Atmadharma magazine - Ank 382
(Year 32 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2501, A.D. 1975)
(English transliteration).

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vachche paN chaitanyanI shAntinun anshe vedan paN sAthe vartI rahyun chhe; ne mithyAdraShTi ekalA
sanyogonI sAme joIne dukhanI vedanAmAn taraphaDe chhe...tenA bhAIne pUchhe chhe ke ‘are
bhAI! koI sharaN? A ghor dukhamAn koI sahAyak? –koI A vedanAthI chhoDAvanAr?
–hAy! A asahya vedanAthI koI bachAvanAr? ’
tyAn samakitI–bhAI kahe chhe ke are bandhu! koI sahAyak nathI. andaramAn bhagavAn
chaitanya ja AnandathI bharelo chhe, tenI bhAvanA ja A dukhathI bachAvanAr chhe.
chaitanyabhAvanA vinA bIjun koI dukhathI bachAvanAr nathI, bIjun koI sahAyak nathI. A
deh ne A pratikUL sanyogo e badhAyathI pAr chaitanyasvarUpI AtmA chhe, –AvA
bhedagnAnanI bhAvanA sivAy jagatamAn koI bIjun tane dukhathI bachAvanAr nathI, koI
sharaN denAr nathI. mATe he bhAI! ekavAr sanyogane bhUlI jA...ne andar chaitanyatattva
AnandasvarUp chhe tenI sanmukh jo. te ek ja sharaN chhe. pUrve AtmAnI darakAr karI
nahi, pAp karatAn pAchhun vALIne joyun nahi tethI A narakamAn avatAr thayo....have A ja
sthitimAn hajAro–lAkho varShanun AyuShya pUrun karye ja chhUTako. sanyog nahi phare, tArun lakSha
pheravI nAnkh. sanyogathI AtmA judo chhe tenA upar lakSha kar. sanyogamAn tArun dukh nathI;
tArA Anandane bhUlIne ten ja mohathI dukh Ubhun karyun chhe, mATe ekavAr sanyogane ane
AtmAne bhinna jANIne, sanyoganI bhAvanA chhoD ne chaitanyanI bhAvanA kar. hun to
gnAnamUrti–AnandamUrti chhun, A sanyog ane A dukh bannethI judo mAro AtmasvabhAv
gnAn–AnandanI mUrti chhe. –Am AtmAno nirNay karIne bhAvanA karavI te ja dukhanA
nAshano upAy chhe.
chaitanyanI bhAvanAmAn dukh kadI praveshI shakatun nathI. “jyAn dukh kadI na praveshI
shakatun tyAn nivAs ja rAkhIe” ...chaitanyasvarUp AtmAnI bhAvanAmAn Anandanun vedan
chhe. temAn dukhano pravesh nathI...evA chaitanyamAn ekAgra thaIne nivAs karavo te ja dukhathI
chhUTakArAno upAy chhe. kaShAyothI santapta AtmAne potAnA shuddhasvarUpanun chintan ja shAnti
ApanAr chhe. mATe ‘jinendrabuddhi’ shrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe chhe ke he antarAtmA! rAg–
dveShAdi vibhAvonI utpatti aTakAvavA mATe svastha thaIne shAntachitte tArA shuddha AtmAnI
bhAvanA kar...tenA chintanathI tArA vibhAvo kShaNamAtramAn shAnt thaI jashe.
agnAnI jIvone samyagdarshan pragaT karavA mATe paN chaitanyanI bhAvanA karavI e
ja upAy chhe.–