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samAdhAna- .. koI Ananda Aye. jinendra dev, guru, shAstra jo batA rahe hain, vah sAdhanA, vah sAdhakabhAv, sAdhya svarUp AtmA, anAdiananta tattva chaitanya tattva vah sab bAten, sAdhya-sAdhakakI bAt, un sab bAtommen kuchh apUrvatA lage aur shAstramen jo AtA hai us bAtamen use kuchh chamatkAr jaisA lage ki ye kuchh alag hai, aisI apUrvatA laganI to vah bhAvi nirvANakA bhAjan hai, aisA shAstramen AtA hai.

jise jisakI prIti lage, ruchi lage us or usakA puruShArtha muDe binA rahatA nahIn. phir use kAl lage vah alag bAt hai. parantu antaramen usakI ruchi ur or jAtI hai to avashya us or muDe rahegA nahIn. (vibhAvabhAv Aye) parantu vah AdaraNIy nahIn hai. jo dev-guru-shAstra kahate hain ki shubhabhAv bhI terA svarUp nahIn hai. usase bhI tU bhinna, tU nirvikalpa tattva hai. yah shubhabhAv bhI ananta bAr bahut bAr kiyA. parantu usase koI mukti nahIn hai. tU usakA bhedagnAn kara. usase bhI tU bhinna hai. aisI bAtamen jise ruchi lage, apUrvatA lage to vah tattvakI prIti hai.

AtmA koI antaramen (apUrva hai). bAhya pravRutti ho usase AtmA, shubhabhAvase bhI usakA svarUp bhinna hai. us bAtakI use ruchi lage. bhale shubhabhAvanA use Aye, dev- guru-shAstrakI mahimA Aye, shubhabhAvamen hai isaliye, vah ashubhamen nahIn jAtA. shubhabhAv Aye lekin use AdaraNIy ek nirvikalpa tattva hI lage. shubhabhAvakI ruchi nahIn hotI. vah ananta bAr bahut bAr kiyA, dravyalingI muni huA, sab huA lekin use shubhabhAvame n ruchi antaramen rah jAtI hai. mahAvratAdi shubhabhAvakI antaramen ruchi rahatI hai ki yah ThIk hai, yah pravRutti ThIk hai, ye shubhabhAv ThIk hai. aisI andar mIThAs rah jAtI hai.

jo guru kahate hain, jo dev kahate hain aur tattvakA svarUp hI aisA hai. aise svayam buddhise vichAr karake nakkI kare ki ye sab jo bhAv hain, us bhAvase bhI main bhinna hUn. jaise siddha bhagavAn nirvikalpa tattva hain, unhen kisI bhI prakArake vikalpakI AkulatA nahIn hai. ekadam nirvikalpa tattva. AtmAmen Ananda, AtmAmen gnAna. basa. ek nivRutta pariNAmarUp jo hai aur svarUpamen pariNati hai. aur parase nivRutti hai. aise jo siddha bhagavAn hain, vaisA hI AtmAkA svarUp hai. aur vahI AdaraNIy hai, dUsarA kuchh AdaraNIy nahIn hai. merA svarUp nahIn hai. aisI use ruchi aur prIti antaramen honI chAhiye.

kahIn-kahIn ruk gayA hai. bAhya kriyAmen, kuchh shubhabhAvanAmenn, Unche-Unche shubh vikalpa Aye ki main gnAn hUn, darshan hUn, chAritra hUn, aise guNabhed paDe, vah vikalpa Aye, vah vikalpa bIchamen Ate to hain, parantu merA svarUp nahIn hai, mUl svarUp nahIn hai. main to abhed tattva (hUn). gnAn, darshan, chAritra guNabhedakA vikalpa bIchamen AtA hai. sab guN hain AtmAmen, parantu AtmA to akhaNDa hai, aisI use ruchi lage. bhale gaharAIse kam