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potAmAn gnAn–AnandasvarUp AtmA svasamvedan–pratyakSharUp thayo hoy.
pote potAnA AtmAne pratyakSha (anubhavagamya) karIne ja bIjA dharmI
vagar ekalA bAhyachihnanA anumAnathI bIjA dharmAtmAnI sAchI
oLakhAN thaI shake nahi. pote ekalA anumAnathI bIjAne jANanAro
nathI, tem ja bIjA jIvo ekalA anumAnathI A dharmI AtmAne
jANI shake–evo paN AtmA nathI. jeNe potAnA AtmAne
AtmAnun sAchun anumAn karI shake. A rIte ansh–pratyakShapUrvakanun
anumAn ja sAchun hoy chhe. pratyakShanun apAr sAmarthya chhe, – temAn bIjA
koInI apekShA nathI, rAgAdi vikalpothI paN te atyant nirapekSha chhe.
svAnubhavathI moTun bIjun koI pramAN nathI.
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mithyAtvI–chitta Apane pUjI shakatun nathI, samyakatvI ja Apane pUje chhe.
te to ApanA mArga chAlavA mAnDe chhe, ne tenA chittamAn Ap birAjo chho,
pUjArI chhIe.
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atyAre paN mokShanA Anandano madhur svAd chakhADanArun
Apanun shAsan jayavant vartI rahyun chhe. jyAn jyAn Apanun
Apano virah amane nathI.
Atmatattvano agAdh mahimA samajAvIne, tenun svAshrit
hitashAsan, –te Apanun shAsan chhe, te Apano vIramArga chhe..
vIr mumukShuo Aje paN ApanA e mArge chAlI rahyA chhe.
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muktinomArga batAvatun A pravachan saune gamashe. bhagavAn
mahAvIre kahelA AtmAnA satya svarUpane jANIne
nirvANamArganI sAdhanA karavI te ja bhagavAnanA mokShano sAcho
mahotsav chhe. bhagavAne kahelA mArgane jANyA vagar mokShano
sAcho utsav thaI shake nahi. bhagavAn kahe chhe: he bhavya!
parabhAvothI bhinna AnandasvarUp AtmA jagatamAn prasiddha chhe..
AvA jagaprasiddha satyane tun jAN.. tane prasannatA thashe..
Anand thashe.
mumukShujIve nakkI karyun chhe ke hun gnAnatattva chhun. mArun gnAn AkuLatA vagaranun, svayam
thAy, ne pratikUL sanyog hoy to gnAnamAn khed thAy–evun gnAnamAn nathI. sanyogathI pAr,
ane harakh–shokathI paN pAr evun gnAnasvarUp prApta karIne sahaj gnAnachetanApaNe vartatA
dharmAtmA mukta ja chhe. –mokShanA sAdhak jIvo AvA hoy chhe.
to dukh ja chhe. gnAnane bhUlIne AvA dukhavedanamAn jIve anantakAL gALyo; paN
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mokShasukhano svAd Avyo; tene pragaTelo chaitanyabhAv rAg vagarano mukta ja chhe. chothA
guNasthAnanA samyagdraShTine rAg vagarano je chaitanyabhAv (samyagdarshanAdi) chhe te paN
nirgranth ja chhe, nIrAg ja chhe, Anandamay ja chhe ane mukta ja chhe.
mokShasukhano svAd leto–leto alpakALamAn te siddhapadane sAdhe chhe. samyagdarshan thayun
tyArathI AvI adbhut dashA sharU thaI gaI chhe. are, dharmInA AvA bhAvane je samaje
tenI paN balihArI chhe, tene parapariNatino mahimA chhUTI jashe ne chaitanyamAtra AtmAnA
sahaj mahimAmAn te lIn thashe.
paryAy kArya–evA kartA–karmanA bhedanI bhrAnti rahe tyAn sudhI shuddhAtmatattva prApta thatun nathI.
