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antaramen kaise sAdhanA karanI, AtmAko pahachAnanA, andar-se bhedagnAn karanA, vah sab apane hAthakI bAt hai. bAharakA kuchh apane (hAthamen nahIn hai). unako jo ruchi thI vah unake sAth lekar gaye. bAkI AyuShya kaise pUrNa ho, vah to kisIke hAthakI bAt nahIn hai. Apake gharamen to sabako pahale-se sanskAr hai aur unako bhI sanskAr the. ve to sanskAr lekar gaye. AyuShya usI prakAr pUrA honevAlA thA, vaise hI hotA hai.
mumukShu- aisI koI AshAtanA kI ho yA dUsarA kuchh huA ho, isaliye Akhiramen aisA hotA hai?
samAdhAna- nahIn, aisA kuchh nahIn hai. vah to pUrvamen AyuShyakA bandha vaise paDA hotA hai. AyuShya amuk prakAr-se, amuk jAtakA bandhA ho us prakAr-se AyuShya pUrA hotA hai. koI aiese pariNAm-se AyuShyakA bandh paDA ho. chhoTA AyuShya, lambA AyuShya vah sab AyuShyakA bandh hai, pUrvakA hai. vartamAnakA kuchh nahIn hotA.
aisA hai ki kitanonko samyagdarshan hotA hai. AyuShyakA bandha jugaliyAkA AyuShyakA bandha paD gayA ho to jugaliyAmen jAtA hai. isaliye AyuShyakA bandha hai usako badalA nahIn jAtA. aisA kahate hain ki AyuShyakA bandha aisA paDA? unako itanI ruchi thI to bhI is tarah deh chhUTA? kahA, usamen koI vartamAnakA kAraN nahIn hai. vah to pUrvamen AyuShyakA bandha us prakArakA paDA hotA hai.
mumukShu- ....rAstemen ho gayA. koI sanyog nahIn mile.
mumukShu- koI sunAye to hI bhAv rahatA hai?
samAdhAna- koI sunAye to hI bhAv rah sake aisA nahIn hai, svayam khud rakh sakatA hai. andar yAd A jAya. jise ruchi ho use antaramen yAd hI A jAtA hai, vedanA Aye isaliye.
mumukShu- itanA prem thA...
samAdhAna- sabako dekhA thA na, isaliye apaneko aisA lage ki ye chunibhAIke putra hai. aisA ho na. vahAn prANabhAIke ghar Ate-jAte the, isaliye dekhA thA. vahAn jAmanagar jAte the tab in sabako chhoTe the us vakta dekhA thA. sabako ruchi. chunibhAIko utanI ruchi thI, isaliye sab laDakonko bhI (ruchi huyI).
mumukShu- buddhivAn the. barAbar parakh kare.
samAdhAna- janma-se yah ruchi, kyonki chunibhAIko ruchi thI isaliye gharamen sabako vahI ruchi.
mumukShu- ...
samAdhAna- pUrvakA ho us anusAra. pUrva udayakA kAraN hai. aise hI koI sanyog