikalpa–rAg ke parano sambandh dekhAto nathI... dravyamAn–guNamAn–paryAyamAn
shuddhatA anubhavAy chhe; je ashuddhatA chhe te shuddha tattvanA anubhavathI bahAr chhe. AvA
tattvane shuddha tattvarasik jIvo anubhave chhe. A tattvamAn ekalI shAnti ja chhe... ekalI
shAntino sAgar AtmA, temAn vikalponI ashAnti kem hoy? are jIv! AvA shAnt
shuddha tattvano rasik thaIne tene anubhavamAn le. A ek ja tattvarasik jIvonun nirantar
kartavya chhe.
sAr chhe.
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sevo. chaitanyathI bhinna je koI parabhAvo chhe te AtmA nathI, sahaj ek chaitanyabhAv
paNe je potAmAn anubhavAy chhe te param tattva ja AtmA chhe. –te ja hun chhun–em dharmI
anubhave chhe. – Avo anubhav te sarva siddhAntano sAr chhe.
chhe te to rAgathI judI ja chhe, te kAI bandhanun kAraN nathI; tyAn je rAg chhe te ja bandhanun
kAraN chhe. eTale gnAn bandhanun kAraN thatun na hovAthI gnAnIne bandhan ja nathI em kahyun
chhe. gnAnabhAv bandhanun kAraN nathI ane rAgabhAv bandhanun kAraN chhe–em bannenI tadna
bhinnatA chhe. gnAnabhAvano kartA gnAnI rAgabhAvano kartA thato nathI. gnAnabhAv bandhanun
kAraN nahi paN mokShanun ja kAraN thAy chhe, ne rAgabhAv mokShanun kAraN nahi paN bandhanun
ja kAraN thAy chhe. – e bannenI jAt ja judI chhe. ane rAganun astitva to gnAnanI
hINI dashA vakhate ja hoy chhe, eTale jaghanya gnAnadashA vakhate je bandhan thAy chhe temAn
gnAnano kAI doSh nathI. jaghanya gnAnapariNamanane bandhanun kAraN kahyun tyAn em samajavun ke
kharekhar gnAnapariNAm kAI bandhanun kAraN nathI paN te gnAn vakhate vartato rAg ja
bandhanun kAraN chhe. sAdhakane A rIte gnAn ane rAg banne sAthe rahevAmAn kAI virodh
nathI, paN temAn je rAg chhe te ja bandhanun kAraN chhe, ane je gnAn chhe te bandhanun kAraN thatun
nathI–Am bannenI bhinnatA oLakhavI joIe. temAnthI gnAnabhAvane ja gnAnInun kArya
kahyun, ne tethI tene abandh kahyo. rAgane to gnAnathI bhinna bandhabhAvamAn rAkhyo. –te
gnAnInun kArya nathI.
vagaranA rAgAdi bAkI chhe tene paN chhoDavA mATe vAramvAr upayogane antaramAn ekAgra
karIne. svashaktine anubhave chhe. nIchalI dashAmAn nirvikalpadashA kyArek–kyArek Ave chhe,
ne pachhI munine to vAramvAr nirvikalpadashA thayA kare chhe... rAgathI tadna judo
chaitanyagoLo mahA Anand sahit anubhave chhe. aho, Avo anubhav te vItarAgamArga
chhe. vItarAgamArga to alaukik mArga chhe, jagatathI judI jAtano vItarAgamArga chhe.
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bhAvone palaTIne kevo ujjavaL thaI jAy chhe–tenun sundar
Alekhan A nAnakaDI dharmakathAmAn Ap vAnchasho. (san.)
hovAthI tenI pratiShThA jhaLakI UThI hatI. AbhUShaNomAn kimmatI hIrAmANek jaDavA te tenun
mukhya kArya hatun ane temAn te ghaNo ja kushaL hato. kimmatI ratno vaDe jIvanamAn anek
AbhUShaNone te shaNagArI chUkyo hato parantu ratnatrayarUpI ratno vaDe potAnA AtmAne
hajI sudhI te shaNagArI shakyo na hato.
kimmatI maNine AbhUShaNamAn kaI rIte besADavo? kemake A koI sAdhAraN chIj nathI,
A to kaushAmbInA mahArAjA gandharvasene AbhUShaNamAn besADavA mATe Apel mahA kimmatI
padmarAgamaNi chhe. mArI kalA upar vishvAs mukIne mahArAjAe mane A kAm sompyun chhe;
mATe AbhUShaNamAn te evI uttam rIte jaDavo joIe ke tenI shobhA ekadam jhaLakI
UThe.” A vichArathI kalAkAr te padmamaNine ghaDIkamAn dAgInAnI ek taraph goThavato, ne
ghaDIkamAn bIjI taraph goThavato, vaLI ghaDIkamAn tyAnthI pheravIne vachche goThavato. em
vAramvAr pheravatAn pheravatAn ghaNA parishram bAd jyAre Ichchhit sthAne te maNi barAbar
goThavAI gayo tyAre tenI shobhA joIne enun man harShathI gadagad thaI gayun: vAh! mArI
kalAno A ek sarvottam namuno banashe, ane mahArAjA te dekhIne khUb ja prasanna thashe.
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shAntaras varasI rahyo chhe... enI bhavyamudrA upar vItarAgatA chhavAI gaI chhe... enA
samasta pApo gaLI gayA chhe. aho! enA AtmAnI pavitratAnI to shI vAt! –parantu
enA dehanA charaNathI sparshAyelI raj paN evI pavitra chhe ke asAdhya rogane paN te
naShTa karI nAnkhe chhe. emanA darshan mAtrathI mAnavInun man pavitra thaI jAy chhe ne tenA
hRudayamAn pApo dhovAI jAy chhe. e ratnatrayadhArak yogIrAjanA Atmatej pAse A
padmarAgamaNinA tej jhAnkhA lAgatA hatA.
udgAr nIkaLI gayA; “ahA! Aje mArA bhAgya khIlyAn chhe. Aje hun kRutArtha thayo
chhun...” “he prabho! he mahAmunirAj! ApanA charaNakamaLathI Aje hun pAvan thayo... mArun
ghar pavitra thayun... mArA bhavobhavanA pAp dhovAI gayA. he nAth! padhAro... padhAro...
padhAro...” em munirAjane paDagAhan karIne navadhAbhaktipUrvak angArake AhAradAn
karyun. AhAradAn vakhate gharamAnthI ek jhabakAro UDIne AkAsh taraph chAlyo, paN tenun
tene lakSha na rahyun. AhAr bAd shrI munirAj to pAchhA udyAnamAn chAlyA gayA ne
AtmadhyAnamAn lIn thayA. AvA pavitrAtmA, vishuddhopayogI sAdhushiromaNIne
AhAradAn devAthI Aje angArak kharekhar kRutArtha thayo... dhanya thayo... tenun chitta ghaNun
prasanna thayun.
dekhavAthI tenI Ankhe ekadam andhArA AvI gayA.. tenun magaj jANe chakkar chakkar pharavA
lAgyun... are, paN eTalI vAramAn e padmarAgamaNi jAy kyAn? shun ene pAnkh AvIne
e UDI gayo? shun koI ene chorI gayun? –nahi, e munirAj sivAy bIjun to koI
gharamAn Avyun ja nathI. to e maNi gayo kyAn? kAI samajamAn nathI Avatun ke e maNi
ekAek kyAn gUm thaI gayo?
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jANe pRithvI kampavA lAgI... maNi jatAn jANe potAnI pratiShThA paN chAlI gaI em tene
lAgyun. tene chintA thatI hatI ke are! mahArAjAne hun sho javAb ApIsh? he bhagavAn,
have shun thashe? nirAshAthI gherAyelo te ekAek krodhathI rAto–pILo thaI gayo. bas! game
tem karIne e maNino patto meLavavo ja joIe. teNe pharIne vichAr karavA mAnDyo: are,
hajI hamaNAn ja gnAnasAgar munirAjane AhAradAn devA mATe padmane men A peTI upar
mukyo hato. ne te munirAj AhAr karIne pAchhA jAy chhe tyAn to padma gum! enA
sivAy bIjI koI vyakti mArA gharamAn AvI ja nathI... mATe? mATe... jarUr e munino
ja AmAn hAth hovo joIe. bas, thaI chUkayun! uparano vichAr AvatAn ja je yogIrAj
pratye ek kShaN pahelAnn to angArakane atyant bhakti ane shraddhAno agAdh dariyo
UchhaLato hato te ja muni pratye have bhayankar krodhathI angArak angArA jevo banI gayo...
jarUr, te muni nahi paN muniveShamAn koI chor hashe; e DhongInun ja A kAm lAge chhe!
avAj UThyo: A shun? shun tun pAgal thaI gayo chhe? jeNe Indra jevA vaibhavane chhoDyo chhe
ne sansArane taraNAntUlya jANIne tyAgI dIdho chhe, jagatanA padArthomAn IShTa–aniShTa
vRuttione oLangIne jeo ghaNA AgaL vadhI gayA chhe evA e munirAj shun A tAro
paththarano TUkaDo chorashe? samyagdarshan–samyaggnAn ne samyakchAritra jevA vishvavandya ratnathI
jemano AtmA shobhI rahyo chhe te shun A jaDaratnathI mohit thashe? are, eNe to
svAtmasthit chaitanyamaNi prApta karI lIdho chhe, te A achetan maNine shun kare?
karyun ke–nahi, nahi, e muni nathI paN koIk mAyAvI chhe, tenun ja A kALun kAm chhe. e
ThagArA–mAyAvIe mantranA prabhAvathI maNi chorI laIne gUm karI dIdho chhe... paN mArAthI
chhaTakIne te kyAn javAno hato? muniveShamAn rahIne Avun kAm kare chhe ene to hun barAbar
shikShA daIsh. game tyAnthI hamaNAn ja tene pakaDI pADun. –em dhArIne krodhathI rAto–pILo
thato angArak te munine shodhavA udyAn taraph jhaDapathI chAlyo.
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AnandasvarUp siddha bhagavantonI ekadam najIk teo vartI rahyA chhe... anant sukhamay
AtmAnA dhyAnamAn teo vadhune vadhu ekAgra thatA jAy chhe.
ke mAro maNi kyAn chhe? –paN koN javAb Ape! muni to dhyAnastha chhe. joke te
munirAj avadhignAnI hatA, paN svarUpamAnthI bahAr AvIne avadhino upayog muke to
ne? –e to AtmasAdhanAmAn tallIn hatA.
jaldI bolI de ke kyAn chhe mAro maNi!
... ke A... no svAd chakhADun?” – em kahIne teNe munirAj upar lAThI ugAmI...
pariNAmanI kevI vichitratA chhe!!
sudhI pahonche tyArapahelAnn to upar jhADanI DALe beThelA moralAnI Dok upar lAgI ne
tarat ja karUN chitkAr sAthe te moranA kanThamAnthI ek vastu nIche sarI paDI. rAtA
prakAshathI pRithvI jhagamagI rahI... jANe ke munirAjanun rakShaN thavAthI pRithvI AnandathI hasI
rahI...
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dha... ba karato teno deh munirAjanA charaNomAn paDyo. padmarAgamaNi gUm thavAnun rahasya
have khUlI gayun hatun, ne e kalAkAr potAnA avichArI kartavyathI pashchAttApanA sAgaramAn
bebhAn thaIne paDyo hato. dhyAnastha munirAjane to bahAramAn shun banI rahyun chhe tenI
darakAr ja kyAn hatI?
pashchAttApathI dhrUsake–dhrUsake raDI rahyo chhe... ekabAju padmamaNi dhULamAn ragadoLAto paDyo
chhe. thoDe dUr lAkaDI paDI chhe. upar beThelo mayur maNi taraph TagaTag nIhALI rahyo chhe...
shrI munirAj badhI paristhiti samajI gayA... temaNe angArakane AshvAsan ApatAn mahA
karUNAthI kahyun: vatsa angArak! dukhI na thA; kShobh chhoDI de! AbarUno ane lakShmIno
moh evo ja chhe ke jIvane avichArI banAvI de chhe. bhAI, je thaI gayun te thaI gayun...
have shok chhoDI de.. ne Atmahit sAdhavA mATe tatpar thA.
mahAanuchit kAm karyun... krodhathI hun avichArI banI gayo... prabho! mane kShamA karIne A
bhayankar pApathI mAro uddhAr karo. nAth, ApashrInA AhAradAn vakhate men A maNi peTI
upar mukelo, ne te vakhate upar beThel A mayur tene khAvAnI vastu samajIne upADI
gayo. paN te maNi tenA gaLAmAn salavAI rahyo... men vagar joye vagar vichArye ApanA
upar shankA karI.. Apane prahAr karavA lAkaDI UgAmI, paN prabho! sadbhAgye te mor
ApanI pAchhaL–pAchhaL AvIne ahIn ja jhAD upar beTho hato ne tenI Dok upar lAkaDI
lAgatAn ja DokamAnthI maNi sarI paDyo... A rIte ApanA prAN bachI gayA. mayuranA
paN prAN bachI gayAne mArA A pApI haste ek vItarAgI yogInI hinsA thatI bachI
gaI.” Am bolatAn–bolatAn pashchAttApathI angArakanA pApo pANI–pANI thaIne
AnkhamAnthI ashrudhArArUpe bahAr nIkaLI jatA hatA. thoDI vAr thAk khAIne teNe kahyun:
“prabho! ApanA vachanathI Aje hun navajIvan pAmyo chhun. nAth! A pApamay sansArathI
have mAro uddhAr
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‘vatsa! em samaj ke e maNinA nimitte ja Aje tArAmAn mahAn parivartan
are! shun kaho chho, angArak? tamArA jevo kushaL kalAkAr jo A kAm nahi karI
samyakchAritrarUp ratnothI men mArA AtmAne hajI sudhI AbhuShit na karyo... mahArAj!
have to jIvanamAn e ratnone jaDIne tenAthI AtmAne shobhAvavo chhe.
angArake kahyun: rAjan! ApanA A maNinA nimitte ja Aje ek evI ghaTanA banI
gaI ke je mArAthI kahI shakAy tevI nathI. paN A maNine AbhUShaNamAn jaDavAthI mane je
puraskAr malat tenA karatAn vishiShTa koI ananto puraskAr Aje mane malI rahyo chhe.
rAjan! have hun ratnatray–maNithI mArA AtmAne shaNagAravA jAun chhun...
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nahi rAjan! have A angArak evo pahelAnnno kalAkAr nathI rahyo, have to te
chAlato thayo.
bhaktithI temanA charaNamAn paN shIsh jhukAvyun. paN are! A to kalAkAr angArak!
potAnI nagarInA ek nAgarikane A rIte munidashAmAn dekhIne saune Ashcharya thayun ne
kShaNamAtramAn AkhI nagarImAn e vAt phelAI gaI.
chhe, –AmAn shun rahasya chhe te jANavA ame sau Atur chhIe.
samyagdarshan ane samyaggnAnarUpI maNi jaDI dIdhA chhe; gnAnamaNinA prakAshathI teno AtmA
jhaLahaLI rahyo chhe ne eto agnAnaandhakAr naShTa thaI gayo chhe. have te jaD–paththarano
kalAkAr maTIne, chaitanyamaNino kalAkAr banyo chhe.
jay” bolIne AkAsh gajAvI dIdhun... ne rAjAe e padmarAgamaNi vaDe angArakamuninA
charaNonI pUjA karI... kalAkAre je maNi chhoDI dIdho te ja pharIne tenA charaNomAn
jhagamagI rahyo.
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mokShamArgane sAdhe chhe; te kAI bandhanun kAraN thatun nathI. aho, te gnAn to vItarAgI
shAntine vedanArun chhe. aho, chaitanyano mahA Anand ane vItarAgI shAnti... enI shI
vAt? te shAntimAnthI khasyo tyAre rAganI utpatti thaI, te to ashAnti ane kalesh chhe;
shAntinA baraph pAse to te agninI bhaThThI jevo ja chhene!
upAdey chhe.
evA param bhAvasvarUp svadravya chhe; teno AdhAr ekarUp paramapAriNAmikabhAv chhe, te
ja kAraNasamayasAr chhe. tene upAdeyapaNe anubhavamAn letAn shuddhadashArUp kAryasamayasAr
pragaTe chhe.
thaIne te trikALI svabhAvane upAdey karatAn paryAy pote samyagdarshanAdi nirmaL kAryarUp
thaI gaI chhe. te paryAye antaramAn shuddha kAraNaparamAtmAne upAdey karyo–em kahevAy chhe.
anantaguNanI nirmaLatAno svAd chhe. vibhAv guNaparyAyothI pAr je ekarUp sahaj sukh–
gnAnAdi anant svabhAvothI bharel paramasvabhAv–kAraNaparamAtmA te dharmInI draShTimAn
dhyeyapaNe samAy chhe. andar moTo chaitanyabhanDAr chhe; temAnthI samyagdarshan–kevaLagnAnAdi
nidhAn pragaTe chhe.
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anubhavamAn Avatun tattva te ja hun chhun; ne chaitanyathI judA anya lakShaNavALA je koI
rAgAdi anya bhAvo navA navA pragaT thAy chhe–te koI hun nathI, te bhAvo mArI
chaitanyashAntithI judI ja jAtanA chhe.
paradravya chhe. Am bhedagnAnavaDe dharmIjIv shuddhaAtmAne svasamvedanamAn lye chhe. e sivAy
bIjA koI vikalpo mArA dravya–guN–paryAyamAn nathI. svasamvedanamAn je
shuddhaanubhUtiparyAy thaI temAn rAgano anubhav nathI, mATe gnAnInI shuddhaparyAy thaI temAn
rAgAdi nathI. rAgadashA jeTalI chhe teTalI dharmI jANe chhe paN chaitanyapariNatithI tene judI
jANe chhe. shAntinA vedananI sAthe rAgAdinI ashAntinA vedanane te bheLavato nathI, tene
paradravya jevA judA jANe chhe. jagat jagatamAn rahyun. mArAmAn jagat nathI.
sevan karatAn gnAnamAn apUrva svasamvedanasahit shAnti pragaTe chhe. te shAntinA vedan pAse
rAgAdi bhAvone dharmI potAthI bhinna, agninI bhaThThI jevA jANe chhe.
bhAvo chhe te kharekhar amArA nathI. rAgAdibhAvo pudgaladravya sAthe sambandhavALA chhe, te
amArA chaitanyabhAv sAthe sambandhavALA nathI;– Am tattvavedI jIv spaShTapaNe potAnA
shuddhatattvane anubhave chhe, ane te apUrva Anandasahit siddhine pAme chhe.
pachAvavun–anubhavamAn levun te potAnA hAthamAn chhe. gnAnanA upayogane antarmukh karIne
AvA shuddha jIvAstikAyane anubhavamAn letAn ati apUrva evA siddhapadanA Anandano
mahA svAd Ave chhe... te mahA Anandano svAd leto–leto mumukShu jIv alpakALamAn ja
ati–apUrva siddhine pAme chhe.