tethI dravya–paryAyanA bhedanI bhrAntine paN dUr karIne Akhare abhed–anubhUtimAn jeNe
chaitanyatattvane prApta karI lIdhun chhe te jIv atIndriy Anandane anubhavato thako mokSharUp
mahA lakShmIne prApta karIne sadAy mukta ja raheshe. –ahA, enA atUl mahimAnI shI
vAt? AvA tattvano svAd Avyo tyAn have janma–maraN kevA? e to bhavadukhathI
chhUTIne chaitanyasukhamAn lIn thayo. jagatanA koI padArthavaDe enI tUlanA thaI shake nahi.
eno mahimA apAr chhe.
chhe. karmo, ashuddhabhAvo ane shuddhachetanA–e badhun judun judun shobhI rahyun chhe; temAnthI
shuddhachetanAvaDe alankRut evo AtmA hun chhun, ashuddhabhAvo ke karmo to mArAthI tadna judA
chhe. –Avun mArun mantavya chhe, eTale ke mArA AtmAne hun Avo anubhavun chhun.
AtmAnun jIvan kem kahevAy? rAg ane dukhanA alankArathI te kAI AtmAnI
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shobhA chhe.
nijaguNothI shobhe chhe. –aho, AvA nijaguN–paryAyothI alankRut jagaprasiddha satya
AtmAne he bhavya jIvo! tame jANo. karmathI temaj vikArI bhAvothI bhinna evI
chetanAvaDe shobhit chaitanyavastune gnAnamAn evI kotaro ke gnAn pote vItarAg–AnandathI
shobhI UThe; ashuddhatAno koI ansh temAn na rahe. AvI chetanAthI jeNe potAnA AtmAne
alankRut karyo teNe samasta jinAgamano sAr potAnA gnAnamAn kotarI lIdho... teno
AtmA poteparamAgamanun mandir thayo.
Anandit thA. tAro bhAgalo ghaNo sundar chhe, moTo chhe, vikAranI bheLaseL temAn nathI.
are, tArI judI vastune ekavAr tun jo to kharo! ene dekhatAn tane koI apUrva tRupti ne
Anand thashe.
AtmAne he bhavya! tun jAN, tene tun anubhavamAn le. ahA, jainashAsanamAn kevaLagnAnI
paramAtmAe divyadhvanivaDe karmathI atyant bhinna chidAnandasvarUp AtmA dekhADyo chhe, tene
je jANe chhe teNe ja kharekhar bhagavAnanA shuddha vachanane jANyA chhe. shuddha vachananA vAchyarUp
shuddhaAtmA jeNe jANyo teNe ja kharekhar bhagavAnanA shuddha vachanane jANyA chhe. karmathI ne
rAgathI judo shuddha AtmA dekhADe tene ja ‘shuddhavachan’ kahevAy chhe, je vachan rAg–dveSh–
mohanI puShTi kare te vachan shuddha nathI. je vachan AtmAnA vItarAg bhAvane puShTa kare te
ja shuddhavachan chhe. AvA shuddhavachanarUp jinopadeshane pAmIne he bhavya!
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jANatAn–anubhavatAn tane apUrva prasannatA thashe, Anand thashe,ne tun mokShano sAdhak thaIsh.
AvA jagaprasidhdha satyane jANIne he bhavya! tun paN mahAvIr bhagavAnanA mArgamAn AvI
AvelI chhe.
sahit tathA banne taraph svatantra khullI jagyA sahit.
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sonagaDhanA bhavya paramAgamamandiramAn kotarAyelI chhe. tenun kAm
jhaDapathI pUrNatA taraph pragati karI rahyun chhe ne mangalautsavanA
bhaNakArA vAgavA mAnDayA chhe. bas, have to joshIjI kayun shubh
mUrat kADhI Ape chhe tenI rAh jovAy chhe. mAtra paramAgam nahIn,
paramAgamanI sAthesAthe tenA praNetA shrI mahAvIr bhagavAn paN
padhArashe ne panchakalyANakamahotsavapUrvak paramAgamamAn birAjashe..
te prabhu nA kahelA paramAgamomAn je madhurI chaitanyaprasAdI bharI chhe
ne jeno apUrva svAd gurudeve ApaNane chakhADyo chhe, teno thoDo
thoDo namUno AtmadharmamAn apAy chhe. agAu paN paramAgamanI
madhurI prasAdI ApI gayA chhIe ne ahIn samayasAr tathA
aShTaprAbhRutanA pravachanamAnthI prasAdI ApavAmAn Ave chhe.
