186 jAye ki isamen aisA kahanA chAhate hain. koI bAtake bIchamen bole, isaliye khyAl A jAye. mukhamudrA par jo ullAs ho, vah dikhalAI detA hai na? tIrthankar hUn, aisA mujhe AtA thA. itanA. ... kuchh nahIn pUchhA. dUsarA to kuchh pUchhe. mujhe lagatA thA, gurudevako batAnA koI AsAn bAt nahIn thI. gurudevane sab shAstrake rahasya prakAshit kiye. shvetAmbar shAstra evan digambar shAstra (paDhaneke bAd), shvetAmbaramen sab jUThA hai, sab nakkI kiyA. itanI satyake parIkShak, unake Age kahanA vah koI (AsAn nahIn thA). usamen bhI bhAIon bhI gurudevake Age kuchh kahanemen Darate hain, to bahanonko bolanA vah to kitanI baDI bAt hai. vah koI AsAn bAt nahIn hai.

koI bhAIonko kuchh bAt karanI ho to gurudev kuchh pUchhe to bolanA kuchh hotA thA, aur bol dete aur kuchh, aisA bhI kisIko ho jAtA thA. phir to gurudev dhIre-dhIre kam... pahale to sampradAy chhoDA thA, kisIke sAmane bhI nahIn dekhate the. shuruAtamen to aisA thA. gurudevako kahanA aur ve aise hI mAn le, aisI koI AsAn bAt nahIn thI. apane bhAv dekhe, apanA hRuday dekhe, kahAnse bolate hain, kitanI gaharAIse bolate hain, (bhAv) kaisA hai, sab dekhate. ve to parIkShak the. unhonne parIkShAke liye pUchhA thA. ... parIkShAke lie pUchhate the. usamense phir yah pUchhA. .. khaDe rahanemen jisakA hRuday sachchA hai, vahI khaDA rah sakatA hai, anya koI khaDA nahIn rah sakatA, gurudevake prashnake Age. sIdhe prashna nahIn pUchhate the, dUsare prakArase pUchhate the.

pahalA prashna kaisA thA? kAlakA thA. sIdhA nahIn pUchhate the. kisIko aisA lage ki gurudev aisA bolate hain, .... sIdhA pUchhe. aisA kisIko ho jAye. koI AsAn bAt thI? kitanA vichAr karake nakkI karanevAle. koI bhAIonko kuchh kahanA ho to dikkat hotI hai, to phir yah sab antarakI bAt gurudevake Age kahanI, vah to antarakI kitanI dRuDhatA ho to kah sakate hain. gurudevake Age kahanA koI AsAn bAt nahIn thA. kisI-kisIko kahate the, koI-koI Ate the usako kahate the.

ve to shrutadharonkA parichay karane Aye the. dUsare sabake sAth charchA-prashna karane thoDe hI nA Aye the. bharatakShetramense bhagavAnakI vANI sunane (Aye the). koI bAtachIt kare to bhI koI shrutadhar munike pAs unakI shankAkA samAdhAn karane Aye the. dUsareke sAth bAtachIt kam karate the. isaliye kuchh mAlUm nahIn thA.

aisA bhI kahate the, yah dravya tIrthankarakA hai. aisA mujhe pahalese AyA thA ki yah dravya tIrthankarakA hai. mujhe kuchh mAlUm nahIn thA. mujhe to andarase AyA thA. aisA kuchh mAlUm nahIn thA. mujhe to AtmAkA karanemen kyA satya aur kaise satya hai, yah nakkI karanemen merA jIvan thA. usamen gurudev tIrthankar hai (aisA kuchh sochA bhI nahIn thA).