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samAdhAna- hAn, use bhAvanA Ave. mujhe jAnA hai andar, puruShArthakI gati mujh- se karanI hai, parantu bAharamen bhI mujhe nimitta satpuruShakA nimitta ho, aisI bhAvanA (hotI hai). mujhe mArga batAye, mujhe kahAn jAnA hai, vah sab mArga batAnevAle sachche nimitta mere pAs ho, aisI bhAvanA hotI hai. pratyakSha satpuruShake satsangakI bhAvanA rahatI hai. phir bAharakA yog kitanA bane vah alag bAt hai, parantu aisI bhAvanA use hotI hai.
mumukShu- ..
samAdhAna- .. gurudev devake rUpamen hI the. ye gurudev hain, aise pahachAnA. aur gurudevake sab kapaDe devake the. gurudevane aisA kahA ki, aisA kuchh nahIn rakhanA. main yahIn hUn. phir, dUsarI bAr kahA. gurudev aisA kahate hain, main yahIn hUn. gurudevane phir-se kahA, main yahIn hUn. kahA, padhAro gurudev! aho..! aho! sadaguru.. mainne kyA kahA vah yAd nahIn hai. padhAro gurudev! aisA kahA. phir gurudevane kahA, main yahIn hUn. phir kahA, mujhe kadAchit aisA lage, lekin ye sab bechAre gurudev, gurudev karate hain. sabako kaise (samajhAnA)? gurudev kuchh bole nahIn. gurudevane itanA kahA ki main yahIn hUn. Apako aisA kuchh nahIn rakhanA, main yahIn hUn.
mumukShu- ham sabako aisA hI lagatA thA ki gurudev yahIn hai. parantu gurudevakI anupasthiti mAlUm hI nahIn paDatI.
samAdhAna- gurudev... kaun jAne aisA atishay ho gayA. sabako aisA ho gayA. mainne turanta kisIko nahIn kahA thA. phir sabake manamen aisA ho gayA thA ki gurudev yahAn hai. svapnamen aisA lage ki gurudev hI hai.
mumukShu- ..
samAdhAna- aisA rakhanA hI nahIn. main yahIn hUn. do bAr aisA kahA. phir kisI aurane kahA, gurudev aisA kahate hain ki main yahIn hUn. gurudev kuchh bole nahIn, parantu gurudevane itanA kahA, main yahIn hUn. main yahIn hUn, bahin! main yahIn hUn. manamen aisA chalatA thA na, isaliye. .. Aye ho na, aisA devakA pahanAvA. aur mudrAmen gurudev jaisA lage aur dUsarI taraph-se dev jaisA lage. mugaT Adi, devakA rUp hotA hai na, devakA rUpa.
mumukShu- panchamakAlamen dev Ate hain.
samAdhAna- ... isaliye main kahatI thI ki gurudev sab dekhate hain. upayog rakhe to gurudevako sab dikhatA hai. gurudev yahAn-se bhagavAnake pAs jAte hain. Upar-se sab dikhatA hai. vimAnamen jAte hain. mahAvideh, bharatakShetra sab samIp hI hai. yahAn bagalamen mahAvideh kShetra hai. parantu yahAn bIchamen pahAD A gaye isaliye kuchh dikhatA nahIn hai. sabakI shakti kam ho gayI hai.