AvatA AkhA varSha daramiyAn ‘paramAgamanI madhurI prasAdI’
no A vibhAg chAlu raheshe. sau jignAsuo AnandathI
paramAgamano lAbh lejo. (san.)
jAy chhe; –A nirNay to badhA samyagdraShTine jarUr hoy chhe; ane paranA
samyaktvano nirNay paN anumAnAdi dvArA thaI shake chhe.
dvArA) samyaktvane oLakhavun te vyavahAr chhe.
Avo vItarAgamArga sAmbhaLIne tenI pratIt karavI, ane tenAthI viruddha mArgane
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samyakatvanun lakShaN chhe. –A dharmanun mUL chhe.
svasamvedan–pratyakSha chhe, rAgathI pAr chhe. AvI nishank anubhavadashA vagar
samyakatva hotun nathI.
A atIndriy mahA Anand ane shAntinA svAdarUpe jenun vedan thayun te ja
mArun svarUp chhe, te ja hun chhun; anAdithI rAg–dveSh–ashAntino je svAd
anubhavyo–te hun nahi, te mArun svarUp nahi. –Am parabhAvothI atyant
bhinna potAnA chaitanyasvAdanun vedan te samyagdarshan chhe. samyagdarshananI sAthe
anantaguNanI nirmaLatAnun vedan chhe. svasamvedanamAn abhedapaNe anantaguNanA
Anandano svAd bharyo chhe.
te dharma chhe, temAn ja dharmIno prem ne utsAh chhe; rAgamAn ke rAganA phaLamAn
dharmIne utsAh nathI. mokShadashAne sAdhavAno tene utsAh chhe, ratnatrayamArgano
tene utsAh chhe; rAgano–puNyano–sansArano tene utsAh nathI.
panchaparameShThIpratye pramod Ave chhe. sansAranA prem karatAn dharmano prem ane
utsAh dharmIne vadhu hoy chhe. antaramAn to te shubharAgathI paN pAr
chaitanyatattvanI paramaprIti chhe. chaitanyasvarUpanA shraddhA–gnAn–AcharaNarUp je
gnAnachetanA chhe te ja paramArthadharma chhe, te ja jainashAsan chhe; ne evA
ratnatrayavant nirgranth munirAjanun darshan, te darshanano mArga chhe, te jainamArga chhe.
gaI, sansArabhAvathI te virakta thayo, ane chaitanyanA vItarAgabhAvarUp
mokShamArgapratye te utsAhit thayo. –AvA samveg ane nirved dharmAtmAne hoy
chhe. gnAnachetanArUp Atmadharmano jene prem lAgyo, teno chaitanyaras jeNe
chAkhyo, te have bIjAno prem nahi kare chaitanyano amRutaras chAkhkhA pachhI
vibhAvanA jherane koN chAhe?
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chhe; paN te ja vakhate rAgathI bhinna chidAnandasvabhAvane chetanArI je
gnAnachetanA chhe, te gnAnachetanAnA baLe dharmI em anubhave chhe ke mArI
gnAnachetanAmAn rAgAdinun vedan nathI, gnAnachetanA to Anandane ja vedanArI
chhe. mArI gnAnachetanAnA pariNamanamAn koI karmanun kartApaNun nathI, ke koI
karmaphaLanun bhoktApaNun nathI. –AvI gnAnachetanA dharmAtmAne hoy chhe;
AnandanI varShA tenA AtmAmAn nirantar varase chhe.
