: 4 : Atmadharma : jeTh : rapa00
chaitanyanI evI bhAvanA bhAvaje ke tArA ratnatrayanI vRuddhi thAy. pratikULatA Ave tyAn
gabharAI jaIsh nahIn, paN ArAdhanAmAn apUrva utsAh pragaTAvIne vairAgyabhAvanAmAn draDh
raheje, krodhanI utpatti thavA daIsh nahi, apUrva shAntarasamAn magna raheje...ne dIkShA vagere
prasanganA param vairAgyane yAd karIne AtmAne ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAmAn param ullAsathI
joDaje. sArabhUt chaitanyabhAvone jANIne, asArarUp parabhAvone chhoDaje. are, A to
ArAdhanAnA ne samAdhimaraNanA apUrva TANAn chhe...temAn tArA hitane chUkIsh mA.
aho, mokShanA sAdhak munivaronI shI vAt! moh jenAn marI gayA–ene
pratikULatAnA bhay kevA? amane amArA chaitanyanA anubhavamAn Anand chhe, AnandanA
vanamAn ame krIDA karIe chhIe, tyAn dukh kevun? ne pratikULatA kevI? krodh kevo? are,
chaitanyanI AvI dashAne oLakho to kharA! AvI shAntadashAnI oLakhAN paN apUrva
chhe. jagatanA jIvone enI oLakhAN paN durlabh chhe. AtmAnI AvI shAnt–
vItarAgadashAne oLakhe to mumukShunA pariNAm keTalA shAnt thaI jAy! mokShano jene
ullAs, ne sansArathI je udAs, ene shAntimAnthI bahAr nIkaLIne krodhanI baLatarAmAn
javun kem pAlave?
bhav–tan–bhog te asAr chhe, ne tenA vagarano AtmA ja sAr chhe.–
* bhav eTale samasta parabhAvo te bhavanun kAraN chhe, te parabhAvo asAr chhe ne
chaitanyano svabhAv ja sAr chhe.
* tan–sharIr, te pudgalanI rachanA chhe, te kaI kShaNe saDI jashe ke chhUTI jashe, teno
koI bharoso nathI, tenA taraphanI vRuttio asAr chhe; ne sharIrathI chhrUTo
asankhyapradeshI AtmA Anandanun dhAm chhe, te sArabhUt chhe.
* bhog–harakhashokanI vRuttio te asAr chhe; InndriyaviShayo ke shubharAg–teno
bhogavaTo te AkuLatA ane dukh chhe, te asAr chhe; chaitanyanA Anandano
bhogavaTo te param sukh ane sAr chhe.
Am sAr temaj asAr tattvone jANIne he mumukShu! asAr evA bhav–tan–
bhogathI tun virakta thA, ne sArabhUt evA Anandamay AtmatattvanA shraddhA–gnAn–
ramaNatAne tun atyantapaNe bhAv...nirantar paramavairAgyathI evI jinabhAvanAmAn tatpar rahe.
potAnI chaitanyasampattinI apAr shAntine jeNe jANI chhe, tenA svAdano anubhav
karyo chhe, ne dehAdik pratye nirmamatA pragaT karI chhe evA satpuruSho atyant kaDavAn vachan