Atmadharma magazine - Ank 371
(Year 31 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2500, A.D. 1974)
(English transliteration).

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anubhUti sarve vikalpothI pAr ek shuddha chaitanyamAtra chhe. AvA AtmAne anubhavIne
dharmI kahe chhe ke hun ek chhun, hun shuddha chhun. ekapaNun–shuddhapaNun evA bhedo paN kAI anubhavamAn
nathI rahetA, paN samajAvavun kaI rIte? paryAye antarmukh thaIne AtmAnA ekatvano
anubhav karyo tyAn paryAyanA bhedo rahetA nathI, kArakanA bhedo rahetA nathI, shuddha chaitanyanI
anubhUtimAtra ek svabhAv ja rahe chhe. bhed te ashuddhatA chhe; shuddhanA anubhavamAn bhed
rahetA nathI. ek kaho, shuddha kaho, dhruv kaho–te badhun abhed chhe. mArI AtmaanubhUtimAn
Anandano nAth Dole chhe, jenA anubhavamAn AnandanAth haiyAt nathI tenI pariNati
dukhAyelI chhe.–te dukhI chhe. dharmI kahe chhe–amAro Anandano nAth amArI anubhUtimAn
jIvant chhe–hayAt chhe, amAre dukh kevun? Anandano nAth sAkShAt birAje chhe tyAn
anubhUti paN AnandarUp varte chhe. anubhUtimAn je Anand thayo evA anant Anandano
Akho pinD amAro AtmA chhe. AvA AtmAne anubhavamAn lIdho tyAn krodhAdi sarve
parabhAvo bahAr rahI gayA, chhUTI gayA, judA paDI gayA. pariNati to andar UnDe chaitanya–
pAtALamAn UtarI gaI, tyAn bahAranA koI vikalpo tenun sAdhan nathI, te to bahAr rahI
jAy chhe. pariNatie antaramAn UtarIne chaitanyabhAvane anubhavamAn lIdho eTale AtmA
antarAtmA thayo, ahA, mArI anubhUti to mahA Anandamay chhe, ne krodhAdi Asravonun
vedan to ekalun dukharUp chhe. kyAn A chaitanya–anubhUtino Anandane kyAn AsravonI
AkuLatAnun dukh!–e bannene kAI lAgatun–vaLagatun nathI, bannene kartAkarmapaNun nathI. Am
nakkI karIne AsravothI judo paDe chhe ne potAnA nirvikalpa vignAnaghanasvarUpamAn Thare chhe,–
A rIte AtmA AsravothI chhUTe chhe. Anun nAm mokShamArga chhe, Anun nAm samvar–dharma chhe.
juo, A paramAtmAnAn kaheN AvyA chhe! tArA AtmAnI laganI mATe, temAn
upayoganA joDAN mATe, A paramAtmAnAn kaheN honshathI svIkArI le....eTale svabhAv
sAthe laganathI tane anant guNanA kariyAvar sahit mokShapariNati prApta thashe.
chaitanyane anubhavanAr dharmIjIv krodhAdi koIpaN parabhAvano svAmI thato nathI,
tenAthI judo ne judo chetanArUp ja pariName chhe; mATe dharmIjIv parabhAvonA svAmItva
rahit nirmamabhAvarUpe pariName chhe. chaitanyanI anubhUtimAn samasta parabhAvothI bhinnatA
thaI, eTalun tenun svAmIpaNun na rahyun–e ja nirmamatva chhe. krodhAdi pariNaman kadAchit ho,
paN dharmInI chetanA tenAthI judI ja chhe; chetanA kartA ne krodh tenun kArya–evun svAmIpaNun
dharmIne anshamAtra nathI. ek vikalpamAtrano paN hun kartA chhun–em chetanAmAn je vikalpanun