AnandarasanI dhArA varase te apUrva chhe, tenA vaDe anAdi kALanA
mithyAtvano dAh maTI jAy chhe ne dharmanA ankurA phUTe chhe, mokShanA pAk pAke
chhe. bhAI, ekavAr svasanmukh thaIne tArA nirAlambI chaitanya–gaganamAnthI
AnandanI varShA varasAv.
mArga batAvanAr Avo sundar vItarAgamArga maLyo, sAchA devaguruno
upadesh maLyo, to have chaitanyatattvanA agAdh mahimAne lakShagat karIne temAn
upayog vAL. svasanmukh thatAn je apUrva samyagdarshan thayun tyAn dharmIne
pUrNatA sAdhavAno param ullAs thAy chhe; andar chaitanyanI
atIndriyashAntirUp prasham chhe, ne bAhyachihna tarIke paN shAntabhAvarUp prasham
hoy chhe. ahA, mArun chaitanyatattva prashAnt, anant sukhamay chhe, –enun jyAn
svasamvedan thaI gayun tyAn kaShAyo paN ekadam prashAnt thaI gayA.
AtmAno svAd lye chhe; jeNe potAnA antaramAn chaitanyanI apAr riddhi–
siddhi dekhI chhe; AvA chaitanyanA bhAn vagaranA jIvo dukhIyA chhe–bhale pachhI
te puNya karIne svargamAn gayA hoy. jeNe chaitanyanA nidhAn potAmAn dekhyA
ne mahA Anandano svAd chAkhyo tene jagatamAn kyAy maraNAdino bhay nathI
anantaguNathI shobhatun chaitanyajIvan teNe prApta karI lIdhun chhe.
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kShaN amUlya chhe; temAn atyAre AtmAno nirNay karIne potAnun kAm karI
levA jevun chhe. –e ja AtmAnun sAchun hitarUp kArya chhe. svAnubhUtivaDe
samyagdarshanAdi kArya karyun tyAre ja AtmA sAcho kartA thayo, tyAre ja te
dharmano kartA thayo, eTale mokShano sAdhak, dharmAtmA thayo. tyAr pahelAnn to
agnAnathI rAgano kartA thato hato, ne dharmano kartA thato na hato. have rAgano
akartA thaIne dharmano kartA thayo, tethI te ja sAcho kartA chhe.
nakkI karavAnun ek sahelun trAjavun A chhe ke–
mokShamArga nathI.
eTale te dharma nathI.
mokShanun sAdhan na mAnavun, tene dharma na mAnavo.
jANapaNun hoy paN te kharUn gnAn nathI, mokShamArgamAn tenI kAI kimmat nathI.
mokShamArganun mUL to samyagdarshan chhe. AtmAnun param gambhIr svarUp jevun chhe
tevun gnAnamAn laIne tenI samyakshraddhA kare te jIvane bIjun jANapaNun bhale thoDun
hoy topaN te mokShanA mArgamAn chhe, ArAdhak chhe. mATe he bhavya! bIju tane
AvaDe ke na AvaDe, paN AtmatattvanI samyakshraddhAne barAbar TakAvI
rAkhaje. samyagdarshan vaDe paN tArun ArAdhakapaNun chAlu raheshe.
topaN te ArAdhak chhe, ne alpakALamAn chAritradashA pragaT karIne te to
mokSha pAmashe.
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samyagdarshan vagar gnAn–chAritra vagere koI dharmo sAchA hotAn nathI. mATe
samyagdarshanane dharmanun mUL jANIne he bhavya! tun tenI ArAdhanAmAn draDh raheshe.
svAd te chakhADe chhe. AvA samyagdarshan–ratnanA mUlyathI to mokSha maLe chhe.
samyaktva vagaranun shAstragnAn ke tapasyA kare topaN te jIv mithyAdraShTipaNe
sansAramAn ne sansAramAn ja bhamyA kare chhe. samyagdarshanarUpI pavitra jaL to
pApano nAsh karIne utkRuShTagnAn pamADe chhe. AvA samyakatvano pavitra pravAh
jenA antaramAn varte chhe te ArAdhak jIv gnAnAdi guNonI vRuddhi karato karato
mokShane pAme chhe. A rIte samyakatvano apAr mahimA jANIne tenI
ArAdhanA karo. AtmAnI apUrva shAntinun vedan e ja sAchI ArAdhanA chhe.
