: aShADh : 2501 Atmadharma : 13 :
chitta sadAy bAhyaviShayo pratyenA rAgadveShathI vikShipta ja rahe chhe. ane jenun chitta antarmukh
thaIne chaitanyanA atIndriy AnandanA vedanamAn joDAyelun chhe tenun chitta avikShipta rahe chhe,
koIpaN viShayothI vikShipta thatun nathI, kemake bAhyaviShayo taraph tenun valaN ja nathI.
AtmAno Anand ‘nirviShay’ chhe eTale ke bAhyaviShayo vinAno chhe. ahA! jyAn
antaranA AnandamAn anubhavamAn lIn thayo tyAn jagatanA bAhyaviShayo tene shun kare?
jagatano koI anukUL viShay tene lalachAvavA samartha nathI, tem ja game tevo pratikUL
viShay paN tene DagAvavA samartha nathI; tenA chittamAn koI pratyenA rAgadveShano vikShep ja
rahyo nathI, samabhAvamAn tenun chitta sthir thayun chhe. Avun avikShipta chitta te mokShanun kAraN
chhe; mATe he bhavya jIvo! AnandasvarUp AtmAne oLakhIne chittane temAn sthir karo
evo santono upadesh chhe.
potAnA gnAnatattvanA draDh sanskAravaDe svarUpamAn sthir thatAn rAg–dveShano nAsh thaI
jAy chhe.
gnAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanAthI jeNe potAnA chittane svarUpamAn ekAgra karIne
avikShipta karyun chhe tene mAn–apamAnathI vikShep thato nathI; ane jenun chitta
chaitanyabhAvanAmAn ekAgra nathI thayun tene ja mAn–apamAnathI chittamAn vikShep–kShubdhatA
thAy chhe.
‘ANe mane bahumAn Apyun’ ANe mArun apamAn karyun, ANe mAro tiraskAr
karyo, ANe mArI nindA karI’–AvI mAn–apamAnanI kalpanA jIvane tyAn sudhI ja
satAve chhe ke jyAn sudhI tenun chitta potAnA gnAnamAn Tharatun nathI. chaitanyanA AnandamAn lIn
thatAn, koN mArI stuti kare chhe ke koN mArI nindA kare chhe–eno vikalpa ja UThato nathI,
sarvatra samabhAv ja varte chhe–
juo, A santonI samAdhidashA!–paN AvI vItarAgI samAdhi kaI rIte thAy?
ke gnAnasvabhAvanun bhAn karIne temAn ekAgratAnA draDh sanskArathI AvI vItarAgI samAdhi
thAy chhe.
mArA gnAnasvabhAv sivAy bIjun koI mArun nathI, Indriyono mane AdhAr nathI,
rAganun mane sharaN nathI,–AvI bhAvanAvALA gnAnIne paradravyathI potAnun mAn–apamAn
lAgatun nathI. mArI mahattA to mArA gnAnasvabhAvathI ja chhe, mArA svabhAvanI mahattAne
toDavA jagatamAn koI samartha nathI.
–Am potAnA svabhAvanI mahattA jene nathI bhAsatI ne parasanyogavaDe jeNe