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samAdhAnaH- .. svabhAv-orakI mahimA AnI chAhiye. chaitanyatattva hI alag hai, yah jaD tattva bhinna hai. dono.n bhinna hai.n, usakA bhedaj~nAn kara. vibhAvasvabhAvase bhinna hai. vah nij svabhAv nahI.n hai. apanA svabhAv vartamAn..

bhedaj~nAnakA abhyAs kare to ho. parantu vah abhyAs kab ho? ki a.ntarame.n utanI lagan lage to ho. usake liye vichAr, vA.nchan, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA (hotI hai). chaitanya koI apUrva tattva, anupam tattva hai. usakI mahimA Aye to us or jAya. gurudevane to koI apUrva mArga batAyA, is pa.nchamakAlame.n. na ho tabatak usakA abhyAs karate rahanA. bAra.nbAr chaitanyako pahichAnaneke liye.

... dR^iShTime.n rukA hai. a.ntar dR^iShTi karake a.ntarame.n pariNati pragaT karane jaisI hai. a.ntarase svabhAvako pahachAne. chaitanya j~nAnasvabhAv so mai.n hU.N. usake alAvA koI vastu merI nahI.n hai. koI parabhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N. apane svabhAvako pIChAne. a.ntarame.nse bhedaj~nAn kare to hotA hai, to muktikA mArga pragaT ho.

dravya par dR^iShTi kare a.ntarame.nse to mArga pragaT hotA hai. ananta kAl gayA to bhI jyo.nkA tyo.n hai. dravyakA kahI.n nAsh nahI.n huA hai. chaitanyatattva to shAshvat hai. ananta sharIr dhAraN kiye, parantu tattva to jyAe.nkA tyo.n shAshvat hai. us shAshvat tattvako a.ntarase pahachAne to hotA hai.

.. udayame.n gayA, .. ananta-ananta bhav kiye to bhI tattva to vaisAkA vaisA shAshvat hai. apUrva tattva hai use pahachAne. bAra.nbAr usakA abhyAs kare to hotA hai. usakI jarUrat mahesUs ho, sArabhUt vah hai, sAr hI vah hai, aisI a.ntarase pratIti Aye to hotA hai. puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai. koI kar nahI.n detA. ananta kAl gayA to svaya.n apane puruShArthakI mandatAse aur vibhAvakI ruchise rakhaDA hai. aur svaya.n svaya.nke puruShArthase palaTatA hai. koI kar nahI.n detA.

dev-guru-shAstra nimitta hote hai.n. bhagavAnakA apUrva nimitta ho, gurudevakA nimitta ho, parantu upAdAn to svaya.nko hI karanA paDe, koI kar nahI.n detA. puruShArtha to svaya.nko hI karanA hai. a.ntarame.n svaya.nko hI parivartan karanA hai. bAhya kAryame.n jarUrat lage to

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vaha.N chAhe jaise bhI, kaDI mahenat karake karatA hai. yahA.N isakI jarUrat lage to svaya.n hI usame.n puruShArtha kare to ho sake aisA hai. use koI rokatA nahI.n hai. svaya.n svata.ntra dravya hai. svata.ntra hai. tU apaneAp puruShArtha karake kar to hotA hai.

mumukShuH- unakI bhAvanAse hI huA.

samAdhAnaH- unakI bhAvanAse hI sab huA. yog huA, ye sab.. spaShTa kar diyA hai. kis mArga par jAnA hai, vah sabako batA diyA hai, kahA.N jAnA hai vaha. karanekA svaya.nko bAkI rahatA hai. aisI AtmAke prati ruchi aur bhakti Aye to vah ho. dev- guru-shAstrakI aur a.ntarame.n AtmAkI.

mumukShuH- vAstavik rUpase jo mahimA AnI chAhiye, vah nahI.n AtI. sune, paDhe, vichAr kare to aisA hI lage ki yahI karane jaisA hai. phir bhI a.ntarame.nse jo lagan laganI chAhiye, vah nahI.n ho rahI hai.

samAdhAnaH- use svaya.nko puruShArtha karanA hai. svaya.nko karanA chAhiye. utanI apUrvatA, utanI mahimA, a.ntarame.nse svaya.n nakkI karake usakI dR^iDhatA karake svaya.nko karanA hai. puruShArtha svaya.nko karanA hai.