shun tIrthankaraprakRitino uday chhe te kAraNe teo sukhI chhe? ke shun samavasaraNano sanyog
nathI, chhatAn teo param sukhI chhe.) teo to potAnA chaitanyabhAvathI ja svayamev sukhI chhe.
thayA hovAthI, tIrthankaraprakRiti vagar ke samavasaraNAdi vagar paN sukhI rahe chhe. temanun sukh
kShayajanit chhe.
arihantonun sukh to kShAyikabhAve chhe. evA arihantonI sAchI oLakhAN karanArane
shrI kundakundasvAmI kahe chhe ke–
te jIv jANe Atmane tasu moh pAme lay khare.
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padhAryA. jinarAj padhAratAn sau darshanArthe chAlyA. gajakumAre jANyun ke aho! A to mArA
bhAI, traNalokanA nAth jineshvaradev padhAryA chhe! teo paN harShapUrvak prabhudarshane chAlyA.
prabhudarshanathI param prasanna thayA. prabhunA shrImukhethI tIrthankarAdinun pAvan charitra sAmbhaLatAn
atishay vairAgya pAmIne, tarat ja mAtA–pitAne chhoDIne jinendradevanA charaNanun sharaN
lIdhun; sansArathI bhayabhIt ane prabhunA mahA bhakta evA te vairAgI gajakumAre
bhagavAnanI AgnApUrvak digambar dIkShA dhAraN karI, ane chaitanyadhyAnamAn tallInatApUrvak
mahAn tap karavA lAgyA. temanI sAthe jenI sagAI thayelI te rAjaputrIoe paN dIkShA
laI lIdhI.
gajasvAmI–munirAjanA mastake agni saLagAvIne ghor upasarga karyo... mAthun bhaDabhaD
baLavA lAgyun... atyant komaL sharIr saLagavA lAgyun...
UbhA chhe. bahAramAn mastak to agnimAn baLe chhe paN andar AtmA to chaitanyanA param
shAntarasamAn taraboL chhe. sarve pariShah sahanArA te munirAj, atyant shUravIrapaNe
ArAdhanAmAn draDh rahI, te ja vakhate kShapakashreNI mAnDI, shukladhyAn vaDe karmone bhasma karI,
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kevaLagnAn ane nirvAN banne kalyANak devoe ekasAthe karyAn.
thaIne jinadIkShA dhAraN karI. mAtAjI–shivAdevI vageroe paN dIkShA lIdhI. pharI pAchhA
anek varSha vihAr karI nemaprabhu punaH gIranAr padhAryA.
mumukShuno AtmA chaitanyanA puruShArthathI thanaganI UThe chhe, ne mokShanA e aDol–
apratihat sAdhak pratye hRuday ullAsathI namI jAy chhe.
chhe, to have tenI keTalA varSha sthiti chhe? je vastu kRutrim hoy teno nAsh thAy ja. to
A nagarI saheje vilay pAmashe ke koInA nimittathI? vAsudevano paralokavAs kayA
kAraNe thashe? –mahApuruShanun sharIr paN kAI kAyam rahetun nathI. ane mane sanyamanI prApti
kyAre thashe? mane jagatasambandhI bIjA padArthonun mamatva to alpa chhe, mAtra ek bhAI–
shrIkRiShNanA snehabandhanathI bandhAyelo chhun.
