to bAdamen hotI hai, pahale use sab pratIt ho jAtI hai. aur vah pratIt hotI hai ki dRuDh pratIt (hotI hai) ki kisIse chalAyamAn nahIn ho, aisI pratIt pahale A jAtI hai. pariNatirUp bAdamen hotA hai, parantu pratIt AtI hai.

samAdhAna- .. aisA nakkI karake bArambAr usake vichAr kare ki main to bhinna hI hUn. ye vikalpa merA svarUp nahIn hai. aisA antaramen bArambAr usakA prayAs kare, usakI laganI lagAye. khAte-pIte, jAgate-sote, svapnamen usakI laganI hotI hai ki main to bhinna hUn. aisI laganI antarase laganI chAhiye, bArambAr main bhinna hUn. vah bhedagnAnakA prayAs (hai), yathArtha bhedagnAn, sachchA bhedagnAn bAdamen hotA hai, parantu pahale usakI laganI lagatI hai. tabatak vichAr kare, vAnchan kare, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA Aye. gurudev kyA kahate the, bhagavAnane pUrNa svarUp prApta kiyA, guru kaise hote hain, gurukA kyA svarUp hotA hai, gurudevane kyA mArga batAyA hai, yah sab nakkI kare, shAstramen mArga kyA AtA hai, yah sab nakkI kare. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA kare, vah sab shubhabhAv hai, lekin pahale vah bIchamen Aye binA nahIn rahate. AtmA-shuddhAtmA prApta nahIn ho tabatak bIchamen Ate hain. parantu dhyey use yah hotA hai ki mujhe shuddhAtmA prApta karanA hai. mujhe AtmA kaise prApta ho, antarase laganI laganI chAhiye. use khaTak rahA kare. jisakI svayamko ichchhA ho aur vah nahIn prApta hotA ho to kaise andar khaTak (rahatI hai), bAr-bAr yAd AtA hai. vaise use yAd Aye.

apanI mAn ho, to merI mAn. jahAn bhI jAye, koI pUchhe ki tU kaun hai? terA nAm kyA hai? bAlak samajhatA nahIn ho to bAlak, merI mAn, merI mAn bolatA hai. aise merI mAn, merI mAn, kaisA antaramen hotA hai? vaise mujhe AtmA kaise prApta ho? aisI laganI laganI chAhiye. usakA bArambAr prayAs kare, bhedagnAnakA abhyAs kare, bArambAr main bhinna hUn, main bhinna hUn, main bhinna hUn. mAtra vikalpa Upar-Uparase kare vah alag bAt hai, parantu antarase honA chAhiye.

mumukShu- AtmA to apane pAs hI hai.

samAdhAna- apane pAs hI hai. dRuShTAnta to aisA hI hotA hai na. AtmA apane pAs hai, parantu bhUl gayA hai. bichhaD gayA hUn, aisA use ho gayA hai. use aisA ho gayA hai, bhUl gayA hai. AtmA svayam hI hai, parantu main bichhaD gayA hUn. mAno AtmA kahInkA kahIn chalA gayA ho aur main bichhaD gayA hUn. sharIramen ekamek ho gayA hUn, gum ho gayA hai, aisA use ho gayA hai.

bakareke jhunDamen sinh A gayA. sinh bhUl gayA ki (main sinh hUn), mAno main bakarI hUn, aisA ho gayA hai. sinh bhUl gayA ki main kaun hUn? ye bakare bhinna aur merA lakShaN