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mumukShu- ... merA jIvan thA, aisA use bhAsit hotA thA, usake badale ab merA jIvan mere AdhAr-se hI hai.
samAdhAna- merI hI AdhAr-se hai, kisIke AdhAr-se nahIn hai. par-se main TikatA hUn aur par-se merA jIvan hai, usake badale svayam merA astitva hai, main svayam gnAyak hUn. main svayam ek padArtha hUn. koI padArthase main TikU yA koI bAharake sAdhanon-se, yA sharIrAdi padArthase TikU aisA tattva nahIn hai. tattva svayam svatasiddha hai. tattva svayam apane- se Tik rahA hai. use koI padArthake AshrayakI AvashyakatA nahIn hai. svayam svatasiddha hai. parantu vah ekatvabuddhi karake aTak rahA hai.
AtA hai na? svatasiddha tattva, tattva use kahe ki jise parake AshrayakI jarUrat na ho. usakA nAm tattva, usakA nAm svabhAv kahanemen AtA hai. jis svabhAvako parake Ashrayase vah svabhAv pariName athavA parake Ashrayake jarUrat paDe, use svabhAv nahIn kahate. jo svatasiddha svabhAv ho, vah svayam pariNamatA hai. aur us svabhAvamen maryAdA bhI nahIn hotI ki ye svabhAv itanA hI ho yA itanA hI jAne. aisA nahIn hotA. vah svabhAv amaryAdit hotA hai.
vaise gnAn, vaise Ananda, vaise ananta guN (hain). jo svabhAv ho us svabhAvako maryAedA nahIn hotI. jo svatasiddha svabhAv hai, vah ananta hI hotA hai. use maryAdA nahIn hotI yA use itanA hI ho, yA utanA hI ho, aisA nahIn hotA. vah kisIke Ashray-se pariName yA koI Ashray na ho to usakI pariNati kam ho jAy, aisA nahIn hai.
jo svata pariNAmI hai, svayam hI svatasiddha pariNAmI hai. svabhAvako koI maryAedA nahIn hotI. parantu usane sab mAn liyA hai agnAnatA-se. usakA nAma3 svabhAv, usakA nAm tattva kahe ki jo svatasiddha ho aur jo ananta ho. aise apane svatasiddha svabhAvakI use mahimA Aye to vah apanI or jAtA hai.
bAhar-se use thakAn lage, vibhAv pariNati-se use thakAn lage, use vikalpakI jAl-se thakAn lage to vah apanA chaitanyakA Ashray grahaN karatA hai. vah thakatA nahIn hai to use apanA Ashray lenA kaThin lagatA hai. use thakAn lage ki ye pariNati to kRutrim hai, sahaj nahIn hai. jo-jo kaShTarUp hai, dukharUp hai. to apanA jo svabhAv hai, usakA Ashray grahaN karanekI use andar-se jignAsA, bhAvanA hue binA nahIn rahatI.