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chaitanya tattva hI hUn. visheSh bhedabhAv gauN karake shuddhAtmAkI paryAy pragaT hotI hai. vibhAvakI paryAy gauN ho jAtI hai. main chaitanya shuddhAtmA hUn, aisI pratIt to dRuDh karanI chAhiye, aisA gnAn karanA chAhiye, usakI lInatA honI chAhiye. to svAnubhUti hotI hai. bArambAr main gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn, aisA vichAr karake, lakShaN pahachAnakar (Age baDhanA). yathArtha pIchhAn hove to bhI usakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. ye achchhA nahIn hai, main chaitanya gnAyak hUn. sAmAnya svarUp anAdiananta (hUn). guNakA bhed, paryAyakA bhed par dRuShTi nahIn karake, main chaitanya hUn. usamen guN hai, paryAy hai to bhI dRuShTi to akhaNDa par rakhanI chAhiye. gnAn sabakA hotA hai, parantu dRuShTi ek akhaNDa chaitanya sAmAnya par hotI hai. dravyadRuShTike bal-se usamen lInatA (hotI hai).

dRuShTi-samyagdarshan hone-se sab nahIn ho jAtA hai. lInatA-chAritra, svarUp ramaNatA- lInatA bAkI rahatA hai. munion chhaThaven-sAtaven guNasthAnamen jhulate hain. lInatA visheSh ho jAtI hai. samyagdRuShTiko itanI lInatA nahIn hotI. to bhI usako svAnubhUti hotI hai. svarUpAcharaN chAritra hotA hai. bhedagnAnakI dhArA chalatI hai. svAnubhUti-se bAhar Ave to bhedagnAnakI dhArA kShaN-kShaN, kShaN-kShaN, kShaN-kShaNamen khAte-pIte, jAgate, svapnamen bhedagnAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai). gnAyakadhArA aur udayadhArA donon bhinna chalatI hai. koI-koI bAr svAnubhUti hotI hai. nirvikalpa svAnubhUti-se bAhar Ave to bhedagnAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai).

usake pahale usakI mahimA karanI chAhiye, usakI laganI karanI chAhiye, tattvakA vichAr karanA chAhiye, AtmAkA svabhAv pahachAnanA chAhiye. AtmAkA gnAn lakShaN (pahachAnakar) main gnAyak hUn, main akhaNDa gnAyak hUn, usako vichAr karake grahaN karanA chAhiye. usake bhedagnAnakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. main chaitanya akhaNDa hUn. main vibhAv- se (bhinna hUn). guNabhed, paryAyabhed Adi bhedamen vikalpa AtA hai. vAstavik bhed AtmAmen nahIn hai. AtmA akhaNDa hai. isamen gnAn, darshan, chAritra sab hai. lakShaN bhinna-bhinna hai, to bhI vastu ek hai. usakA nirNay karake usakI pratIt karanI chAhiye. usamen lInatA karanI chAhiye.

mumukShu- .. bAharamen to achchhA lagatA nahIn hai. andar jAnemen kitanA samay lagegA?

samAdhAna- kyA kahate hain? bAharamen achchhA nahIn (lagatA). svabhAvakI pahachAn kare to, svabhAvakA lakShaN pahachAnakar usakI pratIt dRuDh hove, bArambAr abhyAs kare. jisako yathArtha puruShArtha uThatA hai to antarmuhUrtamen ho jAtA hai. aur visheSh puruShArtha kare to, AchAryadev kahate hain, chha mahinemen ho jAtA hai. parantu itanA abhyAs nahIn karatA hai. achchhA nahIn lagatA hai, dukh lagatA hai to bhI svarUpakA lakShaN pIchhAnakar usakA