50 hain. bahut likh liyA. hamArI ulajhan chAhe jitanI bhI ho, parantu paripUrNa gnAn prApta kiye binA chain-se baiTh sake aisA nahIn hai. isaliye ham kahIn bhI santuShTa ho aisA nahIn hai. ApakA dilAsA shAnti detA hai. parantu bhagavAn trilokInAthako vash kiye binA chain-se baiTh sake aisA nahIn hai. is sansAr-se ab bas hoo, bas hoo. pUjya shrImadajI likhate hain ki prANiyonko mRutyukAlamen yam jitanA dukhadAyak lagatA hai, usase bhI adhik dukhadAyak hamen sang lagatA hai.

yah bhAvanA bhAkar mujh-se huA avinay, ashAtanA, abhakti huyI ho to usake liye sachche hRuday-se ApakI kShamA chAhatA hUn. ApakI dIrghAyu ichchhatA hUn.

samAdhAna- ... antaramen gnAyakadev pragaT na ho tabatak use santoSh nahIn hotA. parantu shAnti rakhakar prayatna kare. svayam bArambAr gnAyakadevako grahaN karake usakA hI abhyAs (kare). usakA svabhAv antaramen-se kaise grahaN ho? bArambAr usakA abhyAs kare. ulajhanamen Akar aisI ulajhanamen na A jAy ki ekadam ulajh jAya. ekatvabuddhi toDanekA shAnti rakhakar prayatna karanA. prayatna svayamko hI karanekA hai.

apanI bhUl-se svayam vibhAvamen dauD jAtA hai. apanI mandatA-se. svayam puruShArtha kare to apanI or AtA hai. isaliye bArambAr gaharAImen jAkar svabhAvako grahaN karanekA bArambAr prayatna kare. jaise anAdikA abhyAs sahaj ho gayA hai, vaise chaitanyakA abhyAs use sahaj jaisA, bArambAr sahaj jaisA ho jAy aisA kare to antaramen-se gnAyak pragaT hue binA nahIn rahatA.

yathArtha bAdamen hotA hai, parantu pahale use duShkar paDe aise nahIn parantu bArambAr kare to sahajapane pahachAn hotI hai. ye anAdikA abhyAs use sahaj ho gayA hai. parantu chaitanya to apanA sahaj svabhAv hai, parantu vah duShkar ho gayA hai. apanA sahaj apanemen- se pragaT ho aisA hai, to bhI use duShkar ho gayA hai. parantu bArambAr usakA abhyAs kare to vah pragaT hue binA nahIn rahatA. usakA abhyAs, usakA parichay bArambAr gnAyakakA kare to pragaT hue binA nahIn rahatA. bAhar-se dev-guru-shAstrakA parichay aur antaramen chaitanyakA parichaya.

mumukShu- gnAnIko bhI mArgake kramakA sevan karanA paDatA hai. to mumukShuonko aise kramakA sevan karanA paDatA hogA? yA shIghra prApta ho jAy aisA bhI hai?

samAdhAna- shIghra prApta ho sakatA hai, lekin usake puruShArthakI mandatA hai. ek hI upAy hai-bhedagnAnakA. jo ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai use, chaitanya gnAyak main bhinna hUn aur yah bhinna hai. vibhAv aur svabhAv dononko bhinna-bhinna karanA. usamen yathArtha ruchi, yathArtha mahimA, lagan laganI chAhiye. antaramen tattva vichAr karake svayamko svabhAv grahaN