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mumukShu- pariNatimen aisA nahIn hotA.
samAdhAna- pariNatimen aisA nahIn hotA. use sab vivek to honA chAhiye... doSh par vajan chalA jAy, aisA nahIn hai. dRuShTikA jor sAthamen hai. phir na ho to AkulatA ho ki ulajhanamen A jAy, aisA use nahIn hotA. parantu samajhatA hai ki merI kShati hai. main lIn hoUn to yah sab chhUT jAya. parantu mujhe lInatA kaise ho? aisI bhAvanA rahatI hai.
mumukShu- mahimA nahIn AtI, ... doShakA khyAl hai, dRuShTikA jor to gnAyak hUn, vah hai.
samAdhAna- .. dRuShTikA kahe aur chAritrakI bAt ho to chAritrakA kahe. sarva prakArakI bAt Aye. gurudev, ananta kAlase jIv bhramamen paDe hain, unhen dRuShTikI bAt jor-se batAye, sva-par ekatva-vibhaktakI bAt durlabh hai, jIvane sunI nahIn hai. svamen ekatva aur parase vibhakta, vah bAt (durlabh hai). gurudev to dRuShTikI bAt kare. parantu prasang par sab bAt gurudevake pravachanamen sab bAt AtI thI. chAron orakI bAten AtI thI. jab paryAy-orakI Aye to itane jor-se (kahe) aur dUsare rang jAy, aisI bAt paryAy-orakI AtI thI.
mumukShu-
samAdhAna- chAron taraphakI bAt gurudevake (pravachanamen) AtI thI. vairAgya taraphakI bAt aisI Aye ki dUsare log Dolane lage. munikI bAt, bachchonkI karate the, gurudev kaisI bAt karate the. gurudev chAron taraphakI bAt (karate the). ham Aj hI dharma angIkAr karenge, ham Aj hI munipanA lenge. gurudevakI sarva prakArakI bAt AtI thI.
samAdhAna- vah Age baDhanemen ulajh jAtA ho to ek jAnanekI bAt hai ki kramabaddha hai. merI kShati hai, aisA svayamko puruShArthakA lakShya to rahanA chAhiye.
.. dveSh arochak bhAva. parakI ruchi toDate-toDate use pasInA nikal jAtA hai. aise usako ruchi hotI hai ki AtmAkA karane jaisA hai. parantu ekatvabuddhi toDate-toDate use mushkil ho jAtA hai. ananta kAlakA abhyAs hai na isaliye. prayAs kar-karake khed ho jAy, thak jAtA hai. vahAn jAy, prayAs kare, abhI bhI prApta nahIn ho rahA hai, prayAs karate-karate thak jAy, khed ho jAtA hai. ... aisA hotA nahIn hai, parantu usake vishvAsamen chalAyamAn ho jAtA hai. puruShArthakI kShati hai.
... kaisI kar dI hai. vah svayam hai bhinna, parantu sthUl ho gayA hai. svayamne hI ekatva abhyAs kar-karake (kiyA hai). jitanA abhyAsakA jor kiyA, utanA ananta kAl us abhyAsamen rahA. ab use kShaN bhar to jor karanA hI paDe na. is ananta