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liye usake ShaTakArak bhinna batAye. parantu itanI apekShA samajhanI chAhiye ki dravyake Ashray- se paryAy rahatI hai. dravyake Ashrayamen paryAy rahatI hai. isaliye dravya jitanA svatantra hai, utanI paryAy svatantra nahIn hai. aisA samajhanA chAhiye. gurudevakI apekShA anek prakArakI (AtI thI).

mumukShu- ... pUrA sAr A gayA. bhaviShyakA chitraN batAnA tere hAthakI bAt hai. usako hI sambhAlakar rahe. paradravyakI sambhAl karate-karate ananta kAl bIt gayA. lekin Atmadravya bhItar virAjamAn hai, usakI sambhAl ek samayamAtra nahIn karI. ye mArga milA kahAn-se? ye rag-ragamen bharA huA hai. rom-romamen. kyA vachanAmRut hai! anamol- anamol vachan hain, jisakI kImat nahIn AnkI jA sakatI. agar usako pAn kar le, .. chintan kar le, vahI sachchA bhakta hai, nahIn to kyA hai? sab sevA karI, lekin Apake vachanonko pAlan karake ek taraph baiThakarake antar manan kar le, terA kalyAN ho jAyagA. vahI sachchA bhakta hai. gurudev kahenge ki mere mArgamen AyA, merA sachchA bhakta hai. ek bAtako dhAraN karake ... ek-ek bol... ek AyA na? vikalpa hamArA pIchhA nahIn chhoDate. to vikalpa tereko nahIn lagA, vikalpako tU lagA hai. tU vikalpako chhoD de na. itanI-sI bAta. itanemmen sArA sAr samA gayA. ... chhedan ho gayA. vikalpakA gnAyak hUn, vikalpa merA svarUp nahIn hai. dhanya ho!

mumukShu- hamAre kahate hain ki jahAn na pahunche ravi, vahAn pahunche kavi. mumukShu- mere rom-romamen samAyA huA hai, vachanAmRutakA ek-ek bola. dhanya hai! agar ek bAr usane paDh liyA Atma chintan-se ek bAr manan kar liyA, usakA kalyAN nahIn hove ye bAt ban sakatI nahIn. .. main kahatA hUn ... vachanAmRut pUrA- shurU-se Akhir taka. abhiprAy terA kahAn paDA huA hai? ruchiko palaT de. tereko kahIn na lage to jA.

mumukShu- kahIn na ruche to andar jA. mumukShu- vishvakA adabhut tattva tUn hI hai. kaun kahanevAlA hai? adabhut tattvako pahachAnakarake, jisako jAnakarake jinhonne batA diyA ki vishvakA adabhut tattva tU hI hai. sArA sAr, jo dekho vah usamen bharA hai. nikAlanevAlA honA chAhiye, khojanevAlA honA chAhiye. aur apan nahIn khojenge to kyA phAyadA? Apake batAye hue mArga par chalakar, ek satpuruShako khoj le aur usake charaNakamalamen sarva arpaN kar de. to terA kalyAN ho jAyagA. dhanya hamArA bhAgya! aise shabda kahAn milate the? kaun jAnatA thA? Aj hamArA bhAgya khil gayA. AhAhA..!

jan-janamen yah bAt, AtmA-AtmA kaun jAnatA thA? Aj to saral mArga batA