Atmadharma magazine - Ank 354
(Year 30 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2499, A.D. 1973)
(English transliteration).

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shAntinI gandh paN Ave nahI, vikalpothI enA pAr pamAy nahIn.–Avun adbhut
shAnt chaitanyasvarUp tIrthankarabhagavanto ane santo anubhavatA AvyA chhe ne jagatane
kahetA AvyA chhe; je jIvo te lakShamAn lye chhe teo nyAl thaI jAy chhe.
chaitanyasvarUpane chintavatAn tene paryAye–paryAye param AnandanAn motI jhare chhe.–AvA
anubhavanun koI adbhut–apAr mAhAtmya chhe, te samyagdraShTine ja anubhavagamya chhe.
svAnubhavathI potAnun sarvasva jeNe potAmAn dekhyun tene have bIjA koI
padArthanA parigrahanun prayojan kyAn rahyun? potAnun sukh potAmAn ja sAkShAt
anubhavyun. pachhI ‘A bIjI vastu hoy to mane ThIk’ evun kyAn rahyun? paradravyothI
sadAy chhuTe chhUTo hun to gnAyakabhAv chhun; gnAyakabhAvarUp evo hun pote ja sukh chhun.
mArA sarva arthanI siddhi mArAmAn ja chhe. anya padArtha vaDe mArA koI arthanI
(prayojanI) siddhi thatI nathI. Am antaramAn bhedagnAnanA baLe dharmIjIv potAmAn
ekalo–ekalo sukharUpe pariNamato thako, potAthI ja tRupta–tRupta varte chhe.
AnadarUpe–sukharUpe–shAntirUpe–nirAkuL tRuptirUpe AtmA pote ja thaI gayo;–AvI
achintyashaktivALo bhagavAn AtmAn jyAn potAnA anubhavamAn vartI rahyo chhe tyAn
have bIjA koI bhAvanI ke anya padArthanI shI jarUr chhe? ahA, AvA achintya
AtmAne anubhavanAr dharmAtmA paryAyamAn paN kRutakRutya thaI gayo chhe. rAgavagar,
vikalpa vagar, Indriyo vagar jene apAr Anandano anubhav potAmAn thayA kare
evo chamatkArik chaitanyaratna mAro AtmA pote ja chhe–em he jIv! achintya
mahimA lAvIne tArA chaitanyasvarUpane ekavAr anubhavamAn to le. e anubhavano
mahimA ghaNo UnDo chhe, gambhIr chhe, enI andar to bhagavAnanA sAkShAt bheTA thAy
chhe, Anandasahit mokShano mArga tyAn UghaDI jAy chhe. jeNe AvA AtmAno
anubhav karyo te dharmIjIv dhanya–dhanya thaI gayo, kRutakRutya thaI gayo.
te dharmAtmAe ek chaitanyabhAv sivAy anya samasta parabhAvonI pakakaD
chhoDI dIdhI chhe; samasta padArthomAnthI ‘A mArun’ evI parigrahabuddhi teNe chhoDI dIdhI
chhe. ane badhAthI pAr potAno ek chidAnandasvabhAv,–anantA nijabhAvothI bharelo
AtmA, tenI sarva taraphathI pakkaD karIne (eTale ke shraddhAmAn–gnAnamAn–anubhavamAn
laIne) teno ja parigrah karyo chhe; enA sivAy anya koI bhAvomAn ranchamAtra
mAlikIpaNun rahyun nathI.