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shubh to bIchamen AtA hai, parantu shubh terA svabhAv nahIn hai. vah shubh evan ashubh samAn koTike hain, aisA tU samajha. aur AtmA tIsarI bhUmikA amRutakumbha hai use grahaN kara. isaliye Upar jAneko kahate hain. ata Upar-Uparase terI bhAvanA ho to use chhoDaneko nahIn kahate hain, parantu gaharI bhAvanA pragaT kara. shuddha svabhAvamen jA sake aisI bhAvanA pragaT kara.
isaliye use chhoDakar phir ashubhamen jAnA, Upar-UparakI bhAvanA Aye to vah bhAvanA koI kAmakI nahIn hai, aisA kahakar chhoDaneko nahIn kahate hain, parantu tU UnchI (bhAvanA) pragaT kar, UnchI pariNatiko pragaT kara. aisA kahanekA Ashay hai. bhagavAnake mandiramen darshan karatA huA, bhagavAnake mandir par Tahel lagAtA huA, Tahel lagAte hue yadi bhagavAnake dvArA na khUle to thakakar vApas mat AnA, bhagavAnake dvAr khUl jAyenge. tU Tahel lagAnA chhoDanA mata.
chaitanya-mandiramen tU Tahel lagA, main chaitanya hUn, aisA Upar-Uparase tujhe samajhamen Aye to use chhoDanA mata. vah chhoDanA mat, yadi tujhe pahachAn na ho to. pahachAn nahIn ho tabatak vahAn Tahel lagAte hI rahanA. usamen lakShya rakhanA ki mujhe abhI bahut Age jAnA hai. to terA paruShArtha uThane par chaitanya-mandir khulanekA tujhe avakAsh hai. tU dUr jAyagA to UlaTA dUr chalA jAyagA.
bhagavAnake mandirase tU dUr jAyagA to UlaTA dUr chalA jAyagA. isaliye dRuShTi barAbar rakhanA ki abhI mujhe andar jAnekA hai. Upar-UparakI bhAvanAse pragaT nahIn hotA, parantu andarakI bhAvanA pragaT karaneke liye tU samajhanA ki yah UparakA hai. abhI andarakA karanekA mujhe bAkI hai. aise gnAn yathArtha karanA, to Age baDh sakegA. gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn, aisA Upar-Uparase ho to bhI antaramen jAnA hai, vah bhAvanA mat chhoDanA. use chhoDaneko nahIn kahate hain.
andarakI bhAvanA aisI Aye ki bhedagnAn ho jAy, antarabhed kar de, chaitanya-mandirake dvArA kholakar chaitanya bhagavAn pragaT ho, vah bhAvanA alag hotI hai. parantU tU bhAvanA dRuDh karanA to kabhI terA puruShArtha ugra hogA to andar jA sakegA. isaliye vah dvAr chhoDakar ashubhamen jAneko nahIn kahate hain. shubhamen khaDAhai, lekin dRuShTi shuddha par rakhanA.
mumukShu- mAtAjI! kahA thA na ki,
samAdhAna- vah to apanI mandatA dekhakar pahachAn sake, ye manda-manda chalatA hai, ugratA nahIn ho rahI hai isaliye ugratAkI kShati hai. manda-manda, manda-manda chale. dhIrI gatise chalanevAleko der lagatI hai. jise ugratA ho, vah tvArAse pahunch jAtA hai. dhIrI gatise chalanevAlA vahAn khaDe rahakar chale to kaise pahunche? use khyAl Aye ki main nahIn