Atmadharma magazine - Ank 379
(Year 32 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2501, A.D. 1975)
(English transliteration).

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* (samyaktva lekhamALA : pAnun 8 thI chAlun) *
mAro chaitanyabhagavAn AtmA dehathI bhinna, rAgathI pAr–em jyAn AtmAnI
prabhutA gnAnInA shrImukhethI sAmbhaLe ne antaramAn vichAre tyAn to potAnI prabhutA ene
najare taravaratI hoy! ahA, mArAmAn AvI prabhutA!–to have temAn ja kem na Tharun!
ekakShaN paN have dukhamAn kem rahun! em tenA antaramAn ekadam chonT lAgI jAy.
atyArasudhI mArun Avun jinasvarUp hovA chhatAn men tene na pIchhAnyun, paN have to mAre
AtmakalyANano uttam avasar AvI gayo chhe.–A avasar chukavAno nathI, have sadAne
mATe A bhavathI chhUTIne AtmAmAn ja visAmo levo chhe, ane tenA shAnt nirvikalparasanun
ja pAn karavun chhe. vAh! juo to kharA, mumukShunI AtmajignAsA!!
te samyaktvasanmukh jIv chaitanyamAn UtarIne antarshodh kare chhe ke mArun chaitanya–
gnAyakatattva badhAthI asang kevaL AnandamUrti kevun chhe ? rAgAdi kShaNik bhAvo to navA
navA Ave chhe ane chAlyA jAy chhe, mAro chaitanyabhAv tenAthI judo chhe, te vibhAvarUp
kadI thayo ja nathI, vikalponA kolAhalo shAnt chaitanyamAn praveshatA nathI. jem baraphamAn
jyAn juo tyAn shItaLatA ja bharI chhe tem mArA chaitanyamAn paN jyAn joun tyAn sukh–
Anand–shAntinI shItaLatA ja vedAy chhe,–Am te chaitanyanun svasamvedan karIne samyagdraShTi
thAy chhe; chamakadAr hIro game tyAn ho paN tenI kimmat to ekasarakhI ja chhe, tem
chaitanyahIro game te sharIr vachche, sanyogo vachche ke rAg vachche ho–paN tenA
chaitanyabhAvanI kimmat ekasarakhI ja chhe; chaitanyabhAv to te badhAthI chhUTechhUTo chaitanyabhAv
ja rahe chhe, te anyathA thato nathI, parabhAvathI lepAto nathI.
samyagdarshan pahelAnnnI Atmik vichAradhArA ati ugra hoy chhe; jem rajapUt
kesariyA kare tem AtmA mATe teNe kesariyA karyAn chhe,–kesariyA karIne AtmAmAn
jhampalAve chhe ne mohane toDIne samyagdarshan pAmI vijetA ‘jin’ banI jAy chhe. bhale
nAno–paN te जिन’ chhe. AvI samyaktvarUp jinadashAne jhankhatA mumukShune sarvathI alipta
rahevAnI vRutti hoy; jyAn chaitanyabhAvanAnI puShTi thAy evo sang ja tene hitakar
lAge....mAre mArA shuddhAtmAnA darshan karavA chhe–te ek ja laganI hoy; gurune paN
vAramvAr A ja prashna pUchhe ne A ja vAt sAmbhaLe ke mane AtmaprApti kem thAy! ‘bA’
thI vikhuTA pelA bALakane jem ‘mArI bA....mArI bA’ te ek ja raTaN hoy, e sivAy
bIje kyAy tene chen na paDe; tenI najar tenI bAne ja shodhatI hoy....