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vagar raheshe nahi; tenI pAchhaL lAg to chha mahinA pahelAnn tenI prApti jarUr thashe.
antaramAn tenI prApti thatAn tArA chaitanyano apUrva vilAs tane sAkShAt dekhAshe, ne tenun
atIndriyasukh anubhavamAn Avashe.
Atmatattva kAI evun to nathI ke anubhavamAn tenI prApti na thAy! anantA jIvo
teno pragaT anubhav karIkarIne siddhapadane pAmyA chhe; vartamAnamAn paN teno pragaT
anubhav karanArA jIvo chhe; teno tane kahe chhe ke he jIv! AvA AtmAno anubhav tun
paN kar. te anubhav thaI shake tevo chhe. te anubhavanI rIt ame tane batAvI, to have tun
param utsAhathI teno abhyAs kar, jagatanI bIjI badhI chintA chhoDIne nishchintapaNe tenI
antarashodhamAn lAgI jA...to alpakALamAn ja tane jarUr tArA AtmAno anubhav thashe...
kolakarArathI kahIe chhIe ke A rIte karavAthI AtmAno anubhav thashe...thashe ne thashe. na
thAy evI vAt ja nathI. are potAnun svarUp, tenA anubhav vagar jIvavun–e te kAI
tane shobhe chhe? nathI shobhatun. to have shrIgurunI deshanA pAmIne te anubhav karavAno A
avasar chhe, mATe tenI pAchhaL evo ekAgra thaIne lAg–ke chha mahinA paN na lAge, ne
tarat AtmAno anubhav thAy. bhAI, atyAre AtmAno anubhav nahi kar to kyAre
karIsh? anantakALanA bhavadukhathI AtmAne chhoDAvavAno A avasar chhe, tun A
avasarane chukIsh nahIn. AtmAnA apUrva sukhane pAmavAno avasar chhe. to have
sarvaprakAre nishchit thaIne AtmAnI shAntine sAdhavAmAn ja tArI badhI shaktine joD.
kaThaN to chhe; paN thaI shake tevun chhe. avashya tane tenI prApti thashe. ame antaramAn tenI
prApti karIne tane kahIe chhIe ke tun paN A rIte tArA antaramAn tenI prApti kar.
AtmA pote potAnA svasamvedanathI anubhavamAn Ave–evo teno svabhAv ja
chhe. bApu! tArA gharanI vAt tane kem na ruche? ne tArAthI kem na thAy? tene ruchimAn
laIne evo prayatna kar ke thoDA ja kALamAn pragaT anubhav thAy.–paN anubhav mATe
vachche bIjI vAt lAvIsh mA; jagatanI chintA chhoDIne, nibhRut–nishchal–nishchint thaIne
chaitanyanA rasano svAd levAmAn ekAgra thaIne atyant rasathI, temAn lAgyo raheje,–to
jarUr tane chaitanyarasano pragaT svAd Avashe. ne jaD sAthe tathA rAg sAthe
ekatAbuddhino tAro moh kShaNamAn chhrUTI jashe. rAgAdithI atyant bhinna tAro
chaitanyavilAs dekhIne tane mahA Anand thashe ke vAh! mArun tattva Avun adbhut! Avun
sundar! Avun shAntarasathI bharelun!–rAgAdivikalpanI jAt ja mArAthI tadna judI chhe.–Avun