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gurudevane sAShTAng namaskAr kiye. gurudevakI Ankhamense AnsU chale jAte the, jab bhagavAn padhAre the taba. bhagavAn padhAre tab kuchh alag hI ho gayA thA. us vakta to pahalI bAr bhagavAn padhAre. sthAnakavAsImen kahIn bhagavAnako dekhe nahIn the. bhagavAn padhAre isaliye mAno sAkShAt bhagavAn padhAre. gurudevako aisI bhAvanA ho gayI thI. bhagavAn mandiramen padhAre to aise sAShTAng namaskAr kiye. Ankhamense AnsUkI (dhArA bahane lagI). jab bhagavAnakI pratiShThA huyI us vakta bhI gurudevakI Ankhamense ashru chale jAte the. mAno sAkShAt bhagavAn padhAre hon!

bAharase bhagavAnakA svAgat aur antaramen gnAyakadevakA bhI mujhe Adar hai. gnAyakadevake lakShyase sab hotA hai. antaramen gnAyak... bAharase bhagavAnako kahate hain, bhagavAn! padhAro. jinendra dev padhAro! main Apako kis vidhise pUjun? kis vidhise vandUn? antaramen gnAyakadevakI or jAy to main Apako kis vidhise pUjun? kis vidhise vandUn? aisI use bhAvanA hotI hai. utanA antaramen Adar hai, utanA bAharamen Adar hai.

alpa asthiratA hai, vah mujhe nahIn chAhiye, mujhe usakA Adar nahIn hai. jaise gnAyakadevakA Adar... bAhar jinendra bhagavAnakA Adar aur antaramen gnAyakadevakA Adar hai. jin pratimA jin sArakhI, namen banArasIdAsa. alpa bhavasthiti jAkI, so hI pramANe jin pratimA jin sArakhI. jin pratimA mAne sAkShAt bhagavAn hain. bhagavAn aur pratimAmen koI pharka nahIn hai. jin pratimAko jinendra samAn jo dekhate hain, alpa bhavasthiti. jisakI bhavasthiti kam ho gayI hai, jise mukti samIp A gayI hai, arthAt jise gnAyakadev samIp A gayA hai, jisakI gnAyakakI svAnubhUti samIp antarase ho gayI hai. bhagavAnako sAkShAt nirakhatA hai. antaramense use bhAvanA hotI hai.

mumukShu- prabhudarshanakI to pUrI dRuShTi Apane antarmukh kar dI.

samAdhAna- antaramen dekhe to gnAyak.. gnAyak.. gnAyak bhagavAn hotA hai. antaramen dRuShTi sthApit kI hai. gnAyakadev, bArambAr gnAyakadev padhAro mere antaramen, main ApakA Adar karatA hUn. bAhar Aye to mujhe jinendra dev, guru aur shAstrake sivA kuchh nahIn chAhiye. jagatake andar mujhe kisI bhI vastukA Adar nahIn hai. koI vastukI mujhe mahimA nahIn hai, mujhe koI nahIn chAhiye, bas! ek jinendra bhagavAn mujhe mile, guru mile aur shAstra mile to usamen mujhe sab milA hai.

main svayam jAtA hUn, usamen dev-guru-shAstrakI merI shubhabhAvanA hai, abhI nyUnatA hai isaliye mujhe dev-guru-shAstrake binA nahIn chalegA. main merI shubhabhAvanAmen Apako sAthamen rakhatA hUn. Ap dUr hon, to bhI Apako samIp AnA hI paDegA. merI bhAvanA aisI prabal hai ki Apako samIp AnA hI paDegA. merI bhAvanAse main Apako sAth hI