Atmadharma magazine - Ank 353
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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shAntarasamAn te agni jarAy aDayI nathI. gnAnamAn krodh thato nathI, ashAnti thatI nathI.
tem samyagdraShTi–bhedagnAnI jIvano AtmA je shAntarasarUp pariNamI gayo chhe te shAnt
gnAnamayabhAv kadI rAgarUp thato nathI. rAg temAn praveshato nathI; rAgathI judejudun ja gnAn
varte chhe. are, chaitanyatattva pote ja param shAnti ane gnAnabhAvarUp thayun, temAn have
jagatanI pratikULatA kevI? game tevA ghor karmoday vakhate paN te gnAn shuddha–gnAnapaNe ja
varte chhe, antaramAn potAnI shAntinA vedanathI te chhUTatun nathI. e gnAn khAlI nathI paN
param shAntithI bharelun chhe, AnandathI bharelun chhe, anantaguNanA vItarAgIrasathI bharelun chhe.
are, bahAranA sanyogano ghero to dharmAtmAnA gnAnane gherI shake nahi, ne te kALe
vartatA rAgAdi parabhAvo paN dharmAtmAnA gnAnane gherI shakatA nathI; dharmInun gnAn te
parabhAvothI judun alipta ja rahe chhe. bhedagnAnanun koI adbhut achintya vItarAgI jor chhe
ke jenA baLe gnAn ane rAg judA ne judA ja rahe chhe; gnAn potAnA svarUpathI jarApaN
chyut thatun nathI, AnandathI chhUTatun nathI ne rAg–dveSharUp thatun nathI.
are, chaitanyamUrti AtmA pote rAgathI judo paDIne chaitanyabhAvarUpe pariNamyo, e
te kAI pharIne rAgarUp thAy? AtmA kone kahevAy? chaitanyabhAvane AtmA kahevAy; te
AtmA AtmArUpe thayo pachhI temAn vibhAv ke ashAnti kevA? ne bahAranI pratikULatA
temAn kevI? gnAnamAn to param shAnti chhe. are, ATalI pratikULatAnI shI vAt! AnAthI
anantagaNI pratikULatA AvI paDe topaN mane shun? hun to gnAnamay chhun. gnAnamAn
pratikULatAno pravesh chhe ja kyAn? hun chaitanya–vIr, mAro apharamArga, temAn sanyoganI
pratikULatA mane DagAvI shake nahIn, ke DarAvI shake nahIn. mAro chaitanyabhAv rAgathI judo
paDyo te pharIne kadI rAgAdi sAthe ek thAy nahIn, vAgh ne sinh AvIne sharIrane khAy
to bhale khAy, mArA atIndriy gnAnane to koI khAI shake nahIn, haNI shake nahIn;
kadAchit rAg–dveShanI vRuttio thAy to te vRuttiothI paN mArun gnAn kadI agnAnarUp na
thAy; gnAn te rAgAdinI vRuttirUp thatun nathI; gnAn to gnAnarUp ja, rAgAdithI atyant
judun, param shAntisvabhAvapaNe ja rahe chhe. are, chaitanyanI anubhUtimAn dharmIne je shAnti
thaI te shAnti koI sanyogamAn chhUTe nahi, rAg paN te shAntine haNI shake nahIn. rAg pote
ashAnti chhe, paN chaitanyanI je shAnti sAdhakane pragaTI chhe temAn te ashAntino pravesh nathI.
chaitanyanA Ashraye je shAnti tene pragaTI