mumukShuH- Apako gurudevakI bAt sunakar kaun-sI bAtase ekadam puruShArtha karanekI preraNA milI? Apako gurudevakI bAtame.n kisI bAtakI apUrvatA lagI?

samAdhAnaH- gurudev kahate the na ki kuCh alag hI karanA hai a.ntarame.n. prathamase hI AtmAkA kuCh karanA hai, aisA a.ntarame.n thA hI. aur gurudevane mArga batAyA ki a.ntarame.n mArga hai.

mumukShuH- Apako bachapanase aisA hotA thA ki mujhe AtmAkA karanA hai?

samAdhAnaH- bachapanase hI hotA hai. kuCh mAlUm nahI.n thA, parantu kuCh karanA hai (aisA hotA thA). tyAg kar denA, sab ChoD denA aisA hotA thA. mArga kyA hai, vah mAlUm nahI.n thA. mArga to gurudevane batAyA. gurudev pahalese kahate the, a.ntarame.n AtmA hai. manase atIt, vachanase atIt, kAyAse, sarvase atIt andar AtmA virAjatA hai. a.ntarame.n AtmA koI alag hai, aisA pahalese unake vyAkhyAname.n thoDA-thoDA AtA thA. pahalese.

is manuShya jIvaname.n kuCh kar lenA hai. baraso.n nikal gaye aisA hotA thA. 18 sAl pUre ho gaye, 20 varSha chale gaye, AhA..! itane sAl bItaname.n kahA.N der lagegI? jaldI kar lenA hai, aisA hotA thA. utane sAl ho gaye vah to bahut lagatA thA ki itane sAl bIt gaye, itane sAl bIt gaye. .. svaya.nko karanA hai.

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mumukShuH- abhI vartamAname.n to hamArI kachAs bahut hai.

samAdhAnaH- a.ntarame.nse aisI bhAvanA ho ki mujhe taiyArI hI honA hai aur mujhe AtmAkA (hit) karanA hI hai. vah bhale puruShArtha na kar sake parantu svaya.n bhAvanAkI taiyArI, ruchikI taiyArI to svaya.nkI honI hI chAhiye. mujhe yah karanA hI hai, aisI jij~nAsA, aisI ruchi, aisI dR^iDhatA, svaya.nko a.ntarase aisA honA chAhiye. bhale puruShArtha vah kar na sake, utanA a.ntarase vichAr yA utanA chi.ntavan yA svaya.n a.ntarame.n svabhAvako pahachAnanekA utanA kar na sake, lekin usakI bhAvanA to tIvra honI chAhiye.

bhAvanA honI chAhiye ki mujhe yah karanA hI hai. ye dev-guru-shAstra batA rahe hai.n ki AtmA koI apUrva hai aur vah apUrvatA mujhe pragaT karanI hai. vah apUrva kyA hai, usakI bhAvanA, jij~nAsA, Atmadevake darshan kaise ho, usakI bhAvanA aur jij~nAsA, aisI jij~nAsA to svaya.nko honI chAhiye. dUsarI taiyArI bhale vah puruShArtha na kar sake, Age na baDh sake parantu usakI bhAvanA, lagan to svaya.nko honI chAhiye. to vah pahu.Nch sakatA hai. dUsarI sab lagan, usakI ruchi kam hokar AtmA-orakI ruchi gaharAIse yadi ho to vah pahu.Nch sakAt hai.

AtA hai na ki "tatprati prItichitten yen vArtApi hi shrutA'. prItise yadi is tattvakI bAt bhI sunI hai to vah bhAvi nirvAN bhAjanam-bhaviShyame.n nirvANakA bhAjan hotA hai. aisI tattvakI bAt a.ntarase ruchipUrvak koI apUrva bhAvase sunI ho to vah bhAvi nirvAN bhAjanama. isaliye use a.ntarame.nse ruchi pragaT honI chAhiye. phir vartamAn puruShArtha (karake) utanA Age chal nahI.n sakatA ho, bhedaj~nAn karake j~nAtAdhArA pragaT karanI, svAnubhUti karanI usakA puruShArtha chalatA na ho, parantu bhAvanA to.. apUrvatA use a.ntarame.nse laganI chAhiye ki ye kuCh apUrva hai. ye bAharakA sab kuCh apUrva nahI.n hai. ye a.ntarame.n AtmA hai vahI apUrva aur AtmAkA svabhAv aur AtmA anupam hai. jo dev-guru- shAstra batA rahe hai.n, vahI karane jaisA hai aur ve kuCh alag hI batAte hai.n aur vahI AdaraNayI hai, aisA a.ntarame.nse svaya.nko ruchi aur prIti to honI chAhiye. to bhAvi nirvAN bhAjana.n. bhaviShyame.n nirvANakA bhAjan ho.

