38 mahAvratake AdhArake binA munipanA kaise pAle? munion apane chaitanyake AdhArase munipanA pAlate haiain. unakI svAnubhUtike AdhArase (pAlate hain). bArambAr apane svAnubhavamen-amRutarasamen lIn hote hain. usake Ashrayase munipanA pAlate hain. usamen unhen shubhabhAv panch mahAvrat to bIchamen Ate hain. parantu usakA Ashray ho to hI munipanA pale, aisA nahIn hai. lekin svAnubhUtikA jo Ananda hai, jo svAnubhUti kShaN-kShaNamen pragaT hotI hai, usake Ashrayase munipanA pAlate hain.

ata pahale shraddhA to barAbar aisI karanI ki donon bhAv hain, usase main bhinna nirvikalpa tattva hUn. bIchamen ye shubhabhAv Ate to hain, lekin vah merA svabhAv nahIn hai. dRuShTi to chaitanya par sthApit karake, main to sarvase bhinna chaitanya bhinna hUn. dRuShTi to barAbar aise dRuDh karanI. phir bIchamen shubhabhAv Aye vah dUsarI bAt hai. aise prArambhamen dev-guru-shAstra, vah sab pariNAm to sAthamen hote hain. parantu main chaitanya sarvase bhinna nirAlA hUn. dRuShTi to vah karane jaisI hai.

mumukShu- .. jIvako kyon ... yah hamAre balubhAI kahate hain.

samAdhAna- anAdikA abhyAs hai. bAharakI ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. isaliye usamense bhinna honA mushkil paDatA hai. buddhise nakkI karatA hai ki main bhinna hUn. parantu antaramense pariNati bhinna nahIn karatA hai. usase pariNatiko bhinna nahIn karatA hai. isaliye aise hI chalA jAtA hai.

... tU bhagavAn AtmA, tU bhagavAn AtmA bArambAr kahate the. parantu vah andaramen dRuDh karanA, pratIt bhale hI svayamko Ave, parantu andarase bhinna karanA AtmAkI pariNati bhinna karake, vah svayamko karanA hai. yah dravya chaitanya hai, ye usake guN hain, ye usakI paryAy hai. kahate hain na, jo bhagavAn AtmAko jAne,.... jo jinavarako jAne vah svayamko jAnatA hai. aise nakkI kare ki main yahI hUn. aisA dRuDh nishchay karake usakA puruShArtha kare ki jaisA bhagavAnakA AtmA hai, vaisA hI merA AtmA hai. aisA nakkI karake puruShArtha kare to ho. nakkI karake, buddhimen nakkI kiyA, parantu puruShArtha to karanA paDatA hai. usakI pariNatiko bhinna karanA bAkI rahatA hai. ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai.

nij chaitanyamen dRuShTiko sthApit karanA bAkI rahatA hai. puna, ek bAr karake chhoD de, aisA nahIn. kShaN-kShaNamen use yAd karatA rahe, use mahimAse yAd karatA rahe. use shuShka ho jAy, aise nahIn. use antarase mahimA AnI chAhiye. yah chaitanya hI mahimAvant hai. aise.

mumukShu- yah milA hai vah apUrva hai. sunanevAle hain, parantu sunanevAle sunate hain, lekin antar pariNaman nahIn karate hain. bAhar nikalate hI, shoragulamen lag jAte hain.