Atmadharma magazine - Ank 373
(Year 32 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2501, A.D. 1975)
(English transliteration).

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: kAratak : 2501 Atmadharma : 33 :
munidIkShA dhAraN na karI letA!
vajrakumArane to “bhAvatun’ tun ne vaide batAvyun! ” teNe tarat ja kahyun–vAh bhAI!
tame bahu majAnI vAt karI; mArA manamAn je bhAv hatA te ja tame pragaT karyA. –have
tamArA bhAv shun chhe–te paN kaho!
udayasundare to hAsyanI vAt samajIne kahyun–kumvarajI! jevA tamArA bhAv, tevA ja
mArA bhAv! jo tame munidIkShA letA ho to hun paN tamArI sAthe ja munidIkShA levA
taiyAr chhun. jo–jo! tame pharI na jatA!! (udayasundarane to manamAn hajI em ja hatun ke
vajrakumAr to manodayA pratye tIvra rAgI chhe, –e shun dIkShA levAno hato! eTale teNe to
hAsyamAn ne hAsyamAn upar pramANe bolI nAnkhyun...athavA, ‘shukanathI shabda AgaL’ e
ukti anusAr vajrakumAranA uttam bhavitavyathI prerAIne tene vairAgya jagADanArA shabdo
nimittapaNe AvI gayA...)
udayasundaranI vAt sAmbhaLatAn ja bahAdur mumukShu vajrakumAranA mukhamAnthI vajravANI
nIkaLI–bas, hun taiyAr ja chhun...atyAre ja hun A munirAjanI samIpamAn jaIne munidIkShA
angIkAr karIsh...A sansAr ane bhogothI udAs thaIne mArun chitta have mokShamAn chonTayun
chhe...sansAr ke sansAr taraphanA bhAv have svapney mAre joItA nathI...Ap sau khushIthI
sIdhAvo....hun to muni thaIsh ne ahIn ja rahIsh.
parvat upar vajra paDe tem vajrabAhunA shabdo sAmbhaLatAn ja udayasundar upar jANe
vajra paDyun! te to DaghAIj gayo! –are A shun thayun!
vajrakumAr to makkam chitte hAthI uparathI utaryo ne vivAhanA vastrAbhuShaN
UtArIne, vairAgyapUrvak munirAj taraph javA lAgyo.
manodayAe kahyun: are svAmI! A shun karo chho?
udayasundare paN AnsubhInI Ankhe kahyun–are kumvarajI! men to hasatAn–hasatAn
mashkarImAn kahyun hatun; temAn tame A shun karI rahyA chho? hAsya karavAmAn mArI bhUl thaI to
mane kShamA karo....paN tame dIkShA na lyo..
tyAre vairAgI vajrakumAr madhur shabdothI kahevA lAgyA–he udayasundar! tame to
mArA kalyANanun kAraN banyA chho. mane jagADIne tame to upakAr ja karyo chhe. mATe dukh
chhoDo. hun sansAranA kuvAmAn paDato hato temAnthI tame to mane bachAvyo, tame mArA