nimitta prabal ho, parantu svaya.nkI ruchi utanI jAgR^it (ho), svaya.nkI utanI ruchi honI chAhiye ki mujhe yah chAhiye. dUsarA kuCh nahI.n chAhiye. mujhe yah ek AtmA hI chAhiye. dUsarA vibhAvakA ras TUT gayA ho. vah ChoD nahI.n sakatA hai, parantu andarase ruchi AtmAkI laganI chAhiye. AchAryadev kahate hai.n ki prItise usakI vArtA bhI, usakA shravaN bhI prItipUrvak apUrva bhAvase kiyA hai to vah bhaviShyame.n nirvANakA bhAjan hai. tattvakI utanI rasikatA a.ntarase honI chAhiye.

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samAdhAnaH- .. koI Ananda Aye. jinendra dev, guru, shAstra jo batA rahe hai.n, vah sAdhanA, vah sAdhakabhAv, sAdhya svarUp AtmA, anAdiananta tattva chaitanya tattva vah sab bAte.n, sAdhya-sAdhakakI bAt, un sab bAto.nme.n kuCh apUrvatA lage aur shAstrame.n jo AtA hai us bAtame.n use kuCh chamatkAr jaisA lage ki ye kuCh alag hai, aisI apUrvatA laganI to vah bhAvi nirvANakA bhAjan hai, aisA shAstrame.n AtA hai.

jise jisakI prIti lage, ruchi lage us or usakA puruShArtha muDe binA rahatA nahI.n. phir use kAl lage vah alag bAt hai. parantu a.ntarame.n usakI ruchi ur or jAtI hai to avashya us or muDe rahegA nahI.n. (vibhAvabhAv Aye) parantu vah AdaraNIy nahI.n hai. jo dev-guru-shAstra kahate hai.n ki shubhabhAv bhI terA svarUp nahI.n hai. usase bhI tU bhinna, tU nirvikalpa tattva hai. yah shubhabhAv bhI ananta bAr bahut bAr kiyA. parantu usase koI mukti nahI.n hai. tU usakA bhedaj~nAn kara. usase bhI tU bhinna hai. aisI bAtame.n jise ruchi lage, apUrvatA lage to vah tattvakI prIti hai.

AtmA koI a.ntarame.n (apUrva hai). bAhya pravR^itti ho usase AtmA, shubhabhAvase bhI usakA svarUp bhinna hai. us bAtakI use ruchi lage. bhale shubhabhAvanA use Aye, dev- guru-shAstrakI mahimA Aye, shubhabhAvame.n hai isaliye, vah ashubhame.n nahI.n jAtA. shubhabhAv Aye lekin use AdaraNIy ek nirvikalpa tattva hI lage. shubhabhAvakI ruchi nahI.n hotI. vah ananta bAr bahut bAr kiyA, dravyali.ngI muni huA, sab huA lekin use shubhabhAvame .n ruchi a.ntarame.n rah jAtI hai. mahAvratAdi shubhabhAvakI a.ntarame.n ruchi rahatI hai ki yah ThIk hai, yah pravR^itti ThIk hai, ye shubhabhAv ThIk hai. aisI andar mIThAs rah jAtI hai.

jo guru kahate hai.n, jo dev kahate hai.n aur tattvakA svarUp hI aisA hai. aise svaya.n buddhise vichAr karake nakkI kare ki ye sab jo bhAv hai.n, us bhAvase bhI mai.n bhinna hU.N. jaise siddha bhagavAn nirvikalpa tattva hai.n, unhe.n kisI bhI prakArake vikalpakI AkulatA nahI.n hai. ekadam nirvikalpa tattva. AtmAme.n Ananda, AtmAme.n j~nAna. basa. ek nivR^itta pariNAmarUp jo hai aur svarUpame.n pariNati hai. aur parase nivR^itti hai. aise jo siddha bhagavAn hai.n, vaisA hI AtmAkA svarUp hai. aur vahI AdaraNIy hai, dUsarA kuCh AdaraNIy nahI.n hai. merA svarUp nahI.n hai. aisI use ruchi aur prIti a.ntarame.n honI chAhiye.

