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munirAj samAdhipariNat chhe. gnAyakane avalambI visheSh visheSh samAdhisukh pragaTAvavAne teo utsuk chhe. munivar shrI padmaprabhamaladhAridev kahe chhe ke muni ‘sakaLavimaL kevaLagnAnadarshananA lolup’ chhe. ‘kyAre svarUpamAn evI jamavaT thAy ke shreNI UpaDIne vItarAgadashA pragaTe? kyAre evo avasar Ave ke svarUpamAn ugra ramaNatA jAme ane AtmAnun paripUrNa svabhAvagnAn — kevaLagnAn pragaT thAy? kyAre evun param dhyAn jAme ke AtmA shAshvatapaNe AtmasvabhAvamAn ja rahI jAy?’ AvI munirAjane bhAvanA varte chhe. AtmAnA Ashraye ekAgratA karatAn karatAn teo kevaLagnAnanI samIp jaI rahyA chhe. ghaNI shAnti vedAy chhe. kaShAyo ghaNA mand paDI gayA chhe. kadAchit k RIddhi — chamatkAr paN pragaTatAn jAy chhe; paN temanun te pratye durlakSha chhe. ‘amAre A chamatkAr nathI joItA. amAre to pUrNa chaitanyachamatkAr joIe chhe. tenA sAdhanarUpe, evun dhyAn — evI nirvikalpatA — evI samAdhi joIe chhe ke jenA pariNAme asankhya pradeshe darek guN tenI paripUrNa paryAye pragaT thAy, chaitanyano pUrNa vilAs pragaTe.’