12 svarUpamen gayA to prakAsh (huA). prakAshakA to dRuShTAnta hai, parantu vah prakAsh koI bAharakA prakAsh nahIn hai. vah to chaitanyasvarUp hai. kAlI jirI hotI hai vah kaDavI- kaDavI hotI hai. shubhabhAvanA AkulatA.. AkulatA.. AkulatA usakA bhAv hai. kAlI jirI aisI hotI hai. jo shakkarakA svabhAv hai vah pUrA mIThA hai. vikalpa TUTatA hai usI kShaN Ananda AtA hai.
samAdhAna- ... sarvAng Ananda. chaitanya svarUpamen chaitanyaghanamen chalA gayA. chaitanya svarUpamen chalA gayA. bAhar dRuShTi, bAhya upayog chhUT gayA, antaramen upayog chalA gayA. antaramen svAnubhUti asankhya pradeshamen hotI hai. manakA dvAr kahanemen AtA hai, parantu man nimitta hai. bAkI pUre pradeshamen (Ananda AtA hai).
mumukShu- ...
samAdhAna- pahale nakkI kare. matignAn aur shrutagnAn dvArA nakkI karatA hai ki main yah AtmA hI hUn. ye vibhAv hai vah main nahIn hUn. main AtmA hI hUn, aisA nakkI karatA hai. main AtmA hI hUn, ye sab mujh-se bhinna hai. aisA nirNay karake antaramen sthir hotA hai. jis kShaN vikalpa TUTe, usI kShaN svAnubhUti hotI hai. donon ek hI kShaNamen hain. pahale vikalpa TUTatA-TUTatA jAtA hai, bAdamen svAnubhUti hotI hai, aisA nahIn hota. sUkShmamen sUkShma vikalpa aur Uchcha-se uchcha vikalpa, vah vikalpa hI hai. manda yA tIvra, vah sab vikalpa hai. jis kShaN vah TUTatA hai, usI kShaN nirvikalpa (hotA hai). yahAn nirvikalpa hotA hai, usI kShaN TUTatA hai. usI kShaN Ananda aur usI kShaN svAnubhUti. sab sAthamen hI hai.
mumukShu- vikalpa TUTe tab ekakA dhyAn rahatA hogA na?
samAdhAna- akelA chaitanya, ananta guNase bharA akelA chaitanya. gnAn arthAt akelA guN nahIn, pUrA gnAyaka.
mumukShu- upayog antaramen rakhA to ekakA hI dhyAn rah jAtA hai na? rAg chhUT jAy to.
samAdhAna- rAg chhUT jAye to akelA gnAyak rahatA hai. gnAnasvarUp AtmA. samAdhAna- ... dRuShTi par taraph hai isaliye vibhAv dikhanemen AtA hai. dRuShTi aur upayog donon par taraph hai, isaliye vibhAv dikhanemen AtA hai. anAdi aisI vibhAvakI pariNati ho rahI hai. AtmA taraph dRuShTi nahIn hai. anAdi kAl-se dRuShTi huyI nahIn. vibhAv.. vibhAv, vibhAvamen ekatvabuddhi (ho rahI hai). vibhAv merA aur vibhAv main hUn, aisI ekatvabuddhi mithyA bhram ho rahA hai. nirmal hai, nirmal hai to bhI dekhanemen nahIn AtA. usakA svAnubhav nahIn hai. dekhanemen bhI nahIn AtA, pratIt bhI nahIn hai. kuchh nahIn hai,