kahI.n-kahI.n ruk gayA hai. bAhya kriyAme.n, kuCh shubhabhAvanAme.n.n, U.Nche-U.Nche shubh vikalpa Aye ki mai.n j~nAn hU.N, darshan hU.N, chAritra hU.N, aise guNabhed paDe, vah vikalpa Aye, vah vikalpa bIchame.n Ate to hai.n, parantu merA svarUp nahI.n hai, mUl svarUp nahI.n hai. mai.n to abhed tattva (hU.N). j~nAn, darshan, chAritra guNabhedakA vikalpa bIchame.n AtA hai. sab guN hai.n AtmAme.n, parantu AtmA to akhaNDa hai, aisI use ruchi lage. bhale gaharAIse kam

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samajhame.n Aye, parantu use a.ntarase ruchi, prIti us bAtakI Aye. .. honI chAhiye, to vah bhAvi nirvAN bhAjan hai. bhale samajhe kam, lekin us bAtakI ruchi aur prIti laganI chAhiye. aise nirvikalpa tattvakI ki jisame.n kisI bhI prakArakI kriyAkI pravR^itti nahI.n hai, jisame.n koI vikalpakI jAl nahI.n hai. Uchchase Uchcha shubhabhAv bhI AtmAkA svarUp nahI.n hai. aisI bAtakI a.ntarase prIti laganI chAhiye. prIti apanI hotI hai. phir kar na sake, usakA bhedaj~nAn na kar sake, puruShArtha na chale, bhAvanA ho parantu puruShArtha chale nahI.n, parantu usakI ruchi aur prIti koI apUrva ho to vah bhAvi nirvAN bhAjan hai. usake upAdAname.n utanA to honA chAhiye, apanI ruchi us orakI honI chAhiye.

laukikakA sab gauN hokar AtmA-orakI ruchi use mukhya honI chAhiye. AtmAkI bAt ho, jinendra dev, guru, shAstra use mukhya hone chAhiye. .. pariNAm svarUp AtmA.. sab ChUT jAy to bhI AtmAme.n-se kuCh pragaT hotA hai, AtmA labAlab bharA hai. vah kahI.n shUnya nahI.n hai. usame.n to ananta guN aur ananta paryAyase bharA huA AtmA- shuddhAtmA usame.nse pragaT hotA hai. us bAtakA vishvAs, vaisI ruchi a.ntarame.nse use Aye.

mumukShuH- ..

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, vah AyA hai. svarUpakI pariNati aur vibhAvakI nivR^itti ho jAya. ek AtmA par dR^iShTi kare to har jagah pahu.Nch jAtA hai. phir kahI.n bhinna-bhinna rUpase pahu.NchanA nahI.n paDegA. bhinna-bhinna vichAr, j~nAn, darshan, chAritra bhinna-bhinna sAdhanA nahI.n karanI paDegI, ek dR^iShTi AtmA par rakh to sarva guN, sarva guNA.nsh so samyagdarshan (hotA hai). ek AtmA par dR^iShTi karegA to tU har jagah pahu.Nch jAyagA. tere sarva guN aur paryAy pragaT ho jAye.nge. parantu us or dR^iShTi sthApit kara. nirvR^ittasvarUp AtmA hai, vah nirvikalpa tattva hai.

mumukShuH- ..ek AtmAko dekhegA to..

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, sab dekh legA. ek AtmA par dR^iShTi kara. mArga ek hI hai. j~nAnakI nirmalatAke sab Aye, parantu ek mukhya AtmAko grahaN kiyA to usame.n sab A jAtA hai. jo andar paDA hai, vah sab andarase ananta guN aur paryAye.n uChalegI. har jagah mai.n chaitanya, mai.n chaitanya. bAkI sab mujhase bhinna hai, mai.n ek chaitanya hU.N. sharIr so mai.n nahI.n, ye vibhAv so mai.n nahI.n, mai.n ek chaitanya hU.N. ek chaitanya bhagavAn hU.N. jaise mahimAva.nt bhagavAn hai.n, vaise mai.n bhI ek mahimAva.nt (tattva hU.N). gurudev use AtmabhagavAn kahate the.

mumukShuH- .. to bhI amuk vichAr karate hai.n tab aisA lagatA hai ki isame.nse kab aur kaise pahu.Nche.nge? itanA lambA-lambA lagatA hai, ekadam duShkar lagatA hai.

