Atmadharma magazine - Ank 352
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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: mAh : ra499 : Atmadharma : 11 :
ek kShaN pahelAnn maNinA tejathI jhagAmagatA tenA gharamAn atyAre andhakAr chhavAI gayo.
jANe pRithvI kampavA lAgI... maNi jatAn jANe potAnI pratiShThA paN chAlI gaI em tene
lAgyun. tene chintA thatI hatI ke are! mahArAjAne hun sho javAb ApIsh? he bhagavAn,
have shun thashe? nirAshAthI gherAyelo te ekAek krodhathI rAto–pILo thaI gayo. bas! game
tem karIne e maNino patto meLavavo ja joIe. teNe pharIne vichAr karavA mAnDyo: are,
hajI hamaNAn ja gnAnasAgar munirAjane AhAradAn devA mATe padmane men A peTI upar
mukyo hato. ne te munirAj AhAr karIne pAchhA jAy chhe tyAn to padma gum! enA
sivAy bIjI koI vyakti mArA gharamAn AvI ja nathI... mATe? mATe... jarUr e munino
ja AmAn hAth hovo joIe. bas, thaI chUkayun! uparano vichAr AvatAn ja je yogIrAj
pratye ek kShaN pahelAnn to angArakane atyant bhakti ane shraddhAno agAdh dariyo
UchhaLato hato te ja muni pratye have bhayankar krodhathI angArak angArA jevo banI gayo...
jarUr, te muni nahi paN muniveShamAn koI chor hashe; e DhongInun ja A kAm lAge chhe!
chhatAn, tAjetaramAn ja nIhALelI e vItarAgI munirAjanI bhavya upashAnt mudrA
ane antarangamAn rahelI jainadharma pratyenI bhakti, tene lIdhe kaLAkAranA antaramAnthI
avAj UThyo: A shun? shun tun pAgal thaI gayo chhe? jeNe Indra jevA vaibhavane chhoDyo chhe
ne sansArane taraNAntUlya jANIne tyAgI dIdho chhe, jagatanA padArthomAn IShTa–aniShTa
vRuttione oLangIne jeo ghaNA AgaL vadhI gayA chhe evA e munirAj shun A tAro
paththarano TUkaDo chorashe? samyagdarshan–samyaggnAn ne samyakchAritra jevA vishvavandya ratnathI
jemano AtmA shobhI rahyo chhe te shun A jaDaratnathI mohit thashe? are, eNe to
svAtmasthit chaitanyamaNi prApta karI lIdho chhe, te A achetan maNine shun kare?
ek kShaN to tene AvA vichAro AvI gayA... paN, maNi na dekhavAthI tene pharI
prashna UThyo: to e jAy kyAn? maNinA mohathI pAgal jevo thaIne Akhare teNe nakkI
karyun ke–nahi, nahi, e muni nathI paN koIk mAyAvI chhe, tenun ja A kALun kAm chhe. e
ThagArA–mAyAvIe mantranA prabhAvathI maNi chorI laIne gUm karI dIdho chhe... paN mArAthI
chhaTakIne te kyAn javAno hato? muniveShamAn rahIne Avun kAm kare chhe ene to hun barAbar
shikShA daIsh. game tyAnthI hamaNAn ja tene pakaDI pADun. –em dhArIne krodhathI rAto–pILo
thato angArak te munine shodhavA udyAn taraph jhaDapathI chAlyo.