Atmadharma magazine - Ank 384
(Year 32 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2501, A.D. 1975)
(English transliteration).

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anAdianant chaitanya chhun, mAro kharo bandhuvarga to gnAn–Anand vagere anant
guNo chhe ke je sadAy mArI sAthe ja chhe. bahAranA A bandhuvarga–sagAnsambandhI te
kharekhar amArAn nathI, ame have nirmoh thaIne chaitanyanI shuddhatAne sAdhavA mATe
jangalamAn jashun. juo, A dharmIno vairAgya! chaitanyanI mastI jAgI, vairAgyano
pAvar phATyo....te have sansAranA pInjarAmAn nahIn rahe. amAro amArA
sansAranA kaleshathI thAkyo chhe....amArun sthAn have vanamAn.... chaitanyanI shAntimAn
ja chhe. vananA sinh ane vAghanI vachche jaIne ame amArA chaitanyane sAdhashun....
ne samabhAvamAn raheshun. chaitanyatattvanun bhAn ane anubhUti to pahelAnn thayA chhe,
have tenI pUrNatAne sAdhavA mATe A rIte vairAgyapUrvak mokShArthI jIv muni thAy
chhe.
aho, bandhuvarganA AtmAo! hun jarAy tamAro nathI, ne tame jarAy mArAn
nathI–em nishchayathI tame jANo...ek gnAnasvabhAv ja amAro chhe, jagatamAn bIjun
kAI amArun nathI–em men jANyun chhe, gnAnajyoti mane pragaT thaI chhe. mAro
chaitanyasvarUp AtmA ja mAro sAcho bandhu chhe, ene men oLakhyo chhe–tethI mArA
anAdinA sAchA bandhu pAse ja have hun jAun chhun....eTale have tamArI vidAy laun chhun.
have ame moharahit thaIne amArA chaitanyanI shAntimAn Tharashun ne siddhapadane sAdhashun.
juo, A gnAnIno vairAgya! A chAritradashAnI taiyArI! te vairAgIjIv
pitA tathA mAtA pAse jaIne vairAgyapUrvak kahe chhe ke he pitA! he mAtA! A
puruShano AtmA tamArA AtmAthI utpanna thayo nathI–em nishchayathI tame jANo. men
mArA AtmAne badhAthI bhinna jANyo chhe, tethI have badhA sAtheno mohasambandh chhoDIne,
vairAgyathI hun mArA AtmAne sAdhavA mAngun chhun; mATe tame mane rajA Apo. jene
gnAnajyoti pragaTI chhe evo A AtmA Aje potAnA AtmA pAse jAy chhe.
eTale ke pote potAmAn lIn thAy chhe. AtmA ja potAno anAdino janak chhe
–pote ja potAnI nirmaLaparyAyarUp prajAno utpAdak chhe. AvA amArA AtmAne
ane anubhavamAn lIdho chhe ne have muni thaIne AtmAnA kevaLagnAn–nidhAnane
kholashun.–AvI bhAvanAthI pitA–mAtA pAse vinayathI rajA le chhe.
ahA, dharmakALamAn to AvA ghaNAghaNA prasango banatA. nAnA
kalaiyAkumvar jevA rAjaputro paN andar AtmAno atIndriyaAnand dekhIne
vairAgya pAmatA ne dIkShA letA. nAnA hAthamAn nAnakaDun kamanDaL ne nAnakaDI
morapInchhI laIne mahAn chaitanyanI