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samAdhAnaH- anAdikA abhyAs bAharakA ho rahA hai. a.ntar dR^iShTi .. paDI hai. ruchi aur bhAvanA kare to ho. a.ntarame.n dR^iShTi jAya. dR^iShTi anAdise bAhar hai. ye sab bAharakA dikhatA hai, a.ntarame.n dikhatA nahI.n. ye vibhAv dikhe, yah dikhe, bAharakA dikhe. lekin a.ntar svakI or dekhatA nahI.n. a.ntar sUkShma upayog kare ki andar jo jAnanevAlA hai vah mai.n hU.N. yah sab kaun jAnatA hai? jAnanevAlA mai.n hU.N. jAnanahAr par dR^iShTi kara.

jise jAnA vah nahI.n, parantu jAnanevAlA mai.n svaya.n jAnanevAlA hU.N. vah jAnanA kahI.n bAharase nahI.n AtA, a.ntar svaya.n jAnanevAlA ek j~nAyakatattva hai. us j~nAyakatattvako tU dekha. us j~nAyakame.n sUkShma dR^iShTi karake dekh, vah j~nAyakatA usame.n sabame.n j~nAyakatA hI bharI hai. bAharakA anAdikA abhyAs hai na, isaliye vah sab aise hI anAdike pravAh anusAr chalatA rahatA hai.

bhUtakAlakA jo bIt gayA, vah sab yAd (AtA hai). lekin vah yAd karanevAlA kaun hai? andar ek jAnanevAlA tattva hai. vah jAnanevAlA hai vah anAdiananta shAshvat hai. vah jAnanevAlekA ek guN aisA mukhya hai ki jAnanevAlA j~nAt ho rahA hai, lekin usame.n AnandAdi ananta guN hai.n, vah bAhar upayog hai isaliye use anubhavame.n (nahI.n A rahA hai). upayog bAhar ruk gayA hai. a.ntarame.n dekhe to vah jAnanevAlA hI hai. us jAnanevAleko pahachAn le. us jAnanevAlekI or upayog kar, dR^iShTi de. to yah sab bhinna hI hai.

mumukShuH- nUtan varShake din prAtaH kAlame.n Ap svapname.n Aye the aur Apane aisA kahA ki, j~nAnadR^iShTise sab dekho. itanA Ananda ho gayA, nUtan varShake din, mAtAjI!

samAdhAnaH- j~nAyakadR^iShTise dekhanA, j~nAyakako dekha. bas, jAnanevAlA j~nAtA ban jA. ye sab bAharakA... tU jAnanevAlA andar hai, us jAnanevAleko dekh le. j~nAnadR^iShTi kar, j~nAname.n dR^iShTi kar, j~nAyakako dekh le. har jagah j~nAyak hI hai. us j~nAyakame.n sab bharA hai. j~nAyak pUrA ananta guNo.nse bharapUr hai. usame.n shuddhAtmAkI ananta shuddha paryAy (paDI hai.n). parantu vah a.ntarame.n dR^iShTi kare to vah paryAye.n pragaT ho. parantu pahale to use lakShaNase pahichAn le ki ye jAnanevAlA so mai.n. us jAnanevAle par vishvAs kar ki ye jAnanevAlA hai vahI mai.n hU.N. ye dUsarA sab kuCh mai.n nahI.n hU.N. ye jAnanevAlA hI mai.n hU.N. vah dravya, vah guN aur usame.n jo pariNati ho vah paryAy, bas! vah jAnanevAlA hai vahI mai.n hU.N. usakA vishvAs kar, usakI pratIt kar to usame.n sab A jAyagA. jAnanevAleko dekha. jAnanevAleko dekhA nahI.n hai. bAharakA jyAdA jAnanekI AvashyakatA nahI.n hai, ek j~nAyakako dekha. ... apanA hai. svaya.n j~nAyak hI hai, us j~nAyakako pahachAnanA hai. mUl mantra yahI hai. phir use alag-alag prakArase vichAranA hai. mUl to usakA svabhAv

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grahaN kar lenA hai. .. usame.n svAnubhUti samAyI hai. usame.n hI sab samAyA hai. ek j~nAyakako tU dekh, usake svabhAv par dR^iShTi kara. usame.n bhedaj~nAn A jAtA hai. apanA astitva grahaN kare isaliye anyase bhinna paD gayA.