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nagarIne bhasma karashe. tathA mahAbhAg shrIkRiShNa koshAmbInA vanamAn sUtA hashe tyAre temanA
ja bhAI jaratkumAranA bANathI te paralokane pAmashe. tyArabAd chha mAs pachhI tame
sansArathI virakta thaIne sanyamadashAne dhAraN karasho.
pratAp vakhate harSha na kare ne tenA nAsh vakhate viShAd na kare. vAsudevanA viyogathI
tamane (baLabhadrane) ghaNo khed thashe, pachhI pratibuddha thaIne bhagavatI dIkShA dhAraN karasho,
ne pAnchamA brahmasvargamAn jasho, tyAnthI narabhav pAmIne niranjan thasho.
shrIkRiShNanA snehane lIdhe te jaratkumAr khUb vyAkuL thaI gayo, hari tene prAN jevA
vahAlA hatA, tethI te dUradUr vanamAn rahIne vanacharanI jem rahevA lAgyo.
kevA? jyAn baLadev–vAsudevanun rAjya, tyAn kuvastunI charchA kevI? parantu karmabhUmi chhe
eTale koI pApI jIvo guptapaNe madyAdinun sevan karatA hoy! –em vichArI baLadev–
vAsudeve dvArakAnagarImAn ghoShaNA karI ke koIe gharamAn madh–mAnsanI sAmagrI rAkhavI
nahi; jenI pAse hoy teNe tarat nagarabahAr phenkI devI. –A sAmbhaLI jenI pAse madh
sAmagrI hatI temaNe te kadambavanamAn phenkI dIdhI, ne tyAn te sukAvA lAgI.
jeone vairAgya dharavo hoy teo shIghra vairAgya dhAraN karo, shIghra jinadIkShA laIne
AtmakalyAN karo, hun koIne nahi rokun.
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paTarANI ane bIjI hajAro rANIoe paN dIkShA lIdhI; dvArakAnagaranI prajAmAnthI ghaNAn
puruSho muni thayA, ghaNI strIo AryikA thaI. shrIkRuShNe badhAne preraNA ApatAn em kahyun
ke sansAr samAn koI samudra nathI, mATe sansArane asAr jANIne neminAthaprabhue
batAvelA mokShamArganun sharaN lyo. mAre to A bhavamAn vairAgyano yog nathI, ane
baLadevane mArA pratye mohane lIdhe hamaNAn munivrat nathI, –mArA viyog pachhI te munivrat
dhAraN karashe. tethI bAkInA mArA badhA bhAIo, yAdavo, amArA vanshanA rAjAo,
kuTumbIjano, prajAjano sau A kShaNabhangur sansArano sambandh chhoDIne shIghra jinarAjanA
dharmane ArAdho, muni tathA shrAvakanAn vrat dhAraN karo.
pAmIne baLadev pAse dIkShA mATe rajA mAngI. tyAre baLadeve rajA ApatAn kahyun ke kRiShNanA
viyogamAn jyAre mane santAp Upaje tyAre tame devalokathI AvIne mane sambodhan karajo.
siddhArthe te vAt kabul rAkhIne munidIkShA lIdhI. dvArakAnA bIjA anek loko paN bAr
varSha vItAvavA mATe nagarI chhoDIne vanamAn chAlyA gayA, ne tyAn vrat–upavAs–dAn–
pUjAdimAn tatpar thayA. parantu... teo bAravarShanI gaNatarI bhUlI gayA, ne bAravarSha pUrA
thayA pahelAnn ja, bAr varSha vItI gayA–em samajIne nagarImAn AvI vasyA. –re
honahAr!
dravyalingI manamAn em vichAravA lAgyA ke bhagavAne je bhavitavya bhAkhyun hatun te TaLI
gayun! –Am dhArI teNe dvArakA najIkanA giri pAse AtApanayog dhAraN karyo.
pIdhun. agAu yAdavoe je madIrA nagar bahAr phenkI dIdhI hatI tenun pANI dhovAI ne A
kunDamAn bhegun thayun hatun, temAn mahuDAnA phaL paDyA ne taDakAno tAp lAgyo, tethI te badhun
pANI madirA jevun thaI gayun hatun. tarasyA yAdavakumAroe te
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chaDyo, teo unmatta thaIne jem tem bakavA lAgyA, Amatem nAchavA lAgyA. dvArakA
taraph AvatAn mArgamAn temaNe dvIpAyanane dekhyA. dekhatAmvent kahyun: are, A to dvIpAyan,
jenA dvArA dvArAkAnagarIno nAsh thavAno hato te! have te ApaNAthI bachIne kyAn
javAno chhe? em kahIne te kumAro nirdayapaNe te tapasIne pANA mAravA lAgyA. evA
mAryA ke te tapasI jamIn par paDI gayA.
doDayA ane doDandoDan dvArakAnagarImAn AvyA. AkhI nagarImAn halachal machI gaI.
bhayankar dvipAyan RuShi pratye hAth joDI namaskAr karIne nagarInun abhayadAn mAngyun. he
sAdhu! rakShA karo. krodhane shAnt karo. tapanun mUL to kShamA chhe; mATe krodh tajIne A
nagarInI rakShA karo. krodh to mokShanA sAdhanarUp tapane kShaNamAtramAn bALI nAnkhe chhe, mATe
krodh jItIne kShamA karo. he sAdhu! bALakonI avivekI cheShTA mATe kShamA karo, ne amArA
upar prasanna thAo. –Am banne bhAIoe prArthanA karI.
karavA lAgyA. te ja vakhate shambukumAr vagere anek charamasharIrI rAjakumAro to nagar
bahAr nIkaLIne gIrIgUphAmAn jaIne rahyA. ane mithyAdraShTi dvIpAyan bhayankar krodharUp
agnivaDe dvArakApurIne bhasma karavA lAgyo. devoe rachelI dvArakAnagarI ekAek bhaDabhaD
saLagavA lAgI. hun nirdoSh chhatAn mane A lokoe mAryo, mATe have hun te pApIo sahit
AkhI nagarIne ja bhasma karI nAnkhun! –em ArttadhyAnasahit tejoleshyAthI te nagarIne
bALavA lAgyo. nagarImAn chArekor vinAshano utpAt machI gayo. ghareghare badhAne bhayano
romAnch thayo. AgalI rAte nagarInA lokoe bhayankar svapno dekhyA te pApI dvIpAyan,
manuShyo ane tiryanchothI bharelI te
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atyant karuN vilAp karavA lAgyA.. koI amane bachAvo re bachAvo! Avo karuN
chitkAr dvArakAmAn kadI thayo na hato. bAL–vRuddha–strI, pashu ne pankhI badhA agnimAn baLavA
lAgyA... devoe rachelI dvArakAnagarI bhaDabhaD baLavA lAgI.
bachAvI nahi?
devo shun kare? jo devo na chAlyA jAy ne nagarInI rakShA kare to te kem saLage? jyAn
nagarI saLagavAno samay Avyo tyAn devo chAlyA gayA. ane badhA loko bhayabhIt
thaIne baLadev–vAsudevanA sharaNe AvIne atishay vyAkuLatAthI pokAr karavA lAgyA–he
nAth! he kRiShNa! amArI rakShA karo, agnimAnthI amane bachAvo.
lAgavA mAnDI. tyAre Agane ThAravAnun asAdhya jANIne te banne bhAI mAtA–pitAne
nagar bahAr kADhavAnA udyamI thayA. rathamAn mAtA–pitAne besADIne ghoDA joDayA paN te
na chAlyA; hAthI joDayA te paN na chAlyA; rathanA paiyA pRithvImAn khUnchI gayA.. ante
hAthI–ghoDAthI rath nahi chAle em dekhIne te shrIkRiShNa ane balabhadra banne bhAIo pote
rathamAn jutyA ane jor karIne khenchavA lAgyA... parantu rath to na chAlyo te na ja
chAlyo... e to tyAn ne tyAn ja khoDAI gayo. jyAre baLadev jor karavA lAgyA tyAre
nagarInA daravAjA ApoAp bIDAI gayA. banne bhAIoe pATu mArI mArIne daravAjA
toDayA, tyAn to AkAshamAnthI devavANI thaI ke mAtra tame be bhAIo ja dvArakAmAnthI
nIkaLI shakasho, trIjun koI nahi. mAtA–pitAne paN tame nahi bachAvI shako.
tame jAo... tame yaduvanshanA tilak chho. tame jIvasho to badhun